"You need to forget Jhen.."
I remember myself being drowned with so much pain. I felt like dying last year... I was so down and helpless. Wala akong ibang alam gawin kundi magtanong ng mga bagay na walang sagot.. or to ask questions kahit isinasampal na sakin yung sagot. I came to the point na gusto ko ng bumitaw dahil hindi ko na alam kung saan pa ko pupunta. Slowly, I became a monster.
But i decided to forgive and I tried to forget - that's the hardest part. I tried really hard to go on with my life and let go of all the bad memories. I don't want to be a monster.. I want to wake up everyday with peace of mind. I decided not to cry anymore. I chose to understand and look on the brighter side.
Now, I'm leaving everything behind as I am moving onward.. I'm taking one step at a time and I'm getting there.. I'm not completely healed.. not yet, but my husband and Papa God are helping me to continue what I have started.
I'm no longer trapped in the past and I'm lovin my life.. ;)
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"forget the things that make you sad.. remember the things that make you glad.."
life is beautiful!
Masaya gumising sa umaga na merong isang tao na nakayakap sayo...at maglalambing ng walang humpay sa buong maghapon hanggang sa bago kayo matulog. At higit sa lahat masarap matulog nang may nakayakap sayo sa buong magdamag.
Wala na kong mahihiling pa. Ang pag-ibig natin ay sapat na.. :)
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My life is indeed colorful!
2 comments:
yes, life is beautiful :)
yeah.. and God is good.. all the time! =)
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