lost

there are times that i want to say something but i run out of words..
or i must say i dunno how to put into words the thoughts and emotions i have inside.
ba't ba minsan ang hirap?
i want to ask questions pero ayokong marinig ang sagot
maybe from the very start i know the answers but still i doubt if those are for real
or dapat ko pa bang itanong?
what seems to be so wrong??

i dunno..

i'm lost.