Thursday, January 22, 2009

a message from an ex

“defense mech.. pero basically we learn new things evryday, it may be learned the easy or the hard way, but in whatever way it is, at the end of the day, waht matters is that we learned..

normal lang yun.. trial and error..

parang shampoo, kapag hindi ka hiyang, siyampre iba ang kukunin mo..

wla rin ako sinisisi through those times, it was nice that nakilala kita in the course of my life.. and we are free to choose who we really want, is really a matter of finding the right pair.. see, you got right pair..”


- tsong

i thought hindi sya pupunta.. but i saw him at the church waving and smiling at me. hindi pa rin sya nagbago.. he's still the same. after all.. magkaibigan pa rin kami kahit hindi naging maganda ang ending ng relationship namin.. nothing's change. heheh and he's got new girl na rin.. good for him. the girl is really lucky to have him coz he's one of a kind. i remember him being so sweet to me.. baking brownies for me.. he brings extra jacket sa movie house for me.. and always brings chocolates and presents for me. hehhe.. well.. he's the sweet type of a guy.. yung tipong hindi ka lolokohin at mahal na mahal ka.. he came from a wealthy family and he is darn smart too. at super gentleman - never tried to kiss me! i told him i was weak back then.. i felt like i was not the girl he deserves kc di ko kayang pantayan yung binibigay nya sakin.. and feeling ko since maayos at may kaya ang family niya.. feeling ko hindi talaga ako para sa knya.. and so i escaped.

pero matagal na yun.. and we're good friends pa rin.. since we started as friends din nman talaga.

niloloko ko sya lague pag on-line.. " pag doctor ka na ha.. libre na lague yung check up ko sau".
konting tiis na lang doctor na ang kaibigan ko.. at ang dating umibig sakin ng totoo. :)

and i agree with tsong - i got a right pair.

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