Sunday, June 21, 2009

surbey about your partner

PART ONE

1. He's/She's sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
- pba, movies,news

2. You're out to eat; what kind of dressing does he/she get on his salad?
- di nya like ang salad

3. What's one food he/she doesn't like?
- anything with kalamansi

4. You go out to eat. What drink does he/she order?
- Ice Tea, coke

5. Where did he/she go to high school?
- THS

6. What size shoe does he/she wear?
- 9 1/2

7. If he/she were to collect anything, what would it be?
- gadgets

8. What is his/her favorite type of sandwich?
- Big Mac

9. What would he/she eat every day if he could?
- sopas ko

10. What is his favorite accessory?
- silver necklace ( di nya yun tinatanggal)

11. What would he/she never wear?
- mga pangpana na polo

12. What is his favorite sports team?
- GINEBRA

13. Who did he vote for President?
- yun lang hindi ko alam hahah

14. Who is his best friend?
- erik

15. What is one thing he/she wishes you wouldn't do?
- to work here for 3 more yrs

16. What is his/her heritage?
- pinoy

17. You bake him/her a cake for his birthday; what kind of cake?
- chocolate

18. Did he play sports in high school?
- basketball and volleyball

19. What could he/she spend hours doing?
- playing xbox

20. What is one unique talent he has?
- dancing na pa-gurl as in malanding dance


PART TWO

What are your middle names?
pagalan/camillon

How long have you been together?
- hhmm as married couple? 1 yr and 4 months

How long did you know each other before you started dating?
- highskul pa.. but we don’t really know each other.. sa pangalan lang.

Who asked whom out?
- sya naman!

How old are each of you?
I'm 26 & he’s turning 27 this August

Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple?
- hardest? When we had problems with his ex

Did you go to the same school?
- yes.. highskul & plm

Where do you eat out most as a couple?
- pizza comp

Who has the craziest exes?
- Siya.hahahahaha...

Who has the worst temper?
- ako??? Pero din man masyado.. sya rin minsan.

Who does the cooking?
- both

Who is the neat-freak?
- Siya.

Who is more stubborn?
- sya. ahhaa

Who wakes up earlier?
- sya pa rin.

Where was your first date?
- hhmm sm san lazaro.. tama ba ko???

Who is more jealous?
- ako?

How long did it take to get serious?
- 2 months ata kc we’re lovers sa net nun eh LDR

Who eats more?
- both

Who's better with the computer?
- Sya naman.

happy father's day papa allan!!! <3


Papa allan,

Happy father’s day!

Sobrang happy po ako na ikaw ang hubby ko at tatay ng mga magiging anak ko. Masayang Masaya ako mahal.. sobra. Wala po akong pinagsisihan at pagsisisihan na ikaw ang makakasama ko habang buhay. I know how much you love me.. and I know you’ll be a good father to our children. Ngayun pa lang na nsa tummy ko si kidlat hindi ka na mapakali. Masaya ako kung paano mo ko mahalin. You are the sweetest person on earth.. inaalagaan mo ko sobra at alam ko na di mo ko papabayaan. Happy ako sa mga plano mo sa pamilya natin mahal.. ano pa naman ba ang hahanapin ko? Nung pinakasalan kita alam mo hindi ko na inisip kung meron ka bang reasonable savings sa bank.. or kung meron ka ng sariling bahay or kotse or business.. basta ang alam ko lang nun masipag ka magtrabaho at napupuno ka ng pangarap… na tinutupad mo ngayun kasama ako. Thank u mahal for loving me so much and for striving hard para sa future natin. Salamat sa pag-aalaga mo ng sobra sa amin ni Kidlat. Wala na kong hahanapin pa.. :)

Mahal na mahal kita asawa ko.. hinding hindi po ako mawawala sa tabi mo.. Labsh na labsh ka namin ni kidlat. Happy father’s day.. mwuah!!!
Mama Jen

Thursday, June 18, 2009

"bitter. BETTER."


nakakatawa yung linyang binitawan ng mister ko kanina, "bitter..better.." almost same sound.. sa isang vowel lang nagkaiba.. and different meaning. napaisip ako.. oo nga noh?? we were actually talking about something nung sinabi nya yan... at napangiti naman ako. heheh

it's good sobra nya na-aapreciate ang buhay na meron sya. before he was calling himself bitter.. pero ngayun BETTER na ang term na ginagamit nya. nag-mature na talaga sya ngayun.. ibang-iba sa childish na allan.. but of course sobrang pababy pa rin. sya pa rin ang baby ko. ooppss sabi ko nga pala sa di ko na sya baby kasi may baby na kami.. hehhe di na rin daw nya ko baby... aba! aba!

case closed!

at last natapos na din ang sakit ng ulo ko. kakaloka ang mga pulis dito.. ang aangas. sana lang talaga magtanda na sya.

sobrang kakapagod talaga.. gang ngayun stressed pa rin ako.

wag n sana maulit to.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

headache

may nawala at hndi nagparamdam. no sms.. no calls.. her mobile was switched off. i was worried syempre naman one month pa lang sya dito sa dubai so never ko naisip na baka gumimik lang sa labas.



1:30am and still no sign so we decided to go to police station and report her missing. but i guess, it was a wrong move kasi naman.. visit visa nga pala sya.



we got home at 3:30am.. and di na ko nakatulog after. at 9am, we decided to go to her office kasi naka-off pa rin ung mobile nya. and hindi lang yun... may nakausap ako na hindi alam ang sasabihin sakin. with his answers, na-conclude namin ni allan na nag-party lang sya nung gabi.



damn. tama ba yun? going to work in the morning and then pupunta ka ng inuman pag-uwi without even telling me "oi ate kong tanga.. wag ka na mag-antay sakin kc maglalasing ako ngayun at di ako uuwi." napakainconsiderate talaga.. i was literally crying and thinking of bad things na pwedeng nangyari sa knya. she's barely new here in dubai.. pero nagawa na nya yun?



di kami nakapasok ni allan sa work at sobrang na-stressed kami dahil sa ginawa nya. makakarinig ka pa ng "nuka ba te, isang gabi lang yun!"



bad trip talaga.. isang gabi lang.. isang gabi kaming nag-alala, nastressed, nagpuyat, nagpunta ng police station ets.. and worse, they are asking me to come back and bring her..



what to do. hanggang ngayun stressed pa rin ako.. worried and scared.. pati baby ko apektado.



super sakit sa head.

Monday, June 15, 2009

super lutang

im super lutang today.
dami ko iniisip.
thinking about what to do in the future
trying to look back "anu-ano bang wrong move ko?"
but of course..tapos at nagawa na yun.
in the middle of "i know what to do" and "don't know what to do"
sometimes life is so complicated
dreaming of being rich so i don't need to work here
stay or leave?
will say yes to hubby?
i don't know

at the end of the day na super lutang.. i still can't help to smile and be thankful..
my baby's kicking so hard.. sya at ang papa nya ang nagpapasaya ng buhay ko.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

miss ko na..

andami ko namimiss.. :(

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

so scared

yesterday I went home early kasi sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko. masakit yung balakang ko and feeling ko super pagod ako. before i left the office tawag ako kay mahal and I told him na uuwi na ko kc im not feeling well nga and masakit ang balakang ko etc.

at home pagdating nya.. pinuntahan kagad nya ko sa bed and niyakap. sabi nya lang sakin.. "mahal wag ganun kasi natatakot ako eh.. lamu naman may phobia na ko sa ganun eh.. " and he just embraced me so tight.

well, i guess i scared the hell out of him talaga.. i saw his eyes and i can feel na talagang na-tensed ata sya kagabi. ako rin naman, natakot din ako sa pakiramdam ko lalo na 2 nights na ko may abnormal discharged. natatakot din talaga ako for may baby so i have to be extra careful.

i know from the very start ng pagbubuntis ko mas tensed sakin si mister. sabi nga nya - nagkaphobia na sya. muntik na kasi sila magkaron ng baby ni dyena nun but i don't know what happened hindi nabuo yung baby at nakunan sya. syempre natatakot din sya na maulit yung nangyari before. sya kasi yung tipo na mahilig sa bata and super duper gusto na nya maging daddy. kaya nga when he was barely new here in dubai and she told him na she's 2 months pregnant daw and si allan ang tatay..weird but i know how he felt that time. alam ko sobra sya na-excite na magkakababy na sya.. i don't know what happened din dun sa "baby" nila dapat kasi hindi naman sya nanganak.

oh well, sana lang healthy si baby lague. ginagawa namin ni allan lahat ng pag-aalaga sa para sa knya.

excited na kami makita ka kidlat! :) love you!

before and after my accident

Feb 17,2006

I was checking my stuff when my SSS ID caught my attention. I stared at my picture and as usual - natawa ako. How could I ever forget nung nagpagawa ako ng ID - basag pa yung mukha. Sabi pa nung kukuha ng picture "miss sure ka ba na papapicture ka na namamaga mukha mo?" sagot ko lang "kelngan ko po eh"

Actually, medyo pagaling na nga ako nung nagpunta ako sa SSS para magpa-ID - nadidilat ko na ang mata ko, hindi na masyadong malaki ang namamaga kong noo, hindi na rin masyadong namamaga ang nguso ko. Whenever i tried to look back natatawa lang ako na minsan naaksidente ako sa jeep dahil sa alak.

Check nyo ang pictures nung inuman namin.. maayos pa ang mukha ko jan. Nung umuwi ako naaksidente ako sa jeep.. pagpreno nya tumilapon ako sa harapan at mukha ko lang ang may tama. Yung asawa ko tinawanan lang ako sa kwento ko dahil parang imposible daw.. pero yun talaga nangyari.. nakaidlip kasi ako sa loob ng jeep eh. hhayyzz

So far, mejo nabalik naman ata ang dati kong mukha.. pero sa totoo lang feeling ko minsan tabingi na yung mukha ko ngayun at parang di na nabalik yung dati. hehhe

lesson learned: wag sumakay ng jeep from pasig to quiapo. heheh



(pictures taken night before the accident : inuman sa bahay ni pusa)




(my SSS ID - after the accident..)
















Monday, June 8, 2009

Make Each Day Your Masterpiece



The key to self-creation is in your willingness to do very tiny things - but to do them TODAY.

Self-creation is not an all-or-nothing game. Rather, it's a work in progress.

A little touch here and a small stroke there is what makes your day (and therefore, your life) great.

Today is a microcosm of your entire life. It is your whole life in miniature. It's like... You were "born" when you woke up and you will "die" when you go to sleep. Think of it that way, so that you could live your whole life in a day.

Most of us, however, don't want it to be this way. If we were asked whether today could be used as a model to judge our entire life by, we would probably shriek, "Oh, no! It wasn't one of my better days. Give me a year or two and I'll live a day, I'm certain of it, that you can use to represent my life."

We want our lives to accumulate. To add up to something. We think of life as being strung together like a long smoky train, so that we can add new freight cars when we're feeling that the time is right for it.

MAKE EACH DAY YOUR MASTERPIECE!
- Dickie Aguado