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Dear Mr.Allan F,

I would like to inform you that it has come to my knowledge that you will be having an opening for the new GF. Ive been there once and im sorry if i have shown tardiness and unappreciation.I know that these were not good thingsto be at but IM telling you that i sincerely apologizing for everything that i may have caused you.

All the qualificatin below aresuch that i believe i possessed and i know in time you will realizethat i am just all you need and to be with.Ivce been away for somequite timebut now im back to be a all-new-love ralationsgip experience.I will chagemy attitude and promisethat I will do anythingjust to be with you again.You know howbrave I am..but when it comesto you I should say that i feeel some kind of scarebut I will fight and go on until you are back in my arms:

QUalifications tthat i promise you to do until my dying day:

1: Ill scratch your back even if its not itchy so later o..it will
2.ill cook cormbip and siomai for your indulgece
3. ill tickle those little hairs in your armpit
4. i will never let you down agen.
5. i will be there weever i need to be there
6. i will fight for you even this isno battle
7. iwill give us hope though it might seems hopeless at all
8. i will make you lovemore my body ad everything in between
9. wewill taste the fruitand flavors of love so delicious that you wont get rid of
10. i will be there to amke you realize your worthin your carreerand wwhat you are capableof doing
11. wewiill be travelling even we are pennyless
12. i dont care if you will love me back for as long you let me love you.
13. you will hear nothing from meregarding the past issues
14. im willing to build a family w/ you that you maycall "the family"
15.i will be the one you have tyo carryform the night of our wedding until the day i died
16. i shall never let anyone harm us.
17. i will take care of you and your offsprings to be
18. i will be there even if you needed or needed menot.
19. ill pray for you
20. I WILL OFFER YOU THE LOVELINESS AD JOY THAT A RELATIONSHIP CAN HAVE
21. I WILL GIVE YOU A LIFETIME SPAN OF LOYALTY, LOVE UNSELFISHLY
22. I'LL PUT YOU FIRST BEFORE ME
23. WHAN YOU GOT OLDAND GREY..I WILL EVER LEAVE YOUR BED EVEN I TIMES OF DEATH
24. I BELIEVE IN LOVE SO EVERLASTING THAT EVEN TRIALS COULD NEVER BE A SUCCESS
25. YOU WILL ALWAYSBE MY HEAVEN AND I WILL BE YOUR ANGEL NO MATTER WWHAT.

YOU SEE.. IM JUST WHO YOU NEED..ILL BE SOMEONE YOU WILL BE NEEDING OF:YOU JUST HAVE TO HIRE ME.BECAUSE I SUPER DUPERLOVE YOU..IT DRIVES ME CRAZY..THAT IF YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME..YOU MUST TAKE THE BLADES SO SARP AND SLASH THEBLOOD AND SUCK THE VERY LAST BLOOD THAT I HAVE TO BLEED..

YOU WILL ALWAYS AIR THAT I WILL BREATHE..I LOVE YOU.

NAME: GENAL*** *****
AGE: 23 Y.O
ADDRESS:YOU KNOW WHERE
MOBILE#: SAME AS WHAT YOU KNOW
COMPANY: ATI

SHOULD YOU HAVE QUERIES..PLS FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME AT MY RESPECTIVE CONTACT NUMBERS.

SINCERELY,
ANGEL DYEN*

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HEAVENKONG MAHAL..2 WEEKS..HULING TAWAD..hehe..wagkang malugkot..papasayahin kita..siusumpa ko yan mahal ko..wag mo itindihin mga ginawa mo..trials lang yan..we will survive..trust me..two weeks of being mie..pagbigyan mo ko..i wont let this things to happen..jack en poy lang katapat lahat ng paghihirap natin..maamya..sasaya na us..you will see..

alammo nakitako nga pala si calix sa lrt last time..student pa pla..unlikeyou..you are so succesful..mmmpp...galing galing mo tlga..pakiss nga..MWAHHHH

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I LOVE YOU..YOU CAN TURN M AWAY..BUT YOU CANT ESCAPEME..IMSORRY BUT I CANT GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT..CUZ I WILL LEAVE YOU NEVER..SORRY..2WEEKS IS AL IM ASKING..AREYOU SCARED OF FALLING IN LOVE SO HARD WITH ME AGAIN?I WILL MAKE OU FALL SO HARD..ILL LET YOU EXPERIENCE GREAT LOVING AND HAPPINESS YOU HAVEEVER KNOW..I WILL SURPASS EVERYTHING..ILL MAKE YOU SEE THAT..YOU AHVE TO BE WITH ME CUZ IM THEONE YU LOVE..

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ven..2wiks..i dont care what youhave done..im mpre than willing to accept you..after 2wiks and you still dont wana be with me..masakit pero i know ihave to do this..this is my chance and dont want to let this happen..i know you still love me..i ws wrong..ur happy with her?..well..i dont care..she is not here..imwilling to risk it all..ill prove to you..ndi ako panandaliang saya lang ag maibibigay..what imgiving you is a lifetime of loyalty.love and happiness..maybe she was just a thing in the past that we oth have to get rid of..i know in the end love will always remain..i really love you..u ust hve to be happy with meeven for 2weeks..after that illlet you decide..3yrs ang binuno ko..wont let anyone ruin what i have built..ang sew what i have planted..i want to be strong for you..for us..even it means stepping down and bowing down on you..

you just have to forget her..cuz you have to accept your relationship is too shallow/..i hope that you wouldt just tur me away just like this..nagmamakawa ako sayo ven..klangan kita ipaglaban..i wont be able to live w/o you..we belong together..you just have to bare with me..im tellig you after this..we will be happier and sweeter..you belong to me..sakin ka lang..though it hurts..sakin ka lang..mahal na mhal kita..just let me have this last chance if you may callit..but for as long as i can see and feel a single or just apercent of love in your eyes for me..ill take it..susugal ako..wag ka lang mawala..i know you love me..you have to choose me..ill let you see what is TRUE LOVE means..you ust have to have faith in me..

i can never give you things that she gave you..but it wold be nonsense once they were gone..imfoolisg and crazy..but for AS LONG AS I LIVEYOU WILL STILL BE THE AIR THAT I HAVE TO BREATHE..prove menow your love and undying promises..you need not to be alone..I AM ALL WHAT YOU NEED..I GOT ALL WAT YOU NEED..sorry for everything..but i cant let you go just like this..mahal na mahal kita heave ko..i'll always be your angel..