I am unique. You are unique. There are no two identical petals, no two identical leaves. You can go all over the world and you will never find someone who is exactly like you. Why?
Because God is merciful. Just to have one of you is more than enough.
And this is why we should never ENVY another. Envy is dumb and stupid. It is self-destructive. Learn to celebrate other’s success.

- Francis Kong

bring it on!

hubby and i were discussing "married couples issues" a while ago
sabi nga nila ang buhay may-asawa ay di biro
and yes we are dealing with different issues almost everyday
issues.. issues.. na di mawawala..
problemang parang walang katapusan
pero looking back..

nagpakasal kami
nanganak ako
nabinyagan ako
at nagbirthday si kidlat

lahat nairaos namin - nang magkasama.

sabi nga namin sa mga issues at problemang darating???

BRING IT ON! nag-aantay kami. hahahah

Happy Women's Day

the time to celebrate being a woman and also about being a part of a woman. On this occasion remember all the women in your life and make them feel as extraordinary as they always are.

Happy International Women's Day dearest ladies!!!

isa ka lang kwento

do you honestly believe that we are meant for each other? ikaw ay para sakin at ako ang para sayo? na ikaw ang better half ko at ako ang better half mo? na ikaw ang leading man ko at ako ang leading lady mo..? naniniwala ka ba? panaginip lang ba ang laat? hindi ka ba totoo? hindi ba ikaw ang prince charming sa istorya ng buhay ko?

at hindi ka nga totoo.. ako lang ang gumawa ngsarili kong fairytale.. walang magic. ako lang ang naghokus pokus ng buong kwento. walang love a first sight. walang namimiss kita..walang totoong hugs and kisses..walang kilig.. walang i love you...walang love..

walang love.. walang tayo.. walang ikaw at ako.

ang tanging meron lang ay "ako" at at ikaw? ikaw ay hindi ko pag-aari. ikaw ay isa lamang kwento. isa ka lamang panaginip. isa ka lamang tauhan sa bawat daydreaming ko. isa ka lang pangarap.

at ako? ako ang umaasa at nananalangin na sana one day maging totoo ang pangarap ko..na sana lumabas ka na totoong mundo mula sa bawat panaginip ko. na sana maging katotohanan na ang bawat pangyayari sa kwento ko..na sana marinig ko na ang bawat "i love u".. na sana maramdaman ko na ang mga hugs and kisses.. na sana tumagos na hanggang buto ang kilig ko.. na sana maging katotohanan na ang "i love you".. na sana magkaron na ng love.. ng tayo. ng ikaw at ako..

at sana maging pag-aari na kita sa totoong mundo ko..

kelan ka ba magpapaangkin sakin?
bilisan mo..

...baka mapagod na'ko..

- posted at http://jenzkiedo.multiply.com/journal/item/206/bat_di_nauubos_ang_sorry isang taon na pala ang nakakaraan.

Kuya na si Kidlat

after having thoughts why im so lazy these past days and why i still don't have my monthly period. Now, im over na with "delay lang siguro ako". finally, it's confirmed - im pregnant! Imagine? napatanong ako ng HOW COME? hahah can't believe talaga im having my second baby na. di pa nga ko nakakarecover sa trauma ng panganganak and to think kidlat is only 1 yr and 2 months old. And one thing is... gumawa lang kami ng milagro ng mga 2 times or 3 times after my period - nakajackpot pa!

Paano na ang budget? yun ang una kong natanong? we need to buy 2 milks na..patay! pero ayos lang..siguro eto ang christmas gift ni papa God samin ni Allan.. sana lang after nito isabay na rin Nya ang panalo ko sa Lotto para walang problema sa budget.

hay naku.. kaya eto.. bawal na magpuyat, bawal na magsoftdrinks, uminom ng kape at mag-beer. 1 taon pa lang ako payat tataba na nman ako. baby pa si kidlat kawawa naman magkakaron na ng kapatid.

sana this time - MAYUMI naman. at pagkatapos ayoko na!

forgiveness quotes

“Forgiving does not erase the bitter past. A healed memory is not a deleted memory. Instead, forgiving what we cannot forget creates a new way to remember. We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future.”

“To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.”


“You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.”

Lewis B. Smedes quotes

scary

allan colapsed on his way sa work.
he can't remember anything basta paggising nya nasa ER na sya
ng hospital.
oh my.. mild stroke ba yun?
highblood?
hindi nman mataas ang BP nya sabi ng doctor.
he was advised to undergo several tests pra
malaman kung anong reason bakit sya nawalan ng malay.

Papa God, pls bantayan nyo po si Allan. I hope
wala syang sakit :(

the TRUTH makes everything else seem a lie..

- happy valentines day

super cute KIDLAT

kanino ba nagmana to???

quote for the day

“The past is never there when you try to go back. It exists, but only in memory. To pretend otherwise is to invite a mess.”

- Chris Cobbs

hintay

isang araw ng pagsilip
isang yugto ng pagmulat
ipikit man ng pilit
salat pa rin ang sugat...
saan ka patungo?
hinihingal...tumatakbo...
pilitin ma'ng huminto
ngunit paa'y 'di magkasundo
sa lamig ng hangin
sa ilalim ng buwan at bituin
magtatanong ng pilit
hahabulin ka ng matulin
sandali lang...
saan ka patungo?
hintay...sasama ako

naghahanap ng tamang mood para dugtungan..

Check out music from Antimano

BEAUTIFUL BURNS by antimano

Song Lyrics

Lyrics:

I leave myself alone with you tonight
and your fire catches me alight
From the distance you pull me in
I'm revolving, I'm a helpless satellite

Let me catch my breath for a moment so I can whisper
Don't let me go until you kiss me now

You keep me coming back for more
for those beautiful burns, those beautiful burns
You leave me here, i come undone
with these beautiful burns, these beautiful burns

I am bleeding with every word you said to me
I am waiting for the flames to set me free

Let me hold your hand, fingers intertwined, let me whisper
Don't let me go, hold me tighter now

You keep me coming back for more
for those beautiful burns, those beautiful burns
You leave me here, i come undone
with these beautiful burns, these beautiful burns...yeah.

Let me kiss you one more time in the rain as you whisper
Don't let me go, just keep on burning
Just keep on burning, just keep on... burning.

You keep me coming back for more
for those beautiful burns, those beautiful burns
You leave me here, i come undonewith these beautiful burns,

these beautiful burns...yeah.

ANTIMANO

i so heart ANTIMANO! woohhoo! <3>

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=790858404#!/antimanomusic

and check out their original compositions! you will surely love it!

kampay!

so small world

Kung minsan di ko mapigilang magtanong.. “paglalaruan ba ko ng tadhana?” o sadyang “sinasadya ng kapalaran ang mga nangyayari?”

Sobrang liit ng mundo. Umiiwas ka pero napupunta ka sa lugar na iniiwasan mo. Lumalayo ka pero may mga nakakasalamuha ka na malapit sa iniiwasan mo.

Ba’t ba ganun?

Now, I’m here kung saan siya before.

Ang labo,

Ang labo minsan ng buhay.

“We’re all looking for answers—in life, in everything. Sometimes, the answers we’re looking for had been hiding just below the surface. Other times, we find answers when we didn’t even realize we were asking the question. Sometimes, the answers can catch us completely by surprise. And sometimes, even when we find the answer we’ve been looking for, we’re still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.”

—	Grey’s Anatomy

love the way he looks at me!

my dear blogspot

My dearest blogspot,

You are very special to me. Whenever I have a chance binabasa kita ng buong buo at ng paulit ulit. There are times na malulungkot ako sa mga nababasa ko.. but most of the time naman napapangiti ako. Dito ko kasi binubuhos lahat ng emotions ko..yung happiness at kalungkutan , insecurities at mga bagay na ipinagmamalaki ko.

If you have just notice matagal din akong hindi nakapagsulat. After my last post on February this year pinili ko na hindi n lang magsulat at huwag ka na munang dalawin.I chose not to put into words kung ano man ang nararamdaman ko that time. Figuratively I was dead on those months. Yes.. I died the second time. Alam mo na siguro ang mga pinagdaanan ko nung una akong nabaliw sa buhay.

But now that I’m over it..kaya ko na ulit magsulat. Kaya na ulit kitang balikan at basahin. I am no longer in deep pain. Nakaraos n ko. Nakaraos na kami.

It’s good to have u my dear blogspot. You are my shock absorber, my friend, my listener, my diary.

jen

happitots!

masaya ang buhay.. masaya mabuhay!

kahit na anong problema.. bagyo kung anu pa man.. smile pa rin.

Life must go on.. anjan naman si God.. =)

Go lng ng go.. Fight lang ng fight.

Hindi dapat ako nalulungkot at nagpapapekto sa mga simpleng bagay lang..

I should not make my life complicated.

at di ko dapat sinisisi sa internet ang kung anu mang inis at bad trip ko sa buhay.

happitots na lang palague.. :)

*parehong pakiramdam noong

sunday, july 26, 2009

is working..

after 7 months of being a plain housewife and mum.. i finally got a job! yes, and I started working last week.

the sad part is.. namimiss ko talaga si kidlat :( so sad to see him na humahabol sakin every morning when I have to leave for work.

buti na lang anjan si inday to look after my prince.