I was..
Crazy
Obsess
Paranoid
Insecure
Stupid
Pathetic
Insane
Praning
Chaka
Mukhang DH
desperate
At one point in my life.. I know I’ve been there.. naging monster ako.. I committed things na hindi na maganda. I was so hurt and I was pushed to do bad things. She was damn right for giving me such names..
But not anymore..
I am..more than happy
I’ve got tiny angel moving inside my tummy
I get more than a kiss and hug
I belong to someone
I am special
I’ve got peace of mind
I feel love
Secure with the father of my baby
I am stronger than before
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And I’ve got lot of good things to say..
Thank you papa God for the lesson you gave me
Monday, May 4, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
first 3 nights
nakakapagod. nakakatuwa.
hakot dito. hakot dun.
and kulitan and lambingan in between.
hhayy.. may-asawa na nga talaga ako at isa na talaga akong ganap na misis.. at malapit na maging ina. :)
enjoy pala mamili ng mga sarili nyong gamit. from baso, kutsara, plato, sandok, rice cooker, bed, kurtina, at kung anu ano pa. and super enjoy pag nag-aayos na kayo ng gamit. san mo ilalagay to, sino ang gagawa nito.. nakkapagod as in pero masaya.
so far maayos at masaya naman ang mga unang gabi namin. :)
-luving u more mahal..
hakot dito. hakot dun.
and kulitan and lambingan in between.
hhayy.. may-asawa na nga talaga ako at isa na talaga akong ganap na misis.. at malapit na maging ina. :)
enjoy pala mamili ng mga sarili nyong gamit. from baso, kutsara, plato, sandok, rice cooker, bed, kurtina, at kung anu ano pa. and super enjoy pag nag-aayos na kayo ng gamit. san mo ilalagay to, sino ang gagawa nito.. nakkapagod as in pero masaya.
so far maayos at masaya naman ang mga unang gabi namin. :)
-luving u more mahal..
Sunday, April 26, 2009
start from zero
We started moving our stuff to our new crib. hahah.. pagod but I enjoyed every minute of it. Ika nga ni Mister, practice to para pag nagsettle na kami sa pinas marunong na kami. Sobrang magastos lang kc ang dami pa namin dapat bilhin.
- aircon (done)
-new bed
-gas burner (done)
-iron / iron board (done)
-rice cooker (done)
-kitchenwares (done)
-table/ chairs
at marami pang iba.. ahai.
Goodluck sa budget.
- aircon (done)
-new bed
-gas burner (done)
-iron / iron board (done)
-rice cooker (done)
-kitchenwares (done)
-table/ chairs
at marami pang iba.. ahai.
Goodluck sa budget.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
random thoughts
i dunno how to stop munching this one bag of chicharon.. nakakadalawang balot na ko for today
ang daming bawal.. don't eat this, you should eat that.. do this.. do that..
minsan.. sumisimple.. humihirit ako..i'll sip a little hot choco.. ok lang yun, right baby? like mo naman diba? hehheh
still planning what's the best thing to do on my delivery.. uuwi ba ko sa pinas or dito na lang sa dubai.
i'm sleepy
ang daming bawal.. don't eat this, you should eat that.. do this.. do that..
minsan.. sumisimple.. humihirit ako..i'll sip a little hot choco.. ok lang yun, right baby? like mo naman diba? hehheh
still planning what's the best thing to do on my delivery.. uuwi ba ko sa pinas or dito na lang sa dubai.
i'm sleepy
Monday, April 20, 2009
life..oh life
it's hard to stay righteous all the time..even you try hard not to do things that are not in human standards.. there are times you don't have a choice.. i wish life would be less stressful..
- ate nance
Saturday, April 18, 2009
new crib
we're moving to our new place soon.. yung kami lang at walang ibang kasama. excited na kami! :)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
piece of cake
i just had 3 slices of cake with different flavors.. naumay ako..tikim tikim lang.. never talaga ako nahilig sa cake thou fav ko ang chocolate mousse. ok na sakin yung one slice or few bite lang.. mas masarap kc tignan kesa kainin. weird.. hahah believe me.. mas nageenjoy ako tignan ang cake kesa isubo at idigest. hehhe
im not into sweet food talaga.. that's why i'm wonderin pag sinasabi ni mister na im the sweetest person on earth. ngerks.. what a connection no? hahah
yun lang..
"life is a piece of cake!"
im not into sweet food talaga.. that's why i'm wonderin pag sinasabi ni mister na im the sweetest person on earth. ngerks.. what a connection no? hahah
yun lang..
"life is a piece of cake!"
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
oh yeah.. she's pregnant!
What if your husband's ex-gf informed you - "I'm pregnant and your husband is the father".. how would you react?
I can't help but to reminisce how I've been so strong after all that happened last year. Hindi ko makakalimutan kung pano ako naging matatag sa lahat ng pang-aasar at panloloko sakin. Those were the times na hindi ako marunong lumaban.. and i was not even aware na nasa gyera pala ako. Hell, I've been so wounded.. i was so down.. bu I tried really hard to be strong for myself and for us.
Whenever I tried to look back.. naaalala ko lang kung paano nya ko inasar last year..and she has all the guts to speak to me like that - I'm the wife and ex / mistress lang sya that time. tsk..
It was April 9, last year when she sent me this message, she was claiming buntis sya and the father is supposedly my hubby.
Hehhe I don't know what exactly happened.. pero one thing for sure.. di sya nanganak. :) Kaya ingatz kayo.. di lahat ng nagsasabing buntis ay BUNTIS. heheh
d******dloose
i super duper miss you..di nman siguro masama yun noh?? i wanna talk to you personally cuz there's a situation na you have to know..very sensitive..it's ur right to know this..but im not asking you to back me up..im just giving you ur right..afterall, this wont be possible w/o ur presence..i was scared that time remember?..but u just blew it off and tell me that it'll be ok..im really scared..but im gonna keep this..so dont you ever dare make some wrong advice..bka ngaun kita isumpa..
me:
wrote today at 5:45 AM
funny! ok lang yan.. hindi mu nman kami mapagaaway sa mga ganyang bagay - walang kabagay bagay.. in case totoo.. then keep the baby! susuportahan naman yan ng asawa ko... walang magiging problem sakin. :) you better take care of yourself.. alagaan mu yang beybi nyo.. eat healthy food.. wag k na rin magparty. wawa nman yung beybi.. i'll tell him the big news pagkasundo nya sakin.. take care.
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her
oh ur so filthy rich..u just wana hear my voice ayt??..yes..the number is mine if that's what u wanna know..is the past starting to haunt or hurt you?..away yan paguwi ng haws..tsk..tsk..well,i dont care..u deserve everything..i know ur not allan..u just simply cudnt fool me now..i pity you..nandito na ko..natatakot ka pa din??what the???..mmm..im happy..nyah nyah..but oh i miss allan bigtym..tell him that i appreciate the souvenir he left w/ me last MARCH 18, 2008..8pm..bording haws..ooppss..thanks for making me happy though.=)..u take care..
her
di ko kasi memorized..i'll give it tom..i'll just check on my things..i dont carry stuff like that everyday eh..i'll take care of the baby well..the greatest gift, though me and his dad are not together..ok na sakin na ok na sayo lahat bout the unexpected pregnancy...i'll send tom na alng the acct numbers dear wifey.=)..allan, i miss u.nyts. mwah.
me
wrote today at 7:58 AM
of course walang problem sakin yun.. baby yan ng hubby so ok lang yun if it's true. i'm gonna inform his family na rin.. they ought to know right? and so they can also assist you since apo naman nila yan.. they'll be happy to hear that i know! :)
her
wrote today at 8:24 AM
u can inform them but i dont need their assistance..i have my family..and as ive said, i'll inform the father lang but i dont give the responsibility..im gonna kip the baby..yes..but it's mine lang..go and tell the family now..
her
wrote today at 9:09 AM
yiz..=)..tom i'll send the letter from HSBCand also the bank acct number wer u can send the payment..then i'll forward you the receipt of the payment..after this, there will be no connection whatsoever..dont have to worry bout the baby.i just dont know how to tell my mom,that wud be the hardest part, but eventually, matatanggap din nya yun..rrrrrhhgggghhh..un tlga ang problem sa ngaun,well, this is hard but kailngan kong kayanin..alone..i repeat, di kailngan ng pagtanggap from u or from ur family..i just gave ur right to know bout this allan, if u wna advise them bout this i think ryt din nila yun, im just gonna kip the baby hoping and praying ako na this case will be diffrent dun sa first baby natin dapt..=(..this has to be a healthy baby now.just settle evrything so we can finish off everything..then we can all be happy seperately..so much has been said and done..and sumtimes it's tiring na rin..i still got more serious and valuable things to face this coming months.too bad..masyado ng overwhelming ang event ng buhay ko..the baby isnt at perfect timing but i have to accept this as a grown up individual..yun lang.enjoy and let'sall be happy.nyts wifey and heaven..
me
wrote today at 9:34 AM
yeah i know what happened sa first baby nyo, sorry to hear that... hopefuly etong next baby is ok na... it is God's greatest gift to us... your mom will surely accept the fact na magkkaapo na sya, of course magagalit yun at first pero nanjan na yan eh.. i hope everything will be ok between u and your family. nyt.. rest ka na.. and don't worry too much! :)
her
wrote today at 9:45 AM
yeah god'sgeven gift tlaga..that'sy im keeping it without second thoughts..uwe na din ako..it's 9:43 here..im done with copywriting already.bye. anu pala email add mo? or i shud send it na alng siguro at ako_si_atari's acct..? watcha think?..whatever..gtg..nyt jenny.
I can't help but to reminisce how I've been so strong after all that happened last year. Hindi ko makakalimutan kung pano ako naging matatag sa lahat ng pang-aasar at panloloko sakin. Those were the times na hindi ako marunong lumaban.. and i was not even aware na nasa gyera pala ako. Hell, I've been so wounded.. i was so down.. bu I tried really hard to be strong for myself and for us.
Whenever I tried to look back.. naaalala ko lang kung paano nya ko inasar last year..and she has all the guts to speak to me like that - I'm the wife and ex / mistress lang sya that time. tsk..
It was April 9, last year when she sent me this message, she was claiming buntis sya and the father is supposedly my hubby.
Hehhe I don't know what exactly happened.. pero one thing for sure.. di sya nanganak. :) Kaya ingatz kayo.. di lahat ng nagsasabing buntis ay BUNTIS. heheh
d******dloose
i super duper miss you..di nman siguro masama yun noh?? i wanna talk to you personally cuz there's a situation na you have to know..very sensitive..it's ur right to know this..but im not asking you to back me up..im just giving you ur right..afterall, this wont be possible w/o ur presence..i was scared that time remember?..but u just blew it off and tell me that it'll be ok..im really scared..but im gonna keep this..so dont you ever dare make some wrong advice..bka ngaun kita isumpa..
me:
wrote today at 5:45 AM
funny! ok lang yan.. hindi mu nman kami mapagaaway sa mga ganyang bagay - walang kabagay bagay.. in case totoo.. then keep the baby! susuportahan naman yan ng asawa ko... walang magiging problem sakin. :) you better take care of yourself.. alagaan mu yang beybi nyo.. eat healthy food.. wag k na rin magparty. wawa nman yung beybi.. i'll tell him the big news pagkasundo nya sakin.. take care.
----------------------------
her
oh ur so filthy rich..u just wana hear my voice ayt??..yes..the number is mine if that's what u wanna know..is the past starting to haunt or hurt you?..away yan paguwi ng haws..tsk..tsk..well,i dont care..u deserve everything..i know ur not allan..u just simply cudnt fool me now..i pity you..nandito na ko..natatakot ka pa din??what the???..mmm..im happy..nyah nyah..but oh i miss allan bigtym..tell him that i appreciate the souvenir he left w/ me last MARCH 18, 2008..8pm..bording haws..ooppss..thanks for making me happy though.=)..u take care..
her
di ko kasi memorized..i'll give it tom..i'll just check on my things..i dont carry stuff like that everyday eh..i'll take care of the baby well..the greatest gift, though me and his dad are not together..ok na sakin na ok na sayo lahat bout the unexpected pregnancy...i'll send tom na alng the acct numbers dear wifey.=)..allan, i miss u.nyts. mwah.
me
wrote today at 7:58 AM
of course walang problem sakin yun.. baby yan ng hubby so ok lang yun if it's true. i'm gonna inform his family na rin.. they ought to know right? and so they can also assist you since apo naman nila yan.. they'll be happy to hear that i know! :)
her
wrote today at 8:24 AM
u can inform them but i dont need their assistance..i have my family..and as ive said, i'll inform the father lang but i dont give the responsibility..im gonna kip the baby..yes..but it's mine lang..go and tell the family now..
her
wrote today at 9:09 AM
yiz..=)..tom i'll send the letter from HSBCand also the bank acct number wer u can send the payment..then i'll forward you the receipt of the payment..after this, there will be no connection whatsoever..dont have to worry bout the baby.i just dont know how to tell my mom,that wud be the hardest part, but eventually, matatanggap din nya yun..rrrrrhhgggghhh..un tlga ang problem sa ngaun,well, this is hard but kailngan kong kayanin..alone..i repeat, di kailngan ng pagtanggap from u or from ur family..i just gave ur right to know bout this allan, if u wna advise them bout this i think ryt din nila yun, im just gonna kip the baby hoping and praying ako na this case will be diffrent dun sa first baby natin dapt..=(..this has to be a healthy baby now.just settle evrything so we can finish off everything..then we can all be happy seperately..so much has been said and done..and sumtimes it's tiring na rin..i still got more serious and valuable things to face this coming months.too bad..masyado ng overwhelming ang event ng buhay ko..the baby isnt at perfect timing but i have to accept this as a grown up individual..yun lang.enjoy and let'sall be happy.nyts wifey and heaven..
me
wrote today at 9:34 AM
yeah i know what happened sa first baby nyo, sorry to hear that... hopefuly etong next baby is ok na... it is God's greatest gift to us... your mom will surely accept the fact na magkkaapo na sya, of course magagalit yun at first pero nanjan na yan eh.. i hope everything will be ok between u and your family. nyt.. rest ka na.. and don't worry too much! :)
her
wrote today at 9:45 AM
yeah god'sgeven gift tlaga..that'sy im keeping it without second thoughts..uwe na din ako..it's 9:43 here..im done with copywriting already.bye. anu pala email add mo? or i shud send it na alng siguro at ako_si_atari's acct..? watcha think?..whatever..gtg..nyt jenny.
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