Sunday, November 7, 2010

my dear blogspot

My dearest blogspot,

You are very special to me. Whenever I have a chance binabasa kita ng buong buo at ng paulit ulit. There are times na malulungkot ako sa mga nababasa ko.. but most of the time naman napapangiti ako. Dito ko kasi binubuhos lahat ng emotions ko..yung happiness at kalungkutan , insecurities at mga bagay na ipinagmamalaki ko.

If you have just notice matagal din akong hindi nakapagsulat. After my last post on February this year pinili ko na hindi n lang magsulat at huwag ka na munang dalawin.I chose not to put into words kung ano man ang nararamdaman ko that time. Figuratively I was dead on those months. Yes.. I died the second time. Alam mo na siguro ang mga pinagdaanan ko nung una akong nabaliw sa buhay.

But now that I’m over it..kaya ko na ulit magsulat. Kaya na ulit kitang balikan at basahin. I am no longer in deep pain. Nakaraos n ko. Nakaraos na kami.

It’s good to have u my dear blogspot. You are my shock absorber, my friend, my listener, my diary.


jen

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