enjoy ang pre-nup namin kaninang hapon.
simple lang... pero dahil samin at sa aming astig, mabangis, at sobrang bait na photographer.. magiging isang obra ang aming prenup.
SALAMAT JAPAT GUEVARRA!
excited na ko sa mga pictures!!! =)
Friday, December 5, 2008
crying in the middle of the night..
Last night natripan naming mag-aswa na uminom ng beer. Parang magtropa lang kami.. drinking beer while sound tripping.
Nung madaling araw na.. Nagising ako kc narinig ko umiiyak si Mister.. so ginising ko sya at natulog ako ulit.
MOrning. Sabi nya ang bad ko daw. Know why?
Napanaginipan daw nya ko..pinamimigay sya kay Dyena.. iniwan ko n lang daw sya basta.. at bigla n lang akong nawala.
Nakakatawa naman.. in his dream im giving him up.
Well, siguro kabaliktaran yun.. hindi ko sya ipamimigay.. and i wanna quote tatay benz.. "ipinaglaban mu na sya noon... ipaglaban mu pa rin sya hanggang ngayun.."
Sa mga nangyari samin.. muntikan na kong bumigay.. i almost gave up. Iniisip ko nun kasi kung hindi nya ko mahal at ang mahal talaga nya ay si Dyena..i'll set him free.. para maging masaya sya. Actually, pinalalaya ko na sya nun.. i want him to go back to dyena and leave me. hehhe ayaw naman nya.
Pinili ko maghold on.. and so far hindi na ako umiiyak sa kalagitnaan ng gabi.
At hindi ako nagsisisi.. =)
Nung madaling araw na.. Nagising ako kc narinig ko umiiyak si Mister.. so ginising ko sya at natulog ako ulit.
MOrning. Sabi nya ang bad ko daw. Know why?
Napanaginipan daw nya ko..pinamimigay sya kay Dyena.. iniwan ko n lang daw sya basta.. at bigla n lang akong nawala.
Nakakatawa naman.. in his dream im giving him up.
Well, siguro kabaliktaran yun.. hindi ko sya ipamimigay.. and i wanna quote tatay benz.. "ipinaglaban mu na sya noon... ipaglaban mu pa rin sya hanggang ngayun.."
Sa mga nangyari samin.. muntikan na kong bumigay.. i almost gave up. Iniisip ko nun kasi kung hindi nya ko mahal at ang mahal talaga nya ay si Dyena..i'll set him free.. para maging masaya sya. Actually, pinalalaya ko na sya nun.. i want him to go back to dyena and leave me. hehhe ayaw naman nya.
Pinili ko maghold on.. and so far hindi na ako umiiyak sa kalagitnaan ng gabi.
At hindi ako nagsisisi.. =)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Bakit lumobo ng 50 (and counting) ang inaanak ko sa edad na 25?
Sa maniwala man kayo o hindi.. hindi ko talaga lubos maisip kung paano lumobo ang bilang ng aking mga inaanak at umabot sa singkwenta (and counting pa..) sa edad ko na 25. Sa totoo lang napapakamot na lang talaga ako sa ulo pag naglilista ako ng mga pangalan nila - at aaminin ko na ang nililista ko ay pangalan ng mga magulang nila dahil hindi ko makabisado ang mga pangalan nilang lahat... hhmm si BULADO.. yun hindi ko talaga maalimutan ang pangalan ng batang yun dahil sya ang may pinakacute at unique na pangalan sa kanilang lahat.
Nung estudyante pa lang ako lagpas na ng bente ang inaanak ko. Tuwing pasko sumaskit ang ulo ng nanay ko dahil wala syang choice kundi abutan ang mga inaanak ko ng pamasko (cash na malutong). Kung minsan nman ay kinakapalan ko na lang ang mukha ko at sasabihin ko sa inaanak ko na.. "Bless muna sa ninang... babawi na lang si ninang pagnakagraduate na"
Yun! YUn ang aking famous line!
Pag magaanak ako ng binyag or makakatanggap ako ng invitation na ninang daw ako.. sasabihin ng nanay ko.. "tumanggi ka na nga! ang dami mo ng inaanak!" sasagot nman ako ng " mama, swerte yan.. tska bawal daw tumanggi"
Kung saan ko nakuha na swerte daw yun sakin at bawal daw tumangi eh talaga nmang hindi ko na maalala - kamot ulo na lang. Tuwing pasko nagugulat ang mga tita at tito ko dahil mula umaga hanggang gabi may pumupunta sa bahay para magbless sakin. *_*
Nakakatuwa nga pag naglilista ako ng mga inaanak napansin ko na kokonti pa lang dun ang talgang barkada ko.. at isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun.. pag nagkaanak silang lahat n mga kaibigan ko ang ibig sabihin nun madadagdagan pa ng ubod ng rami ang bilang ng mga inaanak ko. heheh goodluck!
Naranasan nyo na ba mag-anak ng binyag ng 3-4 beses sa isang araw? ako naranasan ko na yun at hindi lang isang beses un nangyari. Sa lugar namin sa Tondo usually isinasabay ang binyag sa pasko at pyesta ng sto. nino at sa naaalala ko tuwing pasko at fiesta ay nagaanak ako ng binyag. Ang problema ko nga minsan hindi ko alam kung kanino ako aattend dahil nagkakasabay sabay sa loob ng isang araw. ang ginagawa ko na lang... sa isang simbahan lang ako aattend tapos pupunta nman ko sa ibang mga bahay para kumain.
Nakakatuwa no? :)
Nung bata ako nagcocontest pa kami ng mga pinsan ko kung sino ang may pinakamataas na nakuhang pamasko.. ngayun hindi na ako bata at ako na ang nagbibigay ng pamasko.
Minsan iniisip ko kung bakit favourite ako sa na gawing ninang. Actually marami dun ay mga kapitbahay ko. Sikat ba ko samin? hhmm.. pinapatakbo nila akong barangay kagawad nuong huling eleksyon kaya lang hindi natuloy dahil pupunta ako ng Dubai at hindi rin ako tatakbo dun dahil for sure hindi ako mananalo - meaning hindi nman ako sikat. Galante ba ko? Hindi rin naman dahil alam nila na hindi naman kami mayaman...nakikita nga nila akong nagpapaending lang sa kalye dati.
aahhh basta.. siguro friendly kasi ako sa lugar namin kaya ganun. :)
Kung ang namomroblema nuon sa mga inaanak ko ay ang nanay ko... ngayun... ang nag-iisip sa dami ng inaanak ko ngayun pasko ay walang iba kundi ang aswa ko. Meron kasi kaming rule : "kung anong akin .. sayo" "ang pera nya pera ko rin.. ang utang ko utang din nya.. at ang mga inaanak ko.. ay inaanak na rin nya" ayos ba mahal?
TRIVIA:
Ang pinaka una kong inaanak ay dalaga na ngayun at mag-aabay sa kasal namin ni mister sa December. Ibig sabihin may dalaga na ko at matandang ninang na ko sa edad na 25.
Nung estudyante pa lang ako lagpas na ng bente ang inaanak ko. Tuwing pasko sumaskit ang ulo ng nanay ko dahil wala syang choice kundi abutan ang mga inaanak ko ng pamasko (cash na malutong). Kung minsan nman ay kinakapalan ko na lang ang mukha ko at sasabihin ko sa inaanak ko na.. "Bless muna sa ninang... babawi na lang si ninang pagnakagraduate na"
Yun! YUn ang aking famous line!
Pag magaanak ako ng binyag or makakatanggap ako ng invitation na ninang daw ako.. sasabihin ng nanay ko.. "tumanggi ka na nga! ang dami mo ng inaanak!" sasagot nman ako ng " mama, swerte yan.. tska bawal daw tumanggi"
Kung saan ko nakuha na swerte daw yun sakin at bawal daw tumangi eh talaga nmang hindi ko na maalala - kamot ulo na lang. Tuwing pasko nagugulat ang mga tita at tito ko dahil mula umaga hanggang gabi may pumupunta sa bahay para magbless sakin. *_*
Nakakatuwa nga pag naglilista ako ng mga inaanak napansin ko na kokonti pa lang dun ang talgang barkada ko.. at isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun.. pag nagkaanak silang lahat n mga kaibigan ko ang ibig sabihin nun madadagdagan pa ng ubod ng rami ang bilang ng mga inaanak ko. heheh goodluck!
Naranasan nyo na ba mag-anak ng binyag ng 3-4 beses sa isang araw? ako naranasan ko na yun at hindi lang isang beses un nangyari. Sa lugar namin sa Tondo usually isinasabay ang binyag sa pasko at pyesta ng sto. nino at sa naaalala ko tuwing pasko at fiesta ay nagaanak ako ng binyag. Ang problema ko nga minsan hindi ko alam kung kanino ako aattend dahil nagkakasabay sabay sa loob ng isang araw. ang ginagawa ko na lang... sa isang simbahan lang ako aattend tapos pupunta nman ko sa ibang mga bahay para kumain.
Nakakatuwa no? :)
Nung bata ako nagcocontest pa kami ng mga pinsan ko kung sino ang may pinakamataas na nakuhang pamasko.. ngayun hindi na ako bata at ako na ang nagbibigay ng pamasko.
Minsan iniisip ko kung bakit favourite ako sa na gawing ninang. Actually marami dun ay mga kapitbahay ko. Sikat ba ko samin? hhmm.. pinapatakbo nila akong barangay kagawad nuong huling eleksyon kaya lang hindi natuloy dahil pupunta ako ng Dubai at hindi rin ako tatakbo dun dahil for sure hindi ako mananalo - meaning hindi nman ako sikat. Galante ba ko? Hindi rin naman dahil alam nila na hindi naman kami mayaman...nakikita nga nila akong nagpapaending lang sa kalye dati.
aahhh basta.. siguro friendly kasi ako sa lugar namin kaya ganun. :)
Kung ang namomroblema nuon sa mga inaanak ko ay ang nanay ko... ngayun... ang nag-iisip sa dami ng inaanak ko ngayun pasko ay walang iba kundi ang aswa ko. Meron kasi kaming rule : "kung anong akin .. sayo" "ang pera nya pera ko rin.. ang utang ko utang din nya.. at ang mga inaanak ko.. ay inaanak na rin nya" ayos ba mahal?
TRIVIA:
Ang pinaka una kong inaanak ay dalaga na ngayun at mag-aabay sa kasal namin ni mister sa December. Ibig sabihin may dalaga na ko at matandang ninang na ko sa edad na 25.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
we talked about "us" and "her"
We love to talk… we can talk about anything under the sun. from kulitan mode to serious mode to emo mode. We really talk about us most of the time. One thing about our relationship na hindi mawawala ay ang communication. Mas gusto namin ang mag-usap kesa magsigawan at magaway.. So far so good kami pagdating dyan.. pinaguusapan namin ang mga bagay bagay o kung anu ano lang… kahit ang problema.. kahit ang isang masakit na nakaraan.. ang kasalanan nya..kasalanan ko.. ang mga naramdaman ko in the past.. lahat yun napag-uusapan namin ng usap lang. And last night after watchin Narnia, we went to bed and talk about “us” like what we always do.
Kwentuhan lang bago matulog.. then he started to tell me sweet things.. mga bagay na palagi nya sinasabi sakin.
“ang swerte ko sayo mahal”
“kalokohan ang iwan ka..”
“hindi ko kakayaning matulog dito ng wala ka at di ka na katabi”
“wala na ko makikita pa na katulad mo..”
“sobra mo ko asikasuhin..”
“mahal na mahal kita..”
“mawala na sakin ang lahat wag lang ikaw..”
He was looking at me.. and I felt his sincerity. Tuwing sasabihan nya ko ng mga ganun lague ako naiiyak kasi pakiramdam ko tumatagos lahat ng salita nya hanggang sa loob ng katawan ko.
Then parang nagrewind lahat.. I end up asking him one question..
“bakit mo ko sinaktan?”
Then we talked about “us” again and dyena.. He started to tell me things na narinig ko na. Minsan ganun lang.. binabalikan lang namin para maubos na lahat. We were embracing each other and crying..trying to burst out everything.
“alam ko kasalanan ko lahat..nasaktan kita noon pero pinagsisisihan ko na ngayon.”
“alam mo mahal..yung nangyari sa ating tatlo ni dyena.. ako ang may kasalanan.. ako yun.”
Then I replied.. “alam ko”
“hindi ko talaga alam kung pano ko nagawa at nasabi yung mga bagay na yun sa knya.. alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi kita kayang iwan at ayoko na talga sa knya. Nakain lang talga ako ng awa.. yung kalbaryo na naranasan at nararanasan nya kasi dahil yun sa kin. Nangako ako sa kanya dati na hindi ko sya iiwan.. pero alam nman nya yun eh na npabayaan din naman nya ko.. na may kasalanan din nman sya sa mga nangyari samin. Ang nasa isip ko nun alam ko nman na bibitawan din nya ko… alam ko isang araw bibitaw din sya. Gusto ko lang sya pasayahin tapos aantayin ko na lang na bibitawan nya ko”
“marami kami pinagdaanan nun.. sobrang dami.. pero tapos na yun..”
Then like what I always do.. pag nagsasalita na sya at naglalabas ng nararamdaman nya.. nakikinig lang ako.. I’ll just hold him tight.. kahit na ano pa yung sinasabi nya.. pinaparamdam ko lague sa kanya na nakiknig lang ako sa mga sasabihin nya..
I asked him.. “gusto mo ba sya kitain pag umuwi tayo? Yung totoo?”
Then he said.. “ang totoo? Hindi ko alam.” “ Parang gusto ko sya kitain pero kasama kita.. gusto kita ipakilala sa knya.. gusto ko rin magsorry sa kanya..”
I said ok lang sakin na magmeet kayo paguwi natin as long as alam ko.. I touched his face and told him “mas masaya ang mundo kung walang kaaway na tao. Dapat ka talgang magsorry.. pwede mo nman ayusin yung sa inyong dalawa, diba? Mas maganda yung ganun lalo na mahaba din nman ang pinagsamahan nyo. Makipag-ayos ka sa knya para mawala na yung mga bitterness at kung ano pa..kung ano man ang naramdaman nya at nararamdaman pa nya alam mo na kasalanan mo yun..”
I don’t know. Siguro kung may mga makakarinig lang ng sinasabi ko sasabihin praning ako. Na dapat nga pinagbabawalan ko pa sya na kitain yun.. am I pushing them to be back together? Hell no.. I just want them to settle everything…ayokong maging magkaaway silang dalawa. They don’t need to be back as close friends.. pero at least hindi nman magkaaway. Just like what I told her… ayoko rin na maging kaaway ko sya..
Hindi ko alam ang mga pwedeng mangyari pag-uwi namin…I hope God will guide the three of us.. kung ano ang mas makakabuti sana yun ang mangyari. Kung gusto nya na magkita kita kaming tatlo.. ok lang din. I am ready for that.. but kung makakagulo lang kami kay Dyena.. or simply hndi makakabuti pa for now sa kanya.. ok lang din..
Kung magkakasalubong.. why not. I can always smile at her.. :)
Kwentuhan lang bago matulog.. then he started to tell me sweet things.. mga bagay na palagi nya sinasabi sakin.
“ang swerte ko sayo mahal”
“kalokohan ang iwan ka..”
“hindi ko kakayaning matulog dito ng wala ka at di ka na katabi”
“wala na ko makikita pa na katulad mo..”
“sobra mo ko asikasuhin..”
“mahal na mahal kita..”
“mawala na sakin ang lahat wag lang ikaw..”
He was looking at me.. and I felt his sincerity. Tuwing sasabihan nya ko ng mga ganun lague ako naiiyak kasi pakiramdam ko tumatagos lahat ng salita nya hanggang sa loob ng katawan ko.
Then parang nagrewind lahat.. I end up asking him one question..
“bakit mo ko sinaktan?”
Then we talked about “us” again and dyena.. He started to tell me things na narinig ko na. Minsan ganun lang.. binabalikan lang namin para maubos na lahat. We were embracing each other and crying..trying to burst out everything.
“alam ko kasalanan ko lahat..nasaktan kita noon pero pinagsisisihan ko na ngayon.”
“alam mo mahal..yung nangyari sa ating tatlo ni dyena.. ako ang may kasalanan.. ako yun.”
Then I replied.. “alam ko”
“hindi ko talaga alam kung pano ko nagawa at nasabi yung mga bagay na yun sa knya.. alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi kita kayang iwan at ayoko na talga sa knya. Nakain lang talga ako ng awa.. yung kalbaryo na naranasan at nararanasan nya kasi dahil yun sa kin. Nangako ako sa kanya dati na hindi ko sya iiwan.. pero alam nman nya yun eh na npabayaan din naman nya ko.. na may kasalanan din nman sya sa mga nangyari samin. Ang nasa isip ko nun alam ko nman na bibitawan din nya ko… alam ko isang araw bibitaw din sya. Gusto ko lang sya pasayahin tapos aantayin ko na lang na bibitawan nya ko”
“marami kami pinagdaanan nun.. sobrang dami.. pero tapos na yun..”
Then like what I always do.. pag nagsasalita na sya at naglalabas ng nararamdaman nya.. nakikinig lang ako.. I’ll just hold him tight.. kahit na ano pa yung sinasabi nya.. pinaparamdam ko lague sa kanya na nakiknig lang ako sa mga sasabihin nya..
I asked him.. “gusto mo ba sya kitain pag umuwi tayo? Yung totoo?”
Then he said.. “ang totoo? Hindi ko alam.” “ Parang gusto ko sya kitain pero kasama kita.. gusto kita ipakilala sa knya.. gusto ko rin magsorry sa kanya..”
I said ok lang sakin na magmeet kayo paguwi natin as long as alam ko.. I touched his face and told him “mas masaya ang mundo kung walang kaaway na tao. Dapat ka talgang magsorry.. pwede mo nman ayusin yung sa inyong dalawa, diba? Mas maganda yung ganun lalo na mahaba din nman ang pinagsamahan nyo. Makipag-ayos ka sa knya para mawala na yung mga bitterness at kung ano pa..kung ano man ang naramdaman nya at nararamdaman pa nya alam mo na kasalanan mo yun..”
I don’t know. Siguro kung may mga makakarinig lang ng sinasabi ko sasabihin praning ako. Na dapat nga pinagbabawalan ko pa sya na kitain yun.. am I pushing them to be back together? Hell no.. I just want them to settle everything…ayokong maging magkaaway silang dalawa. They don’t need to be back as close friends.. pero at least hindi nman magkaaway. Just like what I told her… ayoko rin na maging kaaway ko sya..
Hindi ko alam ang mga pwedeng mangyari pag-uwi namin…I hope God will guide the three of us.. kung ano ang mas makakabuti sana yun ang mangyari. Kung gusto nya na magkita kita kaming tatlo.. ok lang din. I am ready for that.. but kung makakagulo lang kami kay Dyena.. or simply hndi makakabuti pa for now sa kanya.. ok lang din..
Kung magkakasalubong.. why not. I can always smile at her.. :)
...i know someone who hates me so much..pwede magmention ng name?
Natutuwa lang ako magsasagot ng mga survey sa friendster.. here's another Q & A:
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
....I don't think there is such perfect relationship.
What was the last thing you bought?
... sibuyas at patatas. hhehe
.
Do you know when your father's birthday is?
... yes
.
What was the last movie you watched?
... eagle eye
.
Do people hate you?
...i know someone who hates me so much..pwede magmention ng name? her name is dyena hahah
What are you listening to?
... naahh..wala eh
Who was the last person to dance with you?
...mister
.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
.. hhmmm may tao ata nun nung ni-kiss nya ko nung papasok na sya sa office.
.
What's the reason behind your fs song?
...meron ba ko dto? wala eh.. hehhe video lang..colorful. one of my fav
.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
...yeah.. but not that old.
.
Have you ever kissed someone named Jessica?
... hehhe nope
.
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
... Sept 25.. i was so down that day.
.
Have you ever had a pet fish?
... yes...
.
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
...syempre.. a lot as in! c mister!
.
Have you ever felt replaced?
...yes..
.
What do you do when you have a bad day?
...depends how bad.. i cry.. i go out and spend time with MYSELF, food trip, sound trip..or i'll drink
.
Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
...oo naman
.
Where is your best/close friends at this exact moment?
...dxb and mla
.
What was the last thing that left you very pissed?
...don't wannna remember
.
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
...no
.
Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
...yes..
.
Do you say sorry first?
...yeah.. i hate conflict.
.
Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
... yes...
.
If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
...mister and penpen
.
What' s irritating you right now?
...hhmm.. so far wala nman
.
What are you doing today?
...work.. and baka lumabas kami later ni hubby
Are you tanned?
...yeah.. as in!
.
What were you up to at 11pm last night ?
...hhaha ginigising ako ni mister taht time
.
What happened at 10:00 am today?
...talking to someone over the phone
.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
...7 hrs?
.
Does anyone call you baby?
...before
.
Would you get married if you could right now?
...i am married
.
Are you in a good mood?
...hehe yes i am
.
Where did you last sleep other than your house?
...bahay lang talga
.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
....mister
Do you get 8 hours of sleep every day?
...no
.
Are you a forgiving person?
...yes..sobra.
.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
...oo nman..
.
Who was the last person you ate with?
...mister
.
Are you mad about anything?
...no
.
Do you miss anyone?
... yes..sobra
.
Do you have any bruises?
...nope
.
Do you sing in the shower?
...yeah.. hahha kahit hindi sa shower!
.
What was the last thing you did?
... nagkape
.
Do you drink more water or juice?
... water
.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
...no.. beginning of this year single pa ko.. hehhe and really.. i changed a lot.
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
....I don't think there is such perfect relationship.
What was the last thing you bought?
... sibuyas at patatas. hhehe
.
Do you know when your father's birthday is?
... yes
.
What was the last movie you watched?
... eagle eye
.
Do people hate you?
...i know someone who hates me so much..pwede magmention ng name? her name is dyena hahah
What are you listening to?
... naahh..wala eh
Who was the last person to dance with you?
...mister
.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
.. hhmmm may tao ata nun nung ni-kiss nya ko nung papasok na sya sa office.
.
What's the reason behind your fs song?
...meron ba ko dto? wala eh.. hehhe video lang..colorful. one of my fav
.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
...yeah.. but not that old.
.
Have you ever kissed someone named Jessica?
... hehhe nope
.
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
... Sept 25.. i was so down that day.
.
Have you ever had a pet fish?
... yes...
.
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
...syempre.. a lot as in! c mister!
.
Have you ever felt replaced?
...yes..
.
What do you do when you have a bad day?
...depends how bad.. i cry.. i go out and spend time with MYSELF, food trip, sound trip..or i'll drink
.
Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
...oo naman
.
Where is your best/close friends at this exact moment?
...dxb and mla
.
What was the last thing that left you very pissed?
...don't wannna remember
.
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
...no
.
Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
...yes..
.
Do you say sorry first?
...yeah.. i hate conflict.
.
Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
... yes...
.
If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
...mister and penpen
.
What' s irritating you right now?
...hhmm.. so far wala nman
.
What are you doing today?
...work.. and baka lumabas kami later ni hubby
Are you tanned?
...yeah.. as in!
.
What were you up to at 11pm last night ?
...hhaha ginigising ako ni mister taht time
.
What happened at 10:00 am today?
...talking to someone over the phone
.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
...7 hrs?
.
Does anyone call you baby?
...before
.
Would you get married if you could right now?
...i am married
.
Are you in a good mood?
...hehe yes i am
.
Where did you last sleep other than your house?
...bahay lang talga
.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
....mister
Do you get 8 hours of sleep every day?
...no
.
Are you a forgiving person?
...yes..sobra.
.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
...oo nman..
.
Who was the last person you ate with?
...mister
.
Are you mad about anything?
...no
.
Do you miss anyone?
... yes..sobra
.
Do you have any bruises?
...nope
.
Do you sing in the shower?
...yeah.. hahha kahit hindi sa shower!
.
What was the last thing you did?
... nagkape
.
Do you drink more water or juice?
... water
.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
...no.. beginning of this year single pa ko.. hehhe and really.. i changed a lot.
survey : I am.. more than happy!
ARE YOU
►Perfect: definitely no
►Tall: nope
►In your pajamas: no
►Lefthanded: no
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LAST
►Friend you saw:sobrang close? january pa ata
►Talked to on the phone: mister
►Person to text you: mister
►Is today better than yesterday: same day as yesterday..
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FAVORITE :
►Number: 6 & 8
►Color: red, black, pink
►Food: shrimps, bulalo,pizza,pasta,siomai
►Place: room with hubby
============================= ==========
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did?
- jumped out of my bed
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
- right now? nothing.., but sometimes my mind will automatically rewind and then i'll feel bothered again..just like now..aarrggh
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
- eagle eye
Q: Where is the last place you went?
- towers rotana hotel
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- yes..always do
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
- our bed
Q: Why did you sleep there?
- it's our bed.. can't slip without hubby
Q: When was the last time you cried?
- few nights ago..
Q: What do you hear right now?
- AC
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
- no
Q: What's your favorite month?
- january
============================== == =======
EMOTIONS:
► Are u missing someone right now?
- YES
► Are you single
- yes.. 9 months ago.. hehhe
► Are your parents still married?
- yes
====================================== =
BASICS:
►Real name: jennifer jasme
►Age? : 25
►Eye color? : brown
►Zodiac sign?: gemini
►Male or female?: female
►Single? : married
►Crushing someone?:
-Yup!
►Smart? : in some areas..heheh
►Hair color? : brown
►Sweats or Jeans? : jeans
►Phone or Camera? : camera
►Health freak? : nope
►Righty or lefty? : righty
====================== ================
FIRSTS :
►First best friend: first? ondet
►First award: honorable mention? (kinder)
►First enemy? : madami ata nung bata ko
►First vacation? : camotes island
CURRENTLY:
►Eating? : no
►Drinking? : no
►Listening to? : LSS nothing's gonna stop us now
►Plans for tommorow? : work
=======================================
WHIC H IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER: ^-^
►Caring or heck care? : caring
►Shorter or taller? : taller
►Romantic or spontaneous? : romantically spontaneous :p (just coppied kuya dodz)
►Sensitive or loud? : in between
►Hook-up or in arelationship: in a relationship
=================================== ===
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Lost glasses/contacts?: yup
►Ran away from home?: yeah
►Broke someone's heart?: yeah..more than once
===================================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? : nope i love someone
►Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? : I AM..more than happy.
►Perfect: definitely no
►Tall: nope
►In your pajamas: no
►Lefthanded: no
================================ =======
LAST
►Friend you saw:sobrang close? january pa ata
►Talked to on the phone: mister
►Person to text you: mister
►Is today better than yesterday: same day as yesterday..
=================================== ====
FAVORITE :
►Number: 6 & 8
►Color: red, black, pink
►Food: shrimps, bulalo,pizza,pasta,siomai
►Place: room with hubby
============================= ==========
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did?
- jumped out of my bed
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
- right now? nothing.., but sometimes my mind will automatically rewind and then i'll feel bothered again..just like now..aarrggh
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
- eagle eye
Q: Where is the last place you went?
- towers rotana hotel
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- yes..always do
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
- our bed
Q: Why did you sleep there?
- it's our bed.. can't slip without hubby
Q: When was the last time you cried?
- few nights ago..
Q: What do you hear right now?
- AC
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
- no
Q: What's your favorite month?
- january
============================== == =======
EMOTIONS:
► Are u missing someone right now?
- YES
► Are you single
- yes.. 9 months ago.. hehhe
► Are your parents still married?
- yes
====================================== =
BASICS:
►Real name: jennifer jasme
►Age? : 25
►Eye color? : brown
►Zodiac sign?: gemini
►Male or female?: female
►Single? : married
►Crushing someone?:
-Yup!
►Smart? : in some areas..heheh
►Hair color? : brown
►Sweats or Jeans? : jeans
►Phone or Camera? : camera
►Health freak? : nope
►Righty or lefty? : righty
====================== ================
FIRSTS :
►First best friend: first? ondet
►First award: honorable mention? (kinder)
►First enemy? : madami ata nung bata ko
►First vacation? : camotes island
CURRENTLY:
►Eating? : no
►Drinking? : no
►Listening to? : LSS nothing's gonna stop us now
►Plans for tommorow? : work
=======================================
WHIC H IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER: ^-^
►Caring or heck care? : caring
►Shorter or taller? : taller
►Romantic or spontaneous? : romantically spontaneous :p (just coppied kuya dodz)
►Sensitive or loud? : in between
►Hook-up or in arelationship: in a relationship
=================================== ===
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Lost glasses/contacts?: yup
►Ran away from home?: yeah
►Broke someone's heart?: yeah..more than once
===================================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? : nope i love someone
►Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? : I AM..more than happy.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
ang puso ko ay naguumapaw sa kasiyahan
Parang kahapon lang
malakas ang ulan
Tinatangay ako ng malamig na hangin
patungo sa gitna ng kawalan..
…at ngayon..
tumila na ang ulan.
Nahugasan ang buong paligid
At nagkabahaghari sa kalangitan
- ang puso ko ay naguumapaw sa kasiyahan..
Monday, October 13, 2008
random thoughts: DYENA Construction Company
Random Thoughts
_ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
coincidence really happens!
workin at the same time talking to hubby over the phone when one of the senior managers gave me two envelopes to be send to clients..
one is Dubai Contracting Company and the other one is..
Dyena Construction Company in AUH.
hahha napasyet ako bigla!
Sir ziggie and mister were askin me.. "bakit? anong meron?! "
and i replied.. sir meron ba talgang ganitong company?! hahha
then i received a call again from one of Indian sect in our FAS office..
"hello.. gena my dear.."
then i said.. "Vivian... it's jenny.."i can't help but to smile thinkin about how our names are really sounds like.. =)
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wonder why she's claiming nagsesend ako ng letters sa knya everyday.. heheh. dami pala ng 2 letters? yup.. i sent her two e-mails on her outlook, yahoo mail, and same letter in multiply..wala din naman akong sinabing masama... oh well.. nagalit ata sya sa emails ko.
may sinulat kaya akong masama?
hhhhmm i wrote a letter to inform her that i already knew everything.,, that someone confessed everything that happened between them... na nabasa ko lahat ng palitan nila ng emails.. na sinasabi nya na preggy sya, na alam ko na rin ang kanilang sleepless nights, that she even gave him access to her email..at kung anu ano pa.. yun lang... rude ba ko?
i asked her asan na ang values nya. how it feels to be a mistress? ginawa ba nya yun because of love? na sana pwede nman sya umiwas knowing he is a married man..
in the end of the letter i even said i dont want to judge you.. dahil i know nagawa mu lang yun dahil sa luv..and i know u are not a bad person. na naiintindihan pa rin kita..na nabulag ka lang sa sobrang pag-ibig.. thai i still wish u well.. that i can always give u a warm smile pag nagkita tayo sa pinas.. na sana mawala na satin ang hapdi at kirot..
those are words coming from a wife.. now tell me bad ba ko? =(
u deserve to be happy and sorry.. hindi ka nmin ginugulo.
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i've been thinking about how i almost died last week..
and now im on my highest energy of planning about church wedding..
para lang akong sumasakay ng roller coaster at katabi ko lang sa ride si Papa God.
He's holding my hand..and will never leave me.
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everything happens for a reason.
sa unang letter ko sa kanya i told her.. "cguro pinaglalaruan tayo ng pag-ibig at ng buhay..kelangan cguro mangyari ang lahat ng to para mabuo ang kwento ng mga buhay natin.."
ngayon ko naisip ang bait kong asawa to write such kind words para sa isang taong nakasakit sakin. =)
LET US ALL BE HAPPY - my last words sa letter.. and i mean it..
pisawt!
_ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
coincidence really happens!
workin at the same time talking to hubby over the phone when one of the senior managers gave me two envelopes to be send to clients..
one is Dubai Contracting Company and the other one is..
Dyena Construction Company in AUH.
hahha napasyet ako bigla!
Sir ziggie and mister were askin me.. "bakit? anong meron?! "
and i replied.. sir meron ba talgang ganitong company?! hahha
then i received a call again from one of Indian sect in our FAS office..
"hello.. gena my dear.."
then i said.. "Vivian... it's jenny.."i can't help but to smile thinkin about how our names are really sounds like.. =)
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
wonder why she's claiming nagsesend ako ng letters sa knya everyday.. heheh. dami pala ng 2 letters? yup.. i sent her two e-mails on her outlook, yahoo mail, and same letter in multiply..wala din naman akong sinabing masama... oh well.. nagalit ata sya sa emails ko.
may sinulat kaya akong masama?
hhhhmm i wrote a letter to inform her that i already knew everything.,, that someone confessed everything that happened between them... na nabasa ko lahat ng palitan nila ng emails.. na sinasabi nya na preggy sya, na alam ko na rin ang kanilang sleepless nights, that she even gave him access to her email..at kung anu ano pa.. yun lang... rude ba ko?
i asked her asan na ang values nya. how it feels to be a mistress? ginawa ba nya yun because of love? na sana pwede nman sya umiwas knowing he is a married man..
in the end of the letter i even said i dont want to judge you.. dahil i know nagawa mu lang yun dahil sa luv..and i know u are not a bad person. na naiintindihan pa rin kita..na nabulag ka lang sa sobrang pag-ibig.. thai i still wish u well.. that i can always give u a warm smile pag nagkita tayo sa pinas.. na sana mawala na satin ang hapdi at kirot..
those are words coming from a wife.. now tell me bad ba ko? =(
u deserve to be happy and sorry.. hindi ka nmin ginugulo.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
i've been thinking about how i almost died last week..
and now im on my highest energy of planning about church wedding..
para lang akong sumasakay ng roller coaster at katabi ko lang sa ride si Papa God.
He's holding my hand..and will never leave me.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
everything happens for a reason.
sa unang letter ko sa kanya i told her.. "cguro pinaglalaruan tayo ng pag-ibig at ng buhay..kelangan cguro mangyari ang lahat ng to para mabuo ang kwento ng mga buhay natin.."
ngayon ko naisip ang bait kong asawa to write such kind words para sa isang taong nakasakit sakin. =)
LET US ALL BE HAPPY - my last words sa letter.. and i mean it..
pisawt!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
tryin to be ok is like killin myself
im ok. yes im tryin to feel better everyday. bad trip lang dahil ang utak ko minsan ayaw tumigil.. ang dibdib ko minsan ayaw huminto.. naninikip n lang bigla everytime nagrerewind sa utak ko lahat. minsan sinasadya ko talagang patayin ang sarili ko sa pagbabasa ng mga bagay na unti unting pumapatay sakin.
i feel like dying with every word na binabasa ko. . .
minsan napapaisip ko.. pag sobrang luv ang ibinigay mu sa isang tao.. bakit ka nya susuklian ng sakit?
ba't hindi na lang pagmamahal din?
syet minsan ang luv.. :(
i feel like dying with every word na binabasa ko. . .
minsan napapaisip ko.. pag sobrang luv ang ibinigay mu sa isang tao.. bakit ka nya susuklian ng sakit?
ba't hindi na lang pagmamahal din?
syet minsan ang luv.. :(
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