Tuesday, August 5, 2008

for his X

When I first read your email.. honestly I really don’t know what to feel. When you said you are forgiving us.. napaisip ako – may kasalanan ba ko sayo?

Was it my fault that he left you? may kasalanan ba ko when we fell in luv? Kasalanan ko rin ba when he finally marry me?

i know you’ve been through a lot.. and you hate me so bad. God knows how I want you to be ok.. that soon you’ll get over all the pain that you feel… i have waited for the time na sasabihin mu samin na ok ka na..

and now.. finally you said you’re healed and that you are forgiving us.. hindi ko nman alam kung anong dapat ko’ng maramdaman.. isn't it ironic?

Kung may kasalanan man ako sayo o wala.. I don’t care anymore.. masaya na ko na you're doin good at ok na lahat.

Now, all I want is for us to go on with our separate lives..

You’ll have your life without him..

And we can have our life now without thinking of you. There are times na pinaguusapan ka namin.. at lague nmin sinasabi na hopefully in time you'll be allright... :D

by the way, thank you.. for making our relationship stronger & for making me love him more.

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