another day after March 12

Yes.. everyday is a new day. I'm glad how my tummy's growing bigger each day. My hubby's taking good care of me..sobra. Hindi ko talaga alam kung pa'no ko mabubuhay ng wala sya sa tabi ko. We're more than just a happy couple. :)

I can't help to smile thinking about us in the past. Kung paano kami naging strong para sa family namin. He really changed a lot. Ako rin.. madami na ring nagbago sakin after that incident. At samin.. marami ring nagbago. Hindi naman kami nagpatalo sa problema eh.. tanggap ko na lahat married couple dumadaan sa mga trials para lalong tumibay.. look at us.. kakadaan lang ng bagyo pero masaya pa rin kami.

Hindi ko na rin masyadong naiisip yungmga nangyari.. i could even read their emails na hindi na naluluha ang mata ko. Yes, I still read some of those stuff sometimes.. and kinakapa ko sarili ko if I'm still feeling the pain... kung minsan pag naaalala may kirot pa rin. Just like yesterday, March 12. Bigla ko na lang naalala what happened same day last year. Ang hirap kasi sakin ang talas ng memory ko. hehhe I remembered calling him but his phone was cannot be reached. He's with ex pala that time and celebrating their monthsary. Well, I wonder how she managed to have sex with him kahit na aware naman sya na kasal na ang exbf nya. Or siguro, hindi ko lang din talaga sya masisi. Ayayay.. pag-ibig. :p peace! How could I ever forget.. eto yung mga panahon na inis na inis ako sa dyenatari account.. hhayyz.. after six months dun ko lang nalaman kung sino pala talaga ang nasa likod ng account na yun.. ;(

But that's all in the past.. pag naaalala ko natatawa na lang ako.. I'm glad we're together pa rin. Stronger and happier than before.

Ok lang naman na balikan ko yung mga pangit na nangyari.. hindi ko yun buburahin sa utak ko.. or tatakbuhan na lang palage.. what happened in the past will always be a part of me.. naniniwala ako na nakamove on na ang isang tao kapag kaya nya alalahanin at balikan ang nakaraan ng wala ng sakit na nararamdaman.