enjoy ang pre-nup namin kaninang hapon.
simple lang... pero dahil samin at sa aming astig, mabangis, at sobrang bait na photographer.. magiging isang obra ang aming prenup.
SALAMAT JAPAT GUEVARRA!
excited na ko sa mga pictures!!! =)
Friday, December 5, 2008
crying in the middle of the night..
Last night natripan naming mag-aswa na uminom ng beer. Parang magtropa lang kami.. drinking beer while sound tripping.
Nung madaling araw na.. Nagising ako kc narinig ko umiiyak si Mister.. so ginising ko sya at natulog ako ulit.
MOrning. Sabi nya ang bad ko daw. Know why?
Napanaginipan daw nya ko..pinamimigay sya kay Dyena.. iniwan ko n lang daw sya basta.. at bigla n lang akong nawala.
Nakakatawa naman.. in his dream im giving him up.
Well, siguro kabaliktaran yun.. hindi ko sya ipamimigay.. and i wanna quote tatay benz.. "ipinaglaban mu na sya noon... ipaglaban mu pa rin sya hanggang ngayun.."
Sa mga nangyari samin.. muntikan na kong bumigay.. i almost gave up. Iniisip ko nun kasi kung hindi nya ko mahal at ang mahal talaga nya ay si Dyena..i'll set him free.. para maging masaya sya. Actually, pinalalaya ko na sya nun.. i want him to go back to dyena and leave me. hehhe ayaw naman nya.
Pinili ko maghold on.. and so far hindi na ako umiiyak sa kalagitnaan ng gabi.
At hindi ako nagsisisi.. =)
Nung madaling araw na.. Nagising ako kc narinig ko umiiyak si Mister.. so ginising ko sya at natulog ako ulit.
MOrning. Sabi nya ang bad ko daw. Know why?
Napanaginipan daw nya ko..pinamimigay sya kay Dyena.. iniwan ko n lang daw sya basta.. at bigla n lang akong nawala.
Nakakatawa naman.. in his dream im giving him up.
Well, siguro kabaliktaran yun.. hindi ko sya ipamimigay.. and i wanna quote tatay benz.. "ipinaglaban mu na sya noon... ipaglaban mu pa rin sya hanggang ngayun.."
Sa mga nangyari samin.. muntikan na kong bumigay.. i almost gave up. Iniisip ko nun kasi kung hindi nya ko mahal at ang mahal talaga nya ay si Dyena..i'll set him free.. para maging masaya sya. Actually, pinalalaya ko na sya nun.. i want him to go back to dyena and leave me. hehhe ayaw naman nya.
Pinili ko maghold on.. and so far hindi na ako umiiyak sa kalagitnaan ng gabi.
At hindi ako nagsisisi.. =)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Bakit lumobo ng 50 (and counting) ang inaanak ko sa edad na 25?
Sa maniwala man kayo o hindi.. hindi ko talaga lubos maisip kung paano lumobo ang bilang ng aking mga inaanak at umabot sa singkwenta (and counting pa..) sa edad ko na 25. Sa totoo lang napapakamot na lang talaga ako sa ulo pag naglilista ako ng mga pangalan nila - at aaminin ko na ang nililista ko ay pangalan ng mga magulang nila dahil hindi ko makabisado ang mga pangalan nilang lahat... hhmm si BULADO.. yun hindi ko talaga maalimutan ang pangalan ng batang yun dahil sya ang may pinakacute at unique na pangalan sa kanilang lahat.
Nung estudyante pa lang ako lagpas na ng bente ang inaanak ko. Tuwing pasko sumaskit ang ulo ng nanay ko dahil wala syang choice kundi abutan ang mga inaanak ko ng pamasko (cash na malutong). Kung minsan nman ay kinakapalan ko na lang ang mukha ko at sasabihin ko sa inaanak ko na.. "Bless muna sa ninang... babawi na lang si ninang pagnakagraduate na"
Yun! YUn ang aking famous line!
Pag magaanak ako ng binyag or makakatanggap ako ng invitation na ninang daw ako.. sasabihin ng nanay ko.. "tumanggi ka na nga! ang dami mo ng inaanak!" sasagot nman ako ng " mama, swerte yan.. tska bawal daw tumanggi"
Kung saan ko nakuha na swerte daw yun sakin at bawal daw tumangi eh talaga nmang hindi ko na maalala - kamot ulo na lang. Tuwing pasko nagugulat ang mga tita at tito ko dahil mula umaga hanggang gabi may pumupunta sa bahay para magbless sakin. *_*
Nakakatuwa nga pag naglilista ako ng mga inaanak napansin ko na kokonti pa lang dun ang talgang barkada ko.. at isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun.. pag nagkaanak silang lahat n mga kaibigan ko ang ibig sabihin nun madadagdagan pa ng ubod ng rami ang bilang ng mga inaanak ko. heheh goodluck!
Naranasan nyo na ba mag-anak ng binyag ng 3-4 beses sa isang araw? ako naranasan ko na yun at hindi lang isang beses un nangyari. Sa lugar namin sa Tondo usually isinasabay ang binyag sa pasko at pyesta ng sto. nino at sa naaalala ko tuwing pasko at fiesta ay nagaanak ako ng binyag. Ang problema ko nga minsan hindi ko alam kung kanino ako aattend dahil nagkakasabay sabay sa loob ng isang araw. ang ginagawa ko na lang... sa isang simbahan lang ako aattend tapos pupunta nman ko sa ibang mga bahay para kumain.
Nakakatuwa no? :)
Nung bata ako nagcocontest pa kami ng mga pinsan ko kung sino ang may pinakamataas na nakuhang pamasko.. ngayun hindi na ako bata at ako na ang nagbibigay ng pamasko.
Minsan iniisip ko kung bakit favourite ako sa na gawing ninang. Actually marami dun ay mga kapitbahay ko. Sikat ba ko samin? hhmm.. pinapatakbo nila akong barangay kagawad nuong huling eleksyon kaya lang hindi natuloy dahil pupunta ako ng Dubai at hindi rin ako tatakbo dun dahil for sure hindi ako mananalo - meaning hindi nman ako sikat. Galante ba ko? Hindi rin naman dahil alam nila na hindi naman kami mayaman...nakikita nga nila akong nagpapaending lang sa kalye dati.
aahhh basta.. siguro friendly kasi ako sa lugar namin kaya ganun. :)
Kung ang namomroblema nuon sa mga inaanak ko ay ang nanay ko... ngayun... ang nag-iisip sa dami ng inaanak ko ngayun pasko ay walang iba kundi ang aswa ko. Meron kasi kaming rule : "kung anong akin .. sayo" "ang pera nya pera ko rin.. ang utang ko utang din nya.. at ang mga inaanak ko.. ay inaanak na rin nya" ayos ba mahal?
TRIVIA:
Ang pinaka una kong inaanak ay dalaga na ngayun at mag-aabay sa kasal namin ni mister sa December. Ibig sabihin may dalaga na ko at matandang ninang na ko sa edad na 25.
Nung estudyante pa lang ako lagpas na ng bente ang inaanak ko. Tuwing pasko sumaskit ang ulo ng nanay ko dahil wala syang choice kundi abutan ang mga inaanak ko ng pamasko (cash na malutong). Kung minsan nman ay kinakapalan ko na lang ang mukha ko at sasabihin ko sa inaanak ko na.. "Bless muna sa ninang... babawi na lang si ninang pagnakagraduate na"
Yun! YUn ang aking famous line!
Pag magaanak ako ng binyag or makakatanggap ako ng invitation na ninang daw ako.. sasabihin ng nanay ko.. "tumanggi ka na nga! ang dami mo ng inaanak!" sasagot nman ako ng " mama, swerte yan.. tska bawal daw tumanggi"
Kung saan ko nakuha na swerte daw yun sakin at bawal daw tumangi eh talaga nmang hindi ko na maalala - kamot ulo na lang. Tuwing pasko nagugulat ang mga tita at tito ko dahil mula umaga hanggang gabi may pumupunta sa bahay para magbless sakin. *_*
Nakakatuwa nga pag naglilista ako ng mga inaanak napansin ko na kokonti pa lang dun ang talgang barkada ko.. at isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun.. pag nagkaanak silang lahat n mga kaibigan ko ang ibig sabihin nun madadagdagan pa ng ubod ng rami ang bilang ng mga inaanak ko. heheh goodluck!
Naranasan nyo na ba mag-anak ng binyag ng 3-4 beses sa isang araw? ako naranasan ko na yun at hindi lang isang beses un nangyari. Sa lugar namin sa Tondo usually isinasabay ang binyag sa pasko at pyesta ng sto. nino at sa naaalala ko tuwing pasko at fiesta ay nagaanak ako ng binyag. Ang problema ko nga minsan hindi ko alam kung kanino ako aattend dahil nagkakasabay sabay sa loob ng isang araw. ang ginagawa ko na lang... sa isang simbahan lang ako aattend tapos pupunta nman ko sa ibang mga bahay para kumain.
Nakakatuwa no? :)
Nung bata ako nagcocontest pa kami ng mga pinsan ko kung sino ang may pinakamataas na nakuhang pamasko.. ngayun hindi na ako bata at ako na ang nagbibigay ng pamasko.
Minsan iniisip ko kung bakit favourite ako sa na gawing ninang. Actually marami dun ay mga kapitbahay ko. Sikat ba ko samin? hhmm.. pinapatakbo nila akong barangay kagawad nuong huling eleksyon kaya lang hindi natuloy dahil pupunta ako ng Dubai at hindi rin ako tatakbo dun dahil for sure hindi ako mananalo - meaning hindi nman ako sikat. Galante ba ko? Hindi rin naman dahil alam nila na hindi naman kami mayaman...nakikita nga nila akong nagpapaending lang sa kalye dati.
aahhh basta.. siguro friendly kasi ako sa lugar namin kaya ganun. :)
Kung ang namomroblema nuon sa mga inaanak ko ay ang nanay ko... ngayun... ang nag-iisip sa dami ng inaanak ko ngayun pasko ay walang iba kundi ang aswa ko. Meron kasi kaming rule : "kung anong akin .. sayo" "ang pera nya pera ko rin.. ang utang ko utang din nya.. at ang mga inaanak ko.. ay inaanak na rin nya" ayos ba mahal?
TRIVIA:
Ang pinaka una kong inaanak ay dalaga na ngayun at mag-aabay sa kasal namin ni mister sa December. Ibig sabihin may dalaga na ko at matandang ninang na ko sa edad na 25.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
we talked about "us" and "her"
We love to talk… we can talk about anything under the sun. from kulitan mode to serious mode to emo mode. We really talk about us most of the time. One thing about our relationship na hindi mawawala ay ang communication. Mas gusto namin ang mag-usap kesa magsigawan at magaway.. So far so good kami pagdating dyan.. pinaguusapan namin ang mga bagay bagay o kung anu ano lang… kahit ang problema.. kahit ang isang masakit na nakaraan.. ang kasalanan nya..kasalanan ko.. ang mga naramdaman ko in the past.. lahat yun napag-uusapan namin ng usap lang. And last night after watchin Narnia, we went to bed and talk about “us” like what we always do.
Kwentuhan lang bago matulog.. then he started to tell me sweet things.. mga bagay na palagi nya sinasabi sakin.
“ang swerte ko sayo mahal”
“kalokohan ang iwan ka..”
“hindi ko kakayaning matulog dito ng wala ka at di ka na katabi”
“wala na ko makikita pa na katulad mo..”
“sobra mo ko asikasuhin..”
“mahal na mahal kita..”
“mawala na sakin ang lahat wag lang ikaw..”
He was looking at me.. and I felt his sincerity. Tuwing sasabihan nya ko ng mga ganun lague ako naiiyak kasi pakiramdam ko tumatagos lahat ng salita nya hanggang sa loob ng katawan ko.
Then parang nagrewind lahat.. I end up asking him one question..
“bakit mo ko sinaktan?”
Then we talked about “us” again and dyena.. He started to tell me things na narinig ko na. Minsan ganun lang.. binabalikan lang namin para maubos na lahat. We were embracing each other and crying..trying to burst out everything.
“alam ko kasalanan ko lahat..nasaktan kita noon pero pinagsisisihan ko na ngayon.”
“alam mo mahal..yung nangyari sa ating tatlo ni dyena.. ako ang may kasalanan.. ako yun.”
Then I replied.. “alam ko”
“hindi ko talaga alam kung pano ko nagawa at nasabi yung mga bagay na yun sa knya.. alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi kita kayang iwan at ayoko na talga sa knya. Nakain lang talga ako ng awa.. yung kalbaryo na naranasan at nararanasan nya kasi dahil yun sa kin. Nangako ako sa kanya dati na hindi ko sya iiwan.. pero alam nman nya yun eh na npabayaan din naman nya ko.. na may kasalanan din nman sya sa mga nangyari samin. Ang nasa isip ko nun alam ko nman na bibitawan din nya ko… alam ko isang araw bibitaw din sya. Gusto ko lang sya pasayahin tapos aantayin ko na lang na bibitawan nya ko”
“marami kami pinagdaanan nun.. sobrang dami.. pero tapos na yun..”
Then like what I always do.. pag nagsasalita na sya at naglalabas ng nararamdaman nya.. nakikinig lang ako.. I’ll just hold him tight.. kahit na ano pa yung sinasabi nya.. pinaparamdam ko lague sa kanya na nakiknig lang ako sa mga sasabihin nya..
I asked him.. “gusto mo ba sya kitain pag umuwi tayo? Yung totoo?”
Then he said.. “ang totoo? Hindi ko alam.” “ Parang gusto ko sya kitain pero kasama kita.. gusto kita ipakilala sa knya.. gusto ko rin magsorry sa kanya..”
I said ok lang sakin na magmeet kayo paguwi natin as long as alam ko.. I touched his face and told him “mas masaya ang mundo kung walang kaaway na tao. Dapat ka talgang magsorry.. pwede mo nman ayusin yung sa inyong dalawa, diba? Mas maganda yung ganun lalo na mahaba din nman ang pinagsamahan nyo. Makipag-ayos ka sa knya para mawala na yung mga bitterness at kung ano pa..kung ano man ang naramdaman nya at nararamdaman pa nya alam mo na kasalanan mo yun..”
I don’t know. Siguro kung may mga makakarinig lang ng sinasabi ko sasabihin praning ako. Na dapat nga pinagbabawalan ko pa sya na kitain yun.. am I pushing them to be back together? Hell no.. I just want them to settle everything…ayokong maging magkaaway silang dalawa. They don’t need to be back as close friends.. pero at least hindi nman magkaaway. Just like what I told her… ayoko rin na maging kaaway ko sya..
Hindi ko alam ang mga pwedeng mangyari pag-uwi namin…I hope God will guide the three of us.. kung ano ang mas makakabuti sana yun ang mangyari. Kung gusto nya na magkita kita kaming tatlo.. ok lang din. I am ready for that.. but kung makakagulo lang kami kay Dyena.. or simply hndi makakabuti pa for now sa kanya.. ok lang din..
Kung magkakasalubong.. why not. I can always smile at her.. :)
Kwentuhan lang bago matulog.. then he started to tell me sweet things.. mga bagay na palagi nya sinasabi sakin.
“ang swerte ko sayo mahal”
“kalokohan ang iwan ka..”
“hindi ko kakayaning matulog dito ng wala ka at di ka na katabi”
“wala na ko makikita pa na katulad mo..”
“sobra mo ko asikasuhin..”
“mahal na mahal kita..”
“mawala na sakin ang lahat wag lang ikaw..”
He was looking at me.. and I felt his sincerity. Tuwing sasabihan nya ko ng mga ganun lague ako naiiyak kasi pakiramdam ko tumatagos lahat ng salita nya hanggang sa loob ng katawan ko.
Then parang nagrewind lahat.. I end up asking him one question..
“bakit mo ko sinaktan?”
Then we talked about “us” again and dyena.. He started to tell me things na narinig ko na. Minsan ganun lang.. binabalikan lang namin para maubos na lahat. We were embracing each other and crying..trying to burst out everything.
“alam ko kasalanan ko lahat..nasaktan kita noon pero pinagsisisihan ko na ngayon.”
“alam mo mahal..yung nangyari sa ating tatlo ni dyena.. ako ang may kasalanan.. ako yun.”
Then I replied.. “alam ko”
“hindi ko talaga alam kung pano ko nagawa at nasabi yung mga bagay na yun sa knya.. alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi kita kayang iwan at ayoko na talga sa knya. Nakain lang talga ako ng awa.. yung kalbaryo na naranasan at nararanasan nya kasi dahil yun sa kin. Nangako ako sa kanya dati na hindi ko sya iiwan.. pero alam nman nya yun eh na npabayaan din naman nya ko.. na may kasalanan din nman sya sa mga nangyari samin. Ang nasa isip ko nun alam ko nman na bibitawan din nya ko… alam ko isang araw bibitaw din sya. Gusto ko lang sya pasayahin tapos aantayin ko na lang na bibitawan nya ko”
“marami kami pinagdaanan nun.. sobrang dami.. pero tapos na yun..”
Then like what I always do.. pag nagsasalita na sya at naglalabas ng nararamdaman nya.. nakikinig lang ako.. I’ll just hold him tight.. kahit na ano pa yung sinasabi nya.. pinaparamdam ko lague sa kanya na nakiknig lang ako sa mga sasabihin nya..
I asked him.. “gusto mo ba sya kitain pag umuwi tayo? Yung totoo?”
Then he said.. “ang totoo? Hindi ko alam.” “ Parang gusto ko sya kitain pero kasama kita.. gusto kita ipakilala sa knya.. gusto ko rin magsorry sa kanya..”
I said ok lang sakin na magmeet kayo paguwi natin as long as alam ko.. I touched his face and told him “mas masaya ang mundo kung walang kaaway na tao. Dapat ka talgang magsorry.. pwede mo nman ayusin yung sa inyong dalawa, diba? Mas maganda yung ganun lalo na mahaba din nman ang pinagsamahan nyo. Makipag-ayos ka sa knya para mawala na yung mga bitterness at kung ano pa..kung ano man ang naramdaman nya at nararamdaman pa nya alam mo na kasalanan mo yun..”
I don’t know. Siguro kung may mga makakarinig lang ng sinasabi ko sasabihin praning ako. Na dapat nga pinagbabawalan ko pa sya na kitain yun.. am I pushing them to be back together? Hell no.. I just want them to settle everything…ayokong maging magkaaway silang dalawa. They don’t need to be back as close friends.. pero at least hindi nman magkaaway. Just like what I told her… ayoko rin na maging kaaway ko sya..
Hindi ko alam ang mga pwedeng mangyari pag-uwi namin…I hope God will guide the three of us.. kung ano ang mas makakabuti sana yun ang mangyari. Kung gusto nya na magkita kita kaming tatlo.. ok lang din. I am ready for that.. but kung makakagulo lang kami kay Dyena.. or simply hndi makakabuti pa for now sa kanya.. ok lang din..
Kung magkakasalubong.. why not. I can always smile at her.. :)
...i know someone who hates me so much..pwede magmention ng name?
Natutuwa lang ako magsasagot ng mga survey sa friendster.. here's another Q & A:
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
....I don't think there is such perfect relationship.
What was the last thing you bought?
... sibuyas at patatas. hhehe
.
Do you know when your father's birthday is?
... yes
.
What was the last movie you watched?
... eagle eye
.
Do people hate you?
...i know someone who hates me so much..pwede magmention ng name? her name is dyena hahah
What are you listening to?
... naahh..wala eh
Who was the last person to dance with you?
...mister
.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
.. hhmmm may tao ata nun nung ni-kiss nya ko nung papasok na sya sa office.
.
What's the reason behind your fs song?
...meron ba ko dto? wala eh.. hehhe video lang..colorful. one of my fav
.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
...yeah.. but not that old.
.
Have you ever kissed someone named Jessica?
... hehhe nope
.
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
... Sept 25.. i was so down that day.
.
Have you ever had a pet fish?
... yes...
.
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
...syempre.. a lot as in! c mister!
.
Have you ever felt replaced?
...yes..
.
What do you do when you have a bad day?
...depends how bad.. i cry.. i go out and spend time with MYSELF, food trip, sound trip..or i'll drink
.
Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
...oo naman
.
Where is your best/close friends at this exact moment?
...dxb and mla
.
What was the last thing that left you very pissed?
...don't wannna remember
.
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
...no
.
Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
...yes..
.
Do you say sorry first?
...yeah.. i hate conflict.
.
Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
... yes...
.
If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
...mister and penpen
.
What' s irritating you right now?
...hhmm.. so far wala nman
.
What are you doing today?
...work.. and baka lumabas kami later ni hubby
Are you tanned?
...yeah.. as in!
.
What were you up to at 11pm last night ?
...hhaha ginigising ako ni mister taht time
.
What happened at 10:00 am today?
...talking to someone over the phone
.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
...7 hrs?
.
Does anyone call you baby?
...before
.
Would you get married if you could right now?
...i am married
.
Are you in a good mood?
...hehe yes i am
.
Where did you last sleep other than your house?
...bahay lang talga
.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
....mister
Do you get 8 hours of sleep every day?
...no
.
Are you a forgiving person?
...yes..sobra.
.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
...oo nman..
.
Who was the last person you ate with?
...mister
.
Are you mad about anything?
...no
.
Do you miss anyone?
... yes..sobra
.
Do you have any bruises?
...nope
.
Do you sing in the shower?
...yeah.. hahha kahit hindi sa shower!
.
What was the last thing you did?
... nagkape
.
Do you drink more water or juice?
... water
.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
...no.. beginning of this year single pa ko.. hehhe and really.. i changed a lot.
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
....I don't think there is such perfect relationship.
What was the last thing you bought?
... sibuyas at patatas. hhehe
.
Do you know when your father's birthday is?
... yes
.
What was the last movie you watched?
... eagle eye
.
Do people hate you?
...i know someone who hates me so much..pwede magmention ng name? her name is dyena hahah
What are you listening to?
... naahh..wala eh
Who was the last person to dance with you?
...mister
.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
.. hhmmm may tao ata nun nung ni-kiss nya ko nung papasok na sya sa office.
.
What's the reason behind your fs song?
...meron ba ko dto? wala eh.. hehhe video lang..colorful. one of my fav
.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
...yeah.. but not that old.
.
Have you ever kissed someone named Jessica?
... hehhe nope
.
When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
... Sept 25.. i was so down that day.
.
Have you ever had a pet fish?
... yes...
.
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
...syempre.. a lot as in! c mister!
.
Have you ever felt replaced?
...yes..
.
What do you do when you have a bad day?
...depends how bad.. i cry.. i go out and spend time with MYSELF, food trip, sound trip..or i'll drink
.
Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
...oo naman
.
Where is your best/close friends at this exact moment?
...dxb and mla
.
What was the last thing that left you very pissed?
...don't wannna remember
.
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
...no
.
Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
...yes..
.
Do you say sorry first?
...yeah.. i hate conflict.
.
Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
... yes...
.
If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
...mister and penpen
.
What' s irritating you right now?
...hhmm.. so far wala nman
.
What are you doing today?
...work.. and baka lumabas kami later ni hubby
Are you tanned?
...yeah.. as in!
.
What were you up to at 11pm last night ?
...hhaha ginigising ako ni mister taht time
.
What happened at 10:00 am today?
...talking to someone over the phone
.
How many hours did you sleep last night?
...7 hrs?
.
Does anyone call you baby?
...before
.
Would you get married if you could right now?
...i am married
.
Are you in a good mood?
...hehe yes i am
.
Where did you last sleep other than your house?
...bahay lang talga
.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
....mister
Do you get 8 hours of sleep every day?
...no
.
Are you a forgiving person?
...yes..sobra.
.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
...oo nman..
.
Who was the last person you ate with?
...mister
.
Are you mad about anything?
...no
.
Do you miss anyone?
... yes..sobra
.
Do you have any bruises?
...nope
.
Do you sing in the shower?
...yeah.. hahha kahit hindi sa shower!
.
What was the last thing you did?
... nagkape
.
Do you drink more water or juice?
... water
.
Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
...no.. beginning of this year single pa ko.. hehhe and really.. i changed a lot.
survey : I am.. more than happy!
ARE YOU
►Perfect: definitely no
►Tall: nope
►In your pajamas: no
►Lefthanded: no
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LAST
►Friend you saw:sobrang close? january pa ata
►Talked to on the phone: mister
►Person to text you: mister
►Is today better than yesterday: same day as yesterday..
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FAVORITE :
►Number: 6 & 8
►Color: red, black, pink
►Food: shrimps, bulalo,pizza,pasta,siomai
►Place: room with hubby
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did?
- jumped out of my bed
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
- right now? nothing.., but sometimes my mind will automatically rewind and then i'll feel bothered again..just like now..aarrggh
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
- eagle eye
Q: Where is the last place you went?
- towers rotana hotel
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- yes..always do
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
- our bed
Q: Why did you sleep there?
- it's our bed.. can't slip without hubby
Q: When was the last time you cried?
- few nights ago..
Q: What do you hear right now?
- AC
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
- no
Q: What's your favorite month?
- january
============================== == =======
EMOTIONS:
► Are u missing someone right now?
- YES
► Are you single
- yes.. 9 months ago.. hehhe
► Are your parents still married?
- yes
====================================== =
BASICS:
►Real name: jennifer jasme
►Age? : 25
►Eye color? : brown
►Zodiac sign?: gemini
►Male or female?: female
►Single? : married
►Crushing someone?:
-Yup!
►Smart? : in some areas..heheh
►Hair color? : brown
►Sweats or Jeans? : jeans
►Phone or Camera? : camera
►Health freak? : nope
►Righty or lefty? : righty
====================== ================
FIRSTS :
►First best friend: first? ondet
►First award: honorable mention? (kinder)
►First enemy? : madami ata nung bata ko
►First vacation? : camotes island
CURRENTLY:
►Eating? : no
►Drinking? : no
►Listening to? : LSS nothing's gonna stop us now
►Plans for tommorow? : work
=======================================
WHIC H IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER: ^-^
►Caring or heck care? : caring
►Shorter or taller? : taller
►Romantic or spontaneous? : romantically spontaneous :p (just coppied kuya dodz)
►Sensitive or loud? : in between
►Hook-up or in arelationship: in a relationship
=================================== ===
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Lost glasses/contacts?: yup
►Ran away from home?: yeah
►Broke someone's heart?: yeah..more than once
===================================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? : nope i love someone
►Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? : I AM..more than happy.
►Perfect: definitely no
►Tall: nope
►In your pajamas: no
►Lefthanded: no
================================ =======
LAST
►Friend you saw:sobrang close? january pa ata
►Talked to on the phone: mister
►Person to text you: mister
►Is today better than yesterday: same day as yesterday..
=================================== ====
FAVORITE :
►Number: 6 & 8
►Color: red, black, pink
►Food: shrimps, bulalo,pizza,pasta,siomai
►Place: room with hubby
============================= ==========
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did?
- jumped out of my bed
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
- right now? nothing.., but sometimes my mind will automatically rewind and then i'll feel bothered again..just like now..aarrggh
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
- eagle eye
Q: Where is the last place you went?
- towers rotana hotel
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- yes..always do
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
- our bed
Q: Why did you sleep there?
- it's our bed.. can't slip without hubby
Q: When was the last time you cried?
- few nights ago..
Q: What do you hear right now?
- AC
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
- no
Q: What's your favorite month?
- january
============================== == =======
EMOTIONS:
► Are u missing someone right now?
- YES
► Are you single
- yes.. 9 months ago.. hehhe
► Are your parents still married?
- yes
====================================== =
BASICS:
►Real name: jennifer jasme
►Age? : 25
►Eye color? : brown
►Zodiac sign?: gemini
►Male or female?: female
►Single? : married
►Crushing someone?:
-Yup!
►Smart? : in some areas..heheh
►Hair color? : brown
►Sweats or Jeans? : jeans
►Phone or Camera? : camera
►Health freak? : nope
►Righty or lefty? : righty
====================== ================
FIRSTS :
►First best friend: first? ondet
►First award: honorable mention? (kinder)
►First enemy? : madami ata nung bata ko
►First vacation? : camotes island
CURRENTLY:
►Eating? : no
►Drinking? : no
►Listening to? : LSS nothing's gonna stop us now
►Plans for tommorow? : work
=======================================
WHIC H IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER: ^-^
►Caring or heck care? : caring
►Shorter or taller? : taller
►Romantic or spontaneous? : romantically spontaneous :p (just coppied kuya dodz)
►Sensitive or loud? : in between
►Hook-up or in arelationship: in a relationship
=================================== ===
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Lost glasses/contacts?: yup
►Ran away from home?: yeah
►Broke someone's heart?: yeah..more than once
===================================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? : nope i love someone
►Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? : I AM..more than happy.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
ang puso ko ay naguumapaw sa kasiyahan
Parang kahapon lang
malakas ang ulan
Tinatangay ako ng malamig na hangin
patungo sa gitna ng kawalan..
…at ngayon..
tumila na ang ulan.
Nahugasan ang buong paligid
At nagkabahaghari sa kalangitan
- ang puso ko ay naguumapaw sa kasiyahan..
Monday, October 13, 2008
random thoughts: DYENA Construction Company
Random Thoughts
_ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
coincidence really happens!
workin at the same time talking to hubby over the phone when one of the senior managers gave me two envelopes to be send to clients..
one is Dubai Contracting Company and the other one is..
Dyena Construction Company in AUH.
hahha napasyet ako bigla!
Sir ziggie and mister were askin me.. "bakit? anong meron?! "
and i replied.. sir meron ba talgang ganitong company?! hahha
then i received a call again from one of Indian sect in our FAS office..
"hello.. gena my dear.."
then i said.. "Vivian... it's jenny.."i can't help but to smile thinkin about how our names are really sounds like.. =)
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wonder why she's claiming nagsesend ako ng letters sa knya everyday.. heheh. dami pala ng 2 letters? yup.. i sent her two e-mails on her outlook, yahoo mail, and same letter in multiply..wala din naman akong sinabing masama... oh well.. nagalit ata sya sa emails ko.
may sinulat kaya akong masama?
hhhhmm i wrote a letter to inform her that i already knew everything.,, that someone confessed everything that happened between them... na nabasa ko lahat ng palitan nila ng emails.. na sinasabi nya na preggy sya, na alam ko na rin ang kanilang sleepless nights, that she even gave him access to her email..at kung anu ano pa.. yun lang... rude ba ko?
i asked her asan na ang values nya. how it feels to be a mistress? ginawa ba nya yun because of love? na sana pwede nman sya umiwas knowing he is a married man..
in the end of the letter i even said i dont want to judge you.. dahil i know nagawa mu lang yun dahil sa luv..and i know u are not a bad person. na naiintindihan pa rin kita..na nabulag ka lang sa sobrang pag-ibig.. thai i still wish u well.. that i can always give u a warm smile pag nagkita tayo sa pinas.. na sana mawala na satin ang hapdi at kirot..
those are words coming from a wife.. now tell me bad ba ko? =(
u deserve to be happy and sorry.. hindi ka nmin ginugulo.
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i've been thinking about how i almost died last week..
and now im on my highest energy of planning about church wedding..
para lang akong sumasakay ng roller coaster at katabi ko lang sa ride si Papa God.
He's holding my hand..and will never leave me.
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everything happens for a reason.
sa unang letter ko sa kanya i told her.. "cguro pinaglalaruan tayo ng pag-ibig at ng buhay..kelangan cguro mangyari ang lahat ng to para mabuo ang kwento ng mga buhay natin.."
ngayon ko naisip ang bait kong asawa to write such kind words para sa isang taong nakasakit sakin. =)
LET US ALL BE HAPPY - my last words sa letter.. and i mean it..
pisawt!
_ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
coincidence really happens!
workin at the same time talking to hubby over the phone when one of the senior managers gave me two envelopes to be send to clients..
one is Dubai Contracting Company and the other one is..
Dyena Construction Company in AUH.
hahha napasyet ako bigla!
Sir ziggie and mister were askin me.. "bakit? anong meron?! "
and i replied.. sir meron ba talgang ganitong company?! hahha
then i received a call again from one of Indian sect in our FAS office..
"hello.. gena my dear.."
then i said.. "Vivian... it's jenny.."i can't help but to smile thinkin about how our names are really sounds like.. =)
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
wonder why she's claiming nagsesend ako ng letters sa knya everyday.. heheh. dami pala ng 2 letters? yup.. i sent her two e-mails on her outlook, yahoo mail, and same letter in multiply..wala din naman akong sinabing masama... oh well.. nagalit ata sya sa emails ko.
may sinulat kaya akong masama?
hhhhmm i wrote a letter to inform her that i already knew everything.,, that someone confessed everything that happened between them... na nabasa ko lahat ng palitan nila ng emails.. na sinasabi nya na preggy sya, na alam ko na rin ang kanilang sleepless nights, that she even gave him access to her email..at kung anu ano pa.. yun lang... rude ba ko?
i asked her asan na ang values nya. how it feels to be a mistress? ginawa ba nya yun because of love? na sana pwede nman sya umiwas knowing he is a married man..
in the end of the letter i even said i dont want to judge you.. dahil i know nagawa mu lang yun dahil sa luv..and i know u are not a bad person. na naiintindihan pa rin kita..na nabulag ka lang sa sobrang pag-ibig.. thai i still wish u well.. that i can always give u a warm smile pag nagkita tayo sa pinas.. na sana mawala na satin ang hapdi at kirot..
those are words coming from a wife.. now tell me bad ba ko? =(
u deserve to be happy and sorry.. hindi ka nmin ginugulo.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
i've been thinking about how i almost died last week..
and now im on my highest energy of planning about church wedding..
para lang akong sumasakay ng roller coaster at katabi ko lang sa ride si Papa God.
He's holding my hand..and will never leave me.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
everything happens for a reason.
sa unang letter ko sa kanya i told her.. "cguro pinaglalaruan tayo ng pag-ibig at ng buhay..kelangan cguro mangyari ang lahat ng to para mabuo ang kwento ng mga buhay natin.."
ngayon ko naisip ang bait kong asawa to write such kind words para sa isang taong nakasakit sakin. =)
LET US ALL BE HAPPY - my last words sa letter.. and i mean it..
pisawt!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
tryin to be ok is like killin myself
im ok. yes im tryin to feel better everyday. bad trip lang dahil ang utak ko minsan ayaw tumigil.. ang dibdib ko minsan ayaw huminto.. naninikip n lang bigla everytime nagrerewind sa utak ko lahat. minsan sinasadya ko talagang patayin ang sarili ko sa pagbabasa ng mga bagay na unti unting pumapatay sakin.
i feel like dying with every word na binabasa ko. . .
minsan napapaisip ko.. pag sobrang luv ang ibinigay mu sa isang tao.. bakit ka nya susuklian ng sakit?
ba't hindi na lang pagmamahal din?
syet minsan ang luv.. :(
i feel like dying with every word na binabasa ko. . .
minsan napapaisip ko.. pag sobrang luv ang ibinigay mu sa isang tao.. bakit ka nya susuklian ng sakit?
ba't hindi na lang pagmamahal din?
syet minsan ang luv.. :(
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
ang bayan kong nililipas
ang bayan kong nililipas?
Kamusta ka na ba, Noypi? Buhay ka pa ba? Ano na ang nangyayari sa ‘yo???
Kamusta na nga ba ang bayan natin?... kamusta na rin ang mga pinoy? Humihinga pa ba tayo? Gusto ko ng itanong ito ng diretsahan…
MAHAL PA BA NG PINOY ANG KANYANG BANSANG PINAS?
Nagtatrabaho ako ngayon bilang isang titser… sa araw-araw na buhay ko’t pakikisalamuha sa mga estudyante, masasabi kong marami akong natututunan, ‘di lang tungkol sa Pinoy.. pero tungkol din sa mga Kuryano.. English and grammar teacher ako ngyon sa isang eskwelahan ng mga Kuryano.. nais ko sanang magsilbi bilang isang guro sa isang public high school, pero di naman aarok dahil wala naman akong units sa education, at hindi naman ako LET passer.. iba ang kurso ko, pero gusto ko pang mag-aral sa susunod na taon.. kaya habang wala pa namang ginagawa, trabaho muna..
Hindi lang ang mga estudyante ko ang natututo sa bawat session ng pag-aaral namin.. marahil, hindi nila alam na marami rin akong napupulot mula sa kanila.. masaya ring makihalo-bilo sa ibang kultura.. ibang experience…
mga edad 20-26 ang range ng mga estudyante ko.. bata pa rin naman sila hindi ba… pero mas bata nga lang ako.. minsan ayokong sabihin kung ilang taon na ko, kase baka ma-intimidate sila.. eh kaso tintanong pa rin nila.. oh well..
sa isang session namin, may binahagi ako sa kanilang essay na nakuha ko mula sa e-mail.. binigay ng nanay ko.. isinulat ito ng isang kabataan mula sa Korea, at patungkol ito sa bayan nila—mula sa paghihirap nila, hanggang sa pagbangon..
dati pala, naging mahirap ang bansang ito dahil sa gera.. dumating ang puntong nainggit sila sa Pinas dahil nung panahong iyon, MAYAMAN tayo.. SAGANA tsong.. gusto nilang maging kasing yaman natin.. marahil ito ay iyong panahon ni macoy..
pero ano nang nangyari? Sa tingin mo, sa panahong ngayon, nanaisin pa ba nilang magingkatulad ng bansa natin?--à SA MALAMANG, DEHINS.
mayaman na at maunlad ang bansa nila ngayon.. bakit sila nagkaganun?... ito ay dahil sa mga TAO ng bansa nila.. dahil sa mga Kuryano.. mahal kasi nila ang Korea.. nag-sakripisyo silang magtrabaho sa ibang bansa noong mga panahong iyon.. okey daw ang ganung technique sabi ng isang estudyante ko dahil nagkakaroon ng pagkakataong makilala ang mga Kuryano sa ibang bansa.. mahal nila ang kapwa-Kuryano.. hindi katulad ng pinoy, minsan, gugulangan ka pa..
kahit yung mga estudyante kong kabataan, pinaglalaban nila ang Korea.. pinagmamalaki nila ito at sinasabi nilang mahal nila ang Korea…
e pano naman tayong mga Noypi? Oo nga’t nagtatrabaho tayo sa ibang bansa, pero iligal naman.. tska minsan underemployed tayo.. yung mga college graduates, they sometimes end up being domestic helpers.. sayang naman ang edukasyon naten.. maybe it’s about time to showcase what the Filipinos got.. time to shine na.. madalas, ang mga pinoy, once na makaapak na sa ibang bayan, nagtatago na roon at hindi na muling bumabalik sa pinas.. tuluyan ng iniwan ang bansang kinagisnan.. hindi naman masamang mag-isip ng sariling kapakanan, diba? Wag nga lang sana nating kalimutan kung san tayo nanggaling…
IKAW, noypi… kelan ka ba magagamit ng PINAS? Kelan niya ba mararamdaman ang pagsisilbing nararapat para sa kanya? Kelan mo ba siya pagtutuunan ng pansin? Patuloy ka bang naghihintay ng isang tagapagligtas ng Pilipinas? Ang hinaharap ay nasa iyong mga kamay.. huwag ka ng maghintay ng agimat diyan.. hindi iyon ang kelangan mo.. naten..
--> Tinatawagan ko ang lahat ng kabataang nagmamahal sa bansa.. mag-aral tayong mabuti at magsikap para sa ating bansa.. huwag nating hahayaang ang ating BAYANG PILIPINAS ay maging isang BAYANG NILILIPAS..
isinulat ni: ALPS http://soakedinfrustration.blogdrive.com/
- nabasa ko to habang naghahanap ng lyrics ng chikiding. Natuwa ako kaya ipopost ko. at the same time napag-isip ulit ako - asan na nga ba ang mga noypi?!
Kamusta ka na ba, Noypi? Buhay ka pa ba? Ano na ang nangyayari sa ‘yo???
Kamusta na nga ba ang bayan natin?... kamusta na rin ang mga pinoy? Humihinga pa ba tayo? Gusto ko ng itanong ito ng diretsahan…
MAHAL PA BA NG PINOY ANG KANYANG BANSANG PINAS?
Nagtatrabaho ako ngayon bilang isang titser… sa araw-araw na buhay ko’t pakikisalamuha sa mga estudyante, masasabi kong marami akong natututunan, ‘di lang tungkol sa Pinoy.. pero tungkol din sa mga Kuryano.. English and grammar teacher ako ngyon sa isang eskwelahan ng mga Kuryano.. nais ko sanang magsilbi bilang isang guro sa isang public high school, pero di naman aarok dahil wala naman akong units sa education, at hindi naman ako LET passer.. iba ang kurso ko, pero gusto ko pang mag-aral sa susunod na taon.. kaya habang wala pa namang ginagawa, trabaho muna..
Hindi lang ang mga estudyante ko ang natututo sa bawat session ng pag-aaral namin.. marahil, hindi nila alam na marami rin akong napupulot mula sa kanila.. masaya ring makihalo-bilo sa ibang kultura.. ibang experience…
mga edad 20-26 ang range ng mga estudyante ko.. bata pa rin naman sila hindi ba… pero mas bata nga lang ako.. minsan ayokong sabihin kung ilang taon na ko, kase baka ma-intimidate sila.. eh kaso tintanong pa rin nila.. oh well..
sa isang session namin, may binahagi ako sa kanilang essay na nakuha ko mula sa e-mail.. binigay ng nanay ko.. isinulat ito ng isang kabataan mula sa Korea, at patungkol ito sa bayan nila—mula sa paghihirap nila, hanggang sa pagbangon..
dati pala, naging mahirap ang bansang ito dahil sa gera.. dumating ang puntong nainggit sila sa Pinas dahil nung panahong iyon, MAYAMAN tayo.. SAGANA tsong.. gusto nilang maging kasing yaman natin.. marahil ito ay iyong panahon ni macoy..
pero ano nang nangyari? Sa tingin mo, sa panahong ngayon, nanaisin pa ba nilang magingkatulad ng bansa natin?--à SA MALAMANG, DEHINS.
mayaman na at maunlad ang bansa nila ngayon.. bakit sila nagkaganun?... ito ay dahil sa mga TAO ng bansa nila.. dahil sa mga Kuryano.. mahal kasi nila ang Korea.. nag-sakripisyo silang magtrabaho sa ibang bansa noong mga panahong iyon.. okey daw ang ganung technique sabi ng isang estudyante ko dahil nagkakaroon ng pagkakataong makilala ang mga Kuryano sa ibang bansa.. mahal nila ang kapwa-Kuryano.. hindi katulad ng pinoy, minsan, gugulangan ka pa..
kahit yung mga estudyante kong kabataan, pinaglalaban nila ang Korea.. pinagmamalaki nila ito at sinasabi nilang mahal nila ang Korea…
e pano naman tayong mga Noypi? Oo nga’t nagtatrabaho tayo sa ibang bansa, pero iligal naman.. tska minsan underemployed tayo.. yung mga college graduates, they sometimes end up being domestic helpers.. sayang naman ang edukasyon naten.. maybe it’s about time to showcase what the Filipinos got.. time to shine na.. madalas, ang mga pinoy, once na makaapak na sa ibang bayan, nagtatago na roon at hindi na muling bumabalik sa pinas.. tuluyan ng iniwan ang bansang kinagisnan.. hindi naman masamang mag-isip ng sariling kapakanan, diba? Wag nga lang sana nating kalimutan kung san tayo nanggaling…
IKAW, noypi… kelan ka ba magagamit ng PINAS? Kelan niya ba mararamdaman ang pagsisilbing nararapat para sa kanya? Kelan mo ba siya pagtutuunan ng pansin? Patuloy ka bang naghihintay ng isang tagapagligtas ng Pilipinas? Ang hinaharap ay nasa iyong mga kamay.. huwag ka ng maghintay ng agimat diyan.. hindi iyon ang kelangan mo.. naten..
--> Tinatawagan ko ang lahat ng kabataang nagmamahal sa bansa.. mag-aral tayong mabuti at magsikap para sa ating bansa.. huwag nating hahayaang ang ating BAYANG PILIPINAS ay maging isang BAYANG NILILIPAS..
isinulat ni: ALPS http://soakedinfrustration.blogdrive.com/
- nabasa ko to habang naghahanap ng lyrics ng chikiding. Natuwa ako kaya ipopost ko. at the same time napag-isip ulit ako - asan na nga ba ang mga noypi?!
Monday, September 22, 2008
A letter for Miss D. G.
Napanaginipan kita kagabi. Oo ikaw.
Yeah..nakakatawa.. di pa pa tayo nagmemeet sa personal pero lumabas ka na sa panaginip ko. Weird noh?
Siguro kung mababasa mo to.. malamang nakanguso ka ngayon at nakataas ang kilay.
“ y would I dream of you?” , wag mo ko tanungin dahil hindi ko talaga alam.
I know.. sasabihin mo guilty kc ako sa mga bagay-bagay..
Yes.. I am guilty.. of thinking of you sometimes. I can’t help sorry..
Yes.. I am guilty for reading your online diary before.. that was long time ago..sorry for that. But when I promised myself and my husband not open that link anymore.. hindi ko na talaga binuksan. So wala na ko balita sayo..
At first… I just wanted to know new things about you.. kung ok ka na.. kung malungkot ka pa.. kung may new love life ka na..
Minsan pinag-usapan pa naming ni allan na may bago ka ng dinidate.. and we’re happy to know that. Sabi pa nya mukha ka daw kinikilig sa picture..
Hay..Siraulo ba ko na magwish ng maganda sayo.?
I want to read happy thoughts sa blog mo… gusto ko makabasa na ok ka na.. and I promised myself na hindi na kita bibisitahin pa.
And then..i think it became an addiction. Peace!
Ok.. aaminin ko..minsan na rin kami nagtalo ng asawa ko dahil sa isang post dun. Oh well, that made me realized na hindi ko na dapat pa binabasa yung mga pinagsusulat mo.
Till, one morning naclick ko na nman ang link ng blog mo… at nabasa ko ang latest post mo bout your trip in tagaytay… I wrote something din sa blog ko bout sa pagiging katulong. Remember?
Hindi ko yun sinulat because of you.. sinulat ko yun dahil sa nabasa ko.. isinulat ko lang ang opinion ko about what you have written. Well I guess, sumama ang loob mo.. allan told me about your e-mail. Sorry if nasaktan ka.
After that hindi ko na yun binasa pa.
Hindi ko na dinalaw.
That’s yours.. at importante sayo yun I know.
Siguro napanaginipan kita for me to admit things like this.
And to say sorry kung nabulabog ko ang privacy mo before.
Ewan ko lang kung mababasa mo to.. hindi ko rin sure kung gusto mo to basahin. Gusto ko lang to isulat.. kahit imposibleng mabasa mo.
- BE HAPPY! smile naman jan! ;)
Yeah..nakakatawa.. di pa pa tayo nagmemeet sa personal pero lumabas ka na sa panaginip ko. Weird noh?
Siguro kung mababasa mo to.. malamang nakanguso ka ngayon at nakataas ang kilay.
“ y would I dream of you?” , wag mo ko tanungin dahil hindi ko talaga alam.
I know.. sasabihin mo guilty kc ako sa mga bagay-bagay..
Yes.. I am guilty.. of thinking of you sometimes. I can’t help sorry..
Yes.. I am guilty for reading your online diary before.. that was long time ago..sorry for that. But when I promised myself and my husband not open that link anymore.. hindi ko na talaga binuksan. So wala na ko balita sayo..
At first… I just wanted to know new things about you.. kung ok ka na.. kung malungkot ka pa.. kung may new love life ka na..
Minsan pinag-usapan pa naming ni allan na may bago ka ng dinidate.. and we’re happy to know that. Sabi pa nya mukha ka daw kinikilig sa picture..
Hay..Siraulo ba ko na magwish ng maganda sayo.?
I want to read happy thoughts sa blog mo… gusto ko makabasa na ok ka na.. and I promised myself na hindi na kita bibisitahin pa.
And then..i think it became an addiction. Peace!
Ok.. aaminin ko..minsan na rin kami nagtalo ng asawa ko dahil sa isang post dun. Oh well, that made me realized na hindi ko na dapat pa binabasa yung mga pinagsusulat mo.
Till, one morning naclick ko na nman ang link ng blog mo… at nabasa ko ang latest post mo bout your trip in tagaytay… I wrote something din sa blog ko bout sa pagiging katulong. Remember?
Hindi ko yun sinulat because of you.. sinulat ko yun dahil sa nabasa ko.. isinulat ko lang ang opinion ko about what you have written. Well I guess, sumama ang loob mo.. allan told me about your e-mail. Sorry if nasaktan ka.
After that hindi ko na yun binasa pa.
Hindi ko na dinalaw.
That’s yours.. at importante sayo yun I know.
Siguro napanaginipan kita for me to admit things like this.
And to say sorry kung nabulabog ko ang privacy mo before.
Ewan ko lang kung mababasa mo to.. hindi ko rin sure kung gusto mo to basahin. Gusto ko lang to isulat.. kahit imposibleng mabasa mo.
- BE HAPPY! smile naman jan! ;)
Sunday, September 21, 2008
MISIS : Photos by mister
after food tripping punta naman sa park para magkwentuhan maglakadlakad.. at magpicture! ;p
learning new things
yesterday, tinuruan ako ni hubby magphotoshop. ahai.. im willing to learn! hahah..
sabi k obalang araw mas gagaling pa ko kesa kay manong.
antay ka lang.. ;p
wanna learn to use that wacom tablet also.. ;p
it's good to learn new things!
hhaha artist na ko! ;p (patawa!)
sabi k obalang araw mas gagaling pa ko kesa kay manong.
antay ka lang.. ;p
wanna learn to use that wacom tablet also.. ;p
it's good to learn new things!
hhaha artist na ko! ;p (patawa!)
LBM
Bad trip pag nasa kalagitnaan ka ng pag-uukay
at biglang sumakit ang tyan mo..
hindi ka tuloy makapagukay ng maayos.
sayang..
at pagkatapos pagpapawisan ka ng malamig..
at wala ka ng choice kundi ayain mo na ang kasama mo na umuwi na rin..
kahit na nasa kalagitnaan pa sya ng pamimili!
wrong timing.. hhaha kainis.
at biglang sumakit ang tyan mo..
hindi ka tuloy makapagukay ng maayos.
sayang..
at pagkatapos pagpapawisan ka ng malamig..
at wala ka ng choice kundi ayain mo na ang kasama mo na umuwi na rin..
kahit na nasa kalagitnaan pa sya ng pamimili!
wrong timing.. hhaha kainis.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
viewing accounts
kwentuhan pag-uwi sa bahay.
manong: mahal.. lamu ba may coomon friend kami ni *&*@@+?
manang: saan? sa friendster?
manong: hindi sa multiply...
manang: ngerks.. haha ngayon mu lang nalaman? c gracey nga diba sabi ko sayo bago mu i-add friend sila.
manong: hindi nman sya.. yung team wacom.
manang: ahhh.. pano mu nalaman?
manong: nakita ko sa contacts.. pagkakita ko ng picture nya sabi ko parang kilala ko to.. sya pala yun. ayun.. nagkamali ako eh.. napindot ko!
manang: hala ka.. naview mu yung account nya?
manong: hehhe nung nagloload na nacancel ko kagad! pero for sure lalabas dun naview ko sya..
manang: hahha parang ako pala the other day.. nagkamali ako ng click. yung link nya naclick ko. .di ko nman sadya :(
manong : yaan mu na..
....
ayun.. at pagkatapos nun wrestling na kagad! ahhaah syet may nahuli na namang bagong pang-atake! kainis!
manong: mahal.. lamu ba may coomon friend kami ni *&*@@+?
manang: saan? sa friendster?
manong: hindi sa multiply...
manang: ngerks.. haha ngayon mu lang nalaman? c gracey nga diba sabi ko sayo bago mu i-add friend sila.
manong: hindi nman sya.. yung team wacom.
manang: ahhh.. pano mu nalaman?
manong: nakita ko sa contacts.. pagkakita ko ng picture nya sabi ko parang kilala ko to.. sya pala yun. ayun.. nagkamali ako eh.. napindot ko!
manang: hala ka.. naview mu yung account nya?
manong: hehhe nung nagloload na nacancel ko kagad! pero for sure lalabas dun naview ko sya..
manang: hahha parang ako pala the other day.. nagkamali ako ng click. yung link nya naclick ko. .di ko nman sadya :(
manong : yaan mu na..
....
ayun.. at pagkatapos nun wrestling na kagad! ahhaah syet may nahuli na namang bagong pang-atake! kainis!
hubby meets JAPAT!
got a txt from hubby:
"Nandito si Japat!!! magiging ofism8 ko sya"
syempre na-shocked ako - parang kagabi lang natuwa ako dahil nagcomment sya sa post ko and then now nagmeet na sila ng idol ko! ;p
hindi ako nakatiis, tinawagan ko sya kagad:
"manong.. sabihin mo sa kanya idol ko sya.. "
hahha parang bata lang.
yun lang! ;p
"Nandito si Japat!!! magiging ofism8 ko sya"
syempre na-shocked ako - parang kagabi lang natuwa ako dahil nagcomment sya sa post ko and then now nagmeet na sila ng idol ko! ;p
hindi ako nakatiis, tinawagan ko sya kagad:
"manong.. sabihin mo sa kanya idol ko sya.. "
hahha parang bata lang.
yun lang! ;p
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
not feelin good
sinisipon..
inuubo..
masama ang pakiramdam ko.
--- mabuti na lang may taong nangako na pasasayahin daw ako later.
hhhmmm.. sweet talga ni manong!
inuubo..
masama ang pakiramdam ko.
--- mabuti na lang may taong nangako na pasasayahin daw ako later.
hhhmmm.. sweet talga ni manong!
don't mind us
sana pwede ibulong ng hangin ang mga mensahe ko:
be happy
be strong
don't mind us...
hindi namin gusto na hindi ka maging masaya..
u deserve to be happy.
be happy
be strong
don't mind us...
hindi namin gusto na hindi ka maging masaya..
u deserve to be happy.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
buhay teleserye
parang teleserye lang..
ang tadhana pinaglalaruan ang buhay nyo.
habang pilit ka'ng tumatakbo..
habang pilit ka'ng lumalayo..
habang pilit mo'ng ipinipikit ang mga mata mo..
sa bandang huli magtatagpo pa rin kayo.
kahit na pagod ka na..
pagod na pagod..
yes.. the world is too crowded
magkakasalubong pa rin ang nasa pagitan ng 4 na oras at milya milyang layo.
pero siguro ganun nga talaga..
maliit ang mundo.
you just have to be ready sa kung ano man ang pwede mong makita o makasalubong o makausap..
ang nakaraan ay pwede mong makita sa iyong harapan.
at hindi mo pwedeng pakiusapan na - "fate.. i'm tired.. stop playin pls.. wag na lang ako.."
haayy..mabuti na lang at wala akong ghost in the past at di katulad ng mga kaibigan ko sa mga teleserye na sina judai, caludine, angel, anne at bea. heheh
ok lang sa'kin kahit na sino pa sa nakaraan ang makasalamuha ko.. - ganun talaga eh.. hindi mu yun maiiwasan at mas lalong hindi mu yun mabubura o matatakbuhan..
u just have to be strong and ready sa mga pwedeng bumulaga sayo.. pero kung ang nakaraan sayo ay tapos na at natanggap mo na.. papanisin mu na to..
sasalubungin mo na lang ng matamis na ngiti ang nakaraan na nasa harapan mo. ;p
ang buhay ay parang teleserye lang...
mas malala kung magiging fantaserye diba?
matakot ka na pag sina dugong ang humahabol sayo.. hehhe ulit!
- inaatake lang ng gutom at inip ;)
ang tadhana pinaglalaruan ang buhay nyo.
habang pilit ka'ng tumatakbo..
habang pilit ka'ng lumalayo..
habang pilit mo'ng ipinipikit ang mga mata mo..
sa bandang huli magtatagpo pa rin kayo.
kahit na pagod ka na..
pagod na pagod..
yes.. the world is too crowded
magkakasalubong pa rin ang nasa pagitan ng 4 na oras at milya milyang layo.
pero siguro ganun nga talaga..
maliit ang mundo.
you just have to be ready sa kung ano man ang pwede mong makita o makasalubong o makausap..
ang nakaraan ay pwede mong makita sa iyong harapan.
at hindi mo pwedeng pakiusapan na - "fate.. i'm tired.. stop playin pls.. wag na lang ako.."
haayy..mabuti na lang at wala akong ghost in the past at di katulad ng mga kaibigan ko sa mga teleserye na sina judai, caludine, angel, anne at bea. heheh
ok lang sa'kin kahit na sino pa sa nakaraan ang makasalamuha ko.. - ganun talaga eh.. hindi mu yun maiiwasan at mas lalong hindi mu yun mabubura o matatakbuhan..
u just have to be strong and ready sa mga pwedeng bumulaga sayo.. pero kung ang nakaraan sayo ay tapos na at natanggap mo na.. papanisin mu na to..
sasalubungin mo na lang ng matamis na ngiti ang nakaraan na nasa harapan mo. ;p
ang buhay ay parang teleserye lang...
mas malala kung magiging fantaserye diba?
matakot ka na pag sina dugong ang humahabol sayo.. hehhe ulit!
- inaatake lang ng gutom at inip ;)
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
FUBU?
Kim (my officemate) and I were talking about pinas, love, married life, having a baby, work, husbands.. etc.. Hanggang sa napunta ang usapan namin sa FUBU..ano daw yun?!
Tumanda ako na hindi ko alam ang FUBU? ahai.. nakakaawang bata.. tsktsktsk. ang alam ko brand to ng mga tshirts na sinusuot ng mga hip-hop samin. heheh yun lang at wala ng iba pa. Pagnaiisip ko yun naaawa ako sa sarili ko.. ba't kulang na kulang ang vocabulary ko..?! (pataymalisya)
So what is FubU? haha yun pala yun!
Nung feb narinig ko to sa isang tao... he's telling me that someone is proposing na maging magFUBU partners na lang sila - at least kahit FUBU partners na lang.
Naisip ko lang kung gaano talaga kalakas ang pag-ibig. iba't ibang sitwasyon.. iba't ibang level ng saya, lungkot at sakit.. Love can really push you to do things na kahit ikaw hindi mu na kayang i-explain. Yung tipong you'll do everything just to be with someone you love the most... Kahit na hindi na sya mahalin basta hayaan lang na mahalin sya ng taong mahal nya. Sa mga taong nagmamahal ng sobra - minsan ang mga bagay na mali ay nagiging tama. Dun ka kasi nagiging masaya.
Masaya magmahal.
Masarap magmahal.
Masakit magmahal.
Masakit magmahal ng taong hindi ka nman mahal.
Masakit magmahal ng taong hindi ka na mahal.
at masakit magmahal ng taong dati kang minahal. :(
Mabuti na lang ang taong mahal ko.. alam ko na mahal na mahal din ako.
Tumanda ako na hindi ko alam ang FUBU? ahai.. nakakaawang bata.. tsktsktsk. ang alam ko brand to ng mga tshirts na sinusuot ng mga hip-hop samin. heheh yun lang at wala ng iba pa. Pagnaiisip ko yun naaawa ako sa sarili ko.. ba't kulang na kulang ang vocabulary ko..?! (pataymalisya)
So what is FubU? haha yun pala yun!
Nung feb narinig ko to sa isang tao... he's telling me that someone is proposing na maging magFUBU partners na lang sila - at least kahit FUBU partners na lang.
Naisip ko lang kung gaano talaga kalakas ang pag-ibig. iba't ibang sitwasyon.. iba't ibang level ng saya, lungkot at sakit.. Love can really push you to do things na kahit ikaw hindi mu na kayang i-explain. Yung tipong you'll do everything just to be with someone you love the most... Kahit na hindi na sya mahalin basta hayaan lang na mahalin sya ng taong mahal nya. Sa mga taong nagmamahal ng sobra - minsan ang mga bagay na mali ay nagiging tama. Dun ka kasi nagiging masaya.
Masaya magmahal.
Masarap magmahal.
Masakit magmahal.
Masakit magmahal ng taong hindi ka nman mahal.
Masakit magmahal ng taong hindi ka na mahal.
at masakit magmahal ng taong dati kang minahal. :(
Mabuti na lang ang taong mahal ko.. alam ko na mahal na mahal din ako.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
am i bad?
i spoke to a friend the other day.
me: am i bad?
him: u are makin things difficult for her. baka pinahihirapan mu sya.
me: am i bad?
him: u are makin things difficult for her. baka pinahihirapan mu sya.
pangalumbaba
i'm not feelin well today.. wanna go home. dapat sana hindi na ko pumasok...
wala rin ako gana kumain.. mukhang naipasa ni hubby ang sakit nya sa'kin. nilalagnat na ata ako ngayon.. i can't even speak well - masakit ang throat ko. kumikirot din ang likod ko.. sumusumpong din yung rhinitis ko - need medication again. hhayyz.. ayoko ng nasal spray, eye drops and tablets.
i had very weird breakfast this morning :
chicharon + hot cappucinno. perfect combination!
kim brought sopas for our lunch.. un lang ang kinain namin.
- giniginaw habang nakapangalumbaba lang sa harap ng laptop. =(
Thursday, August 28, 2008
callin me Jen*
I got a call from Vivian this morning, Indian Sect from our other office.. at sa sobrang pagmamadali natawag nya kong:
"Hello Jena! .. sorry Jenny! "
hahha.. hindi ko maiwasang matawa... sa hindi ko malamang dahilan magkatunog ang pangalan namin at dulo lang ang pinagka-iba.
dati yun ang pang pikon sakin ni manong.. pero ngayon kahit anong gawin nya hindi na ko napipikon sa ganon!
wala lang.. hehhe *_^
"Hello Jena! .. sorry Jenny! "
hahha.. hindi ko maiwasang matawa... sa hindi ko malamang dahilan magkatunog ang pangalan namin at dulo lang ang pinagka-iba.
dati yun ang pang pikon sakin ni manong.. pero ngayon kahit anong gawin nya hindi na ko napipikon sa ganon!
wala lang.. hehhe *_^
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
partners and marriage
Advice for the married, planning to get married,single but not available, single and availableEduardo Calasanz was a student at the AteneoManila University , Philippines , where he hadFather Ferriols as professor. Father Ferriols, atthat time was the Philosophy department head.Currently he still teaches Philosophy for graduatestudents in Ateneo. Father Ferriols hasbeen very popular for his mind opening andenriching classes but was also notorious for thegrades he gives. Still people took his classes forthe learning and deep insight they take home withthem every day (if only they could do somethingabout the grades...)Anyway, come grade giving time, (Ateneo hasletter grading systems, the highest being an A,lowest at D, with F for flunk), Fr. Ferriols had thislong discussion with the registrar people becausehe wanted to give Calasanz an A+. Either that orhe doesn't teach at all...Calasanz got his A+.Read the paper below to find out why.------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- -
PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE
by Eduardo Jose E. Calasanz
I have never met a man who didn't want to beloved. But I have seldom met a man who didn't fearmarriage. Something about the closure seemsconstricting, not enabling. Marriage seems easierto understand for what it cuts out of our lives thanfor what it makes possible within our lives. When I was younger this fear immobilized me. Idid not want to make a mistake. I saw my friendsget married for reasons of social acceptability, orsexual fever, or just because they thought it wasthe logical thing to do. Then I watched, as theyand their partners became embittered and petty intheir dealings with each other. I looked at oldercouples and saw, at best, mutual tolerat ion ofeach other. I imagined a lifetime of loveless nightsand bickering and could not imagine subjectingmyself or someone else to such a fate.And yet, on rare occasions, I would see oldcouples who somehow seemed to glow in eachother's presence. They seemed really in love, notjust dependent upon each other and tolerant ofeach other's foibles. It was an astounding sight,and it seemed impossible. How, I asked myself,can they have survived so many years ofsameness, so much irritation at the other's habits?What keeps love alive in them, when most of usseem unable to even stay together, much less loveeach other? The central secret seems to be inchoosing well. There is something to the claim offundamental compatibility. Good people can createa bad relationship, even though they both dearlywant the relationship to succeed. It is important tofind someone with whom you can create a goodrelationship from the outset. Unfortunately, it ishard to see clearly in the early stages.Sexual hunger draws you to each other and colorsthe way you see yourselves together. It blinds youto the thousands of little things by whichrelationships eventually survive or fail. You need tofind a way to see beyond this initial overwhelmingsexual fascination. Some people choose to involvethemselves sexually and ride out the most heatedperiod of sexual attraction in order to see what ison the other side. This can work, but it can alsoleave a trail of wounded hearts. Others deny thesexual side altogether in an attempt to get to knoweach other apart from their sexuality. But theycannot see clearly, because the presence ofunfulfilled sexual desire looms so large that itkeeps them from having any normal perception ofwhat life would be like together. The truly luckypeople are the ones who manage to become long-time friends before they realize they are attractedto each other. They get to know each other'slaughs, passions, sadness, and fears. They seeeach other at their worst and at their best. Theyshare time together before they get swept into theentangling intimacy of their sexuality.This is the ideal, but not often possible. If you fallunder the spell of your sexual attractionimmediately, you need to look beyond it for otherkeys to compatibility. One of these is laughter.Laughter tells you how much you will enjoy eachother's company over the long term. If yourlaughter together is good and healthy, and not atthe expense of others, then you have a healthyrelationship to the world. Laughter is the child ofsurprise. If you can make each other laugh, youcan always surprise each other. And if you canalways surprise each other, you can always keepthe world around you new. Beware of a relationshipin which there is no laughter. Even the mostintimate relationships based only on seriousnesshave a tendency to turn sour. Over time, sharing acommon serious viewpoint on the world tends toturn you against those who do not share the sameviewpoint, and your relationship can become basedon being critical together.
After laughter, look for a partner who deals with theworld in a way you respect. When two people firstget together, they tend to see their relationship asexisting only in the space between the two ofthem. They find each other endlessly fascinating,and the overwhelming power of the emotions theyare sharing obscures the outside world. As therelationship ages and grows, the outside worldbecomes important again. If your partner treatspeople or circumstances in a way you can'taccept, you will inevitably come to grief. Look atthe way she cares for others and deals with thedaily affairs of life. If that makes you love hermore,your love will grow. If it does not, be careful . Ifyou do not respect the way you each deal with theworld around you, eventually the two of you will notrespect each other.
Look also at how your partner confronts themysteries of life. We live on the cusp of poetry andpracticality, and the real life of the heart residesinthe poetic. If one of you is deeply affected by themystery of the unseen in life and relationships,while the other is drawn only to the literal and thepractical, you must take care that the distancedoesnt become an unbridgeable gap that leavesyou each feeling isolated and misunderstood.
There are many other keys, but you must findthem by ourself. We all have unchangeable partsof our hearts that we will not betray and privatecommitments to a vision of life that we will notdeny. If you fall in love with someone who cannotnourish those inviolable parts of you, or if youcannot nourish them in her, you will find yourselvesgrowing further apart until you live in separateworlds where you share the business of life, butnever touch each other where the heart lives anddreams. From there it is only a small leap to thecataloging of petty hurts and daily failures thatleaves so many couples bitter and unsatisfied withtheir mates.
So choose carefully and well. If you do, you willhave chosen a partner with whom you can grow,and then the real miracle of marriage can takeplace in your hearts. I pick my words carefullywhen I speak of a miracle. But I think it is not toostrong a word. There is a miracle in marriage. It iscalled transformation. Transformation is one of themost common events of nature. The seedbecomes the flower. The cocoon becomes thebutterfly. Winter becomes spring and lovebecomes a child. We never question these,because we see them around us every day. To usthey are not miracles, though if we did not knowthem they would be impossible to believe.Marriage is a transformation we choose to make.Our love is planted like a seed, and in time itbegins to flower. We cannot know the flower thatwill blossom, but we can be sure that a bloom willcome. If you have chosen carefully and wisely, thebloom will be good. If you have chosen poorly or forthe wrong reason, the bloom will be flawed. We arequite willing to accept the reality of negativetransformation in a marriage. It was negativetransformation that always had me terrified of thebitter marriages that I feared when I was younger.It never occurred to me to question the darkmiracle that transformed love into harshness andbitterness. Yet I was unable to accept thepossibility that the first heat of love could betransformed into something positive that wasactually deeper and more meaningful than the heatof fresh passion. All I could believe in was thepower of this passion and the fear that when itcooled I would be left with something lesser andbitter. But there is positive transformation as well.Like negative transformation, it results from a slowaccretion of little things. But instead of death by athousand blows, it is growth by a thousandtouches of love. Two histories intermingle. Twoseparate beings, two separate presence, twoseparate consciousnesses come together andshare a view of life that passes before them. They remain separate, but they also become one. Thereis an expansion of awareness, not a closure and aconstriction, as I had once feared. This is not tosay that there is not tension and there are nottraps. Tension and traps are part of every choice oflife, from celibate to monogamous to havingmultiple lovers. Each choice contains within it thelingering doubt that the road not taken somehowmore fruitful and exciting, and each becomesdulled to the richness that it alone contains. Butonly marriage allows life to deepen and expandand be leavened by the knowledge that two havechosen, against all odds, to become one. Thosewho live together without marriage can know thepleasure of shared company, but there is aspecific gravity in the marriage commitment thatdeepens that experience into something richer andmore complex.
So do not fear marriage, just as you should notrush into it for the wrong reasons. It is an act offaith and it contains within it the power oftransformation.
If you believe in your heart that you have foundsomeone with whom you are able to grow, if youhave sufficient faith that you can resist the endlessattraction of the road not taken and the partner notchosen, if you have the strength of heart toembrace the cycles and seasons that your lovewill experience, then you may be ready to seekthe miracle that marriage offers. If not, then wait.The easy grace of a marriage well made is worthyour patience. When the time comes, a thousandflowers will bloom...endlessly.
PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE
by Eduardo Jose E. Calasanz
I have never met a man who didn't want to beloved. But I have seldom met a man who didn't fearmarriage. Something about the closure seemsconstricting, not enabling. Marriage seems easierto understand for what it cuts out of our lives thanfor what it makes possible within our lives. When I was younger this fear immobilized me. Idid not want to make a mistake. I saw my friendsget married for reasons of social acceptability, orsexual fever, or just because they thought it wasthe logical thing to do. Then I watched, as theyand their partners became embittered and petty intheir dealings with each other. I looked at oldercouples and saw, at best, mutual tolerat ion ofeach other. I imagined a lifetime of loveless nightsand bickering and could not imagine subjectingmyself or someone else to such a fate.And yet, on rare occasions, I would see oldcouples who somehow seemed to glow in eachother's presence. They seemed really in love, notjust dependent upon each other and tolerant ofeach other's foibles. It was an astounding sight,and it seemed impossible. How, I asked myself,can they have survived so many years ofsameness, so much irritation at the other's habits?What keeps love alive in them, when most of usseem unable to even stay together, much less loveeach other? The central secret seems to be inchoosing well. There is something to the claim offundamental compatibility. Good people can createa bad relationship, even though they both dearlywant the relationship to succeed. It is important tofind someone with whom you can create a goodrelationship from the outset. Unfortunately, it ishard to see clearly in the early stages.Sexual hunger draws you to each other and colorsthe way you see yourselves together. It blinds youto the thousands of little things by whichrelationships eventually survive or fail. You need tofind a way to see beyond this initial overwhelmingsexual fascination. Some people choose to involvethemselves sexually and ride out the most heatedperiod of sexual attraction in order to see what ison the other side. This can work, but it can alsoleave a trail of wounded hearts. Others deny thesexual side altogether in an attempt to get to knoweach other apart from their sexuality. But theycannot see clearly, because the presence ofunfulfilled sexual desire looms so large that itkeeps them from having any normal perception ofwhat life would be like together. The truly luckypeople are the ones who manage to become long-time friends before they realize they are attractedto each other. They get to know each other'slaughs, passions, sadness, and fears. They seeeach other at their worst and at their best. Theyshare time together before they get swept into theentangling intimacy of their sexuality.This is the ideal, but not often possible. If you fallunder the spell of your sexual attractionimmediately, you need to look beyond it for otherkeys to compatibility. One of these is laughter.Laughter tells you how much you will enjoy eachother's company over the long term. If yourlaughter together is good and healthy, and not atthe expense of others, then you have a healthyrelationship to the world. Laughter is the child ofsurprise. If you can make each other laugh, youcan always surprise each other. And if you canalways surprise each other, you can always keepthe world around you new. Beware of a relationshipin which there is no laughter. Even the mostintimate relationships based only on seriousnesshave a tendency to turn sour. Over time, sharing acommon serious viewpoint on the world tends toturn you against those who do not share the sameviewpoint, and your relationship can become basedon being critical together.
After laughter, look for a partner who deals with theworld in a way you respect. When two people firstget together, they tend to see their relationship asexisting only in the space between the two ofthem. They find each other endlessly fascinating,and the overwhelming power of the emotions theyare sharing obscures the outside world. As therelationship ages and grows, the outside worldbecomes important again. If your partner treatspeople or circumstances in a way you can'taccept, you will inevitably come to grief. Look atthe way she cares for others and deals with thedaily affairs of life. If that makes you love hermore,your love will grow. If it does not, be careful . Ifyou do not respect the way you each deal with theworld around you, eventually the two of you will notrespect each other.
Look also at how your partner confronts themysteries of life. We live on the cusp of poetry andpracticality, and the real life of the heart residesinthe poetic. If one of you is deeply affected by themystery of the unseen in life and relationships,while the other is drawn only to the literal and thepractical, you must take care that the distancedoesnt become an unbridgeable gap that leavesyou each feeling isolated and misunderstood.
There are many other keys, but you must findthem by ourself. We all have unchangeable partsof our hearts that we will not betray and privatecommitments to a vision of life that we will notdeny. If you fall in love with someone who cannotnourish those inviolable parts of you, or if youcannot nourish them in her, you will find yourselvesgrowing further apart until you live in separateworlds where you share the business of life, butnever touch each other where the heart lives anddreams. From there it is only a small leap to thecataloging of petty hurts and daily failures thatleaves so many couples bitter and unsatisfied withtheir mates.
So choose carefully and well. If you do, you willhave chosen a partner with whom you can grow,and then the real miracle of marriage can takeplace in your hearts. I pick my words carefullywhen I speak of a miracle. But I think it is not toostrong a word. There is a miracle in marriage. It iscalled transformation. Transformation is one of themost common events of nature. The seedbecomes the flower. The cocoon becomes thebutterfly. Winter becomes spring and lovebecomes a child. We never question these,because we see them around us every day. To usthey are not miracles, though if we did not knowthem they would be impossible to believe.Marriage is a transformation we choose to make.Our love is planted like a seed, and in time itbegins to flower. We cannot know the flower thatwill blossom, but we can be sure that a bloom willcome. If you have chosen carefully and wisely, thebloom will be good. If you have chosen poorly or forthe wrong reason, the bloom will be flawed. We arequite willing to accept the reality of negativetransformation in a marriage. It was negativetransformation that always had me terrified of thebitter marriages that I feared when I was younger.It never occurred to me to question the darkmiracle that transformed love into harshness andbitterness. Yet I was unable to accept thepossibility that the first heat of love could betransformed into something positive that wasactually deeper and more meaningful than the heatof fresh passion. All I could believe in was thepower of this passion and the fear that when itcooled I would be left with something lesser andbitter. But there is positive transformation as well.Like negative transformation, it results from a slowaccretion of little things. But instead of death by athousand blows, it is growth by a thousandtouches of love. Two histories intermingle. Twoseparate beings, two separate presence, twoseparate consciousnesses come together andshare a view of life that passes before them. They remain separate, but they also become one. Thereis an expansion of awareness, not a closure and aconstriction, as I had once feared. This is not tosay that there is not tension and there are nottraps. Tension and traps are part of every choice oflife, from celibate to monogamous to havingmultiple lovers. Each choice contains within it thelingering doubt that the road not taken somehowmore fruitful and exciting, and each becomesdulled to the richness that it alone contains. Butonly marriage allows life to deepen and expandand be leavened by the knowledge that two havechosen, against all odds, to become one. Thosewho live together without marriage can know thepleasure of shared company, but there is aspecific gravity in the marriage commitment thatdeepens that experience into something richer andmore complex.
So do not fear marriage, just as you should notrush into it for the wrong reasons. It is an act offaith and it contains within it the power oftransformation.
If you believe in your heart that you have foundsomeone with whom you are able to grow, if youhave sufficient faith that you can resist the endlessattraction of the road not taken and the partner notchosen, if you have the strength of heart toembrace the cycles and seasons that your lovewill experience, then you may be ready to seekthe miracle that marriage offers. If not, then wait.The easy grace of a marriage well made is worthyour patience. When the time comes, a thousandflowers will bloom...endlessly.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
lover or the love?
one good old friend asked me yesterday :
"should i blame love for feelin this way..
or should i blame the person for makin me feel this way.. "
im not sure why he asked such question..sabi nya gusto nya lang malaman kung anong isasagot ko.
then i said blame the person and not the love.. just like what this love song says:
it's the lover not the love who broke your heart last night.. right?
- parang sinabi ko na rin na "u should blame me kung nasaktan kita before.."
"should i blame love for feelin this way..
or should i blame the person for makin me feel this way.. "
im not sure why he asked such question..sabi nya gusto nya lang malaman kung anong isasagot ko.
then i said blame the person and not the love.. just like what this love song says:
it's the lover not the love who broke your heart last night.. right?
- parang sinabi ko na rin na "u should blame me kung nasaktan kita before.."
Monday, August 25, 2008
thursday and friday
thursday
after work, deretso agad sa mall of the emirates as hubby's waiting for me. g
usto daw nya ako i-date.. we had dinner at TGIF , mejo mahal nga lang pero masarap nman. . nakaraket kc sya that day so ok lang nman daw gumastos.
while eating, hubby brought up something about an email he received from an old friend that day... pinag-usapan nman namin nang maayos at katulad ng dati wala nmang problema. niloloko ko pa sya... oh ano nman kayang nireply mu dun? as always - he doesn't want to hurt that person.. hanggat maaari he'll be kind and gentle with his words that of course naiintindhan ko naman kung bakit.. we agreed into something - nag shake-hands pa kami as a sign na tapos na ang usapan na yun. hahah parang mga bata lang! ^_^
friday
late na nagising dahil puyat.. pumunta si hubby sa kanyang raket and then afterwards dumeretso ulit sa MOE. nagiging laman na ata kami ng mall na yun lately..
hehhe asus naglalambing at gusto na nman ako i-date. sweet as always.. :D at may request pa - isuot ko daw ang rubber shoes na gift nya sakin.. heheh! so i went to moe again wearin my new shoes.. at pagdating sa mall may surprised na nman sakin - he got new psp! ay naku may kalaban na nman ako.. namissed din daw nya yung paglalaro nung gadget na yun as binigay na namin sa pamangkin nya yung old psp nya. ej must be enjoying that stuff for sure... so ikot lang kami sa mall and as he promised - we watched mummy 3. enjoy! :D
at night - meron ulit kami pinagusapan.. after reading sumthing sa net di ko makalimutan na sinabi nya to :
"mahal.. ano daw yun? ano ba meaning nun? di ko nagets eh - english! sinabi ko ba yun?" hahah inbes na mainis ako natawa lang tuloy ako.
after work, deretso agad sa mall of the emirates as hubby's waiting for me. g
usto daw nya ako i-date.. we had dinner at TGIF , mejo mahal nga lang pero masarap nman. . nakaraket kc sya that day so ok lang nman daw gumastos.while eating, hubby brought up something about an email he received from an old friend that day... pinag-usapan nman namin nang maayos at katulad ng dati wala nmang problema. niloloko ko pa sya... oh ano nman kayang nireply mu dun? as always - he doesn't want to hurt that person.. hanggat maaari he'll be kind and gentle with his words that of course naiintindhan ko naman kung bakit.. we agreed into something - nag shake-hands pa kami as a sign na tapos na ang usapan na yun. hahah parang mga bata lang! ^_^
friday
late na nagising dahil puyat.. pumunta si hubby sa kanyang raket and then afterwards dumeretso ulit sa MOE. nagiging laman na ata kami ng mall na yun lately..
hehhe asus naglalambing at gusto na nman ako i-date. sweet as always.. :D at may request pa - isuot ko daw ang rubber shoes na gift nya sakin.. heheh! so i went to moe again wearin my new shoes.. at pagdating sa mall may surprised na nman sakin - he got new psp! ay naku may kalaban na nman ako.. namissed din daw nya yung paglalaro nung gadget na yun as binigay na namin sa pamangkin nya yung old psp nya. ej must be enjoying that stuff for sure... so ikot lang kami sa mall and as he promised - we watched mummy 3. enjoy! :Dat night - meron ulit kami pinagusapan.. after reading sumthing sa net di ko makalimutan na sinabi nya to :
"mahal.. ano daw yun? ano ba meaning nun? di ko nagets eh - english! sinabi ko ba yun?" hahah inbes na mainis ako natawa lang tuloy ako.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
isang paglalakbay ni mang roland
God is good.. all the time!
Bong David and Mang Roland : Isang pagtatagpo na nauwi sa happy ending!
Si mang roland ay isang candy and yosi vendor sa kalye ng Binondo. Dating driver ng taxi subalit sa kasamaang palad ay nabiktima ng mga holdaper. Ang peklat sa kanyang leeg ay tanda ng paglaban nya para maisalba ang kniyang buhay at kinita sa buong magdamag.
Nitong Aug 10, 2008 nang makita ni bong si mang roland na nagtitinda sa binondo... bumili sya ng kendi at sandaling nakipagkwentuhan dito. Dahil sa pagkahabag kay mang roland ay naisipan nyang isulat ang pagtatagpong ito sa knyang blog sa multiply.
Simple lang naman ang nabanggit na pangarap ni mang roland - ang gusto lang nya ay sana makauwi sya sa probinsya para makasama ang kanyang pamilya na matagal na nyang hindi nakikita at nang sa ganun din nman ay makapagsimula sila ng panibagong buhay. Dahil sa mabuting hangarin ni Bong ay may mga taong nais na tumulong.. dininig ng Diyos ang kanyang panalangin na matulungan si mang roland na makabili ng tiket pauwi ng Roxas City.
Isang pinay na nagtratrabaho sa DUbai ang nakabasa at nagpadala ng 1,000 pesos na sapat na pambili ng ticket at isa nmang kabayan sa USA ang nagpadala ng 400 pesos para sa pocket money ni mang roland. August 21, 2008 ilang araw lang nag nakakalipas ay nakabili na ng ticket si mang roland at sa wakas ay makakasama na nya ang kanyang pamilya. hindi daw nya lubos akalain na may tutulong nga talga sa kanya na makauwi sa probinsya. :)
Happy ending diba? It's good to see people who will remind us na hindi nman nawawala ang kabutihan sa mundo. Madami pa rin ang natitirang tao na handang tumulong sa kapwa na walang inaantay na kapalit. Sana maging inspirasyon sa lahat ang kwentong ito.
Ngayon, malang ay masaya na si mang roland sa piling ng knyang asawa at mga anak... at katulad ng bilin ng isa sa mga tumulong sa kanya na sana " IPASA NYA SA IBA ANG KABUTIHANG NATANGGAP NYA SA KAHIT NA ANONG URI NG PARAAN.." ay wag nyang kalilimutan... at sigurado ako na ang mga taong tumulong sa kanya ay lubos din ngayon ang kanilang kasiyahan. Salamat sayo kuya Bong sa pagiging isang instrumento. Saludo po ako sayo.
God is good.. all the time!!!
Eto po ang buong kwento from kuya bong's multiply site: http://davzon.multiply.com/journal
Pasado alas otso ng dumating ako sa Binondo, hindi pa ko pumapara natanaw ko na si 'mang Roland' sa lugar na una namin pinag kakitaan . nang matanaw n'ya ko tumayo 
agad s'ya malayo pa napansin ko na masaya si mang Roland...(noong una ko siyang nakaharap kahit isang sigundo hindi ko siya nakitang ngumiti e);sinalubong nya ko na parang nahihiya sya...'ano mang Roland gusto mo na ba umuwi talaga?'tanong ko, kumamot siya sa ulo na nakangiti pa rin 'oo sana' sagot ni mang Roland.'gusto ko kasing subukin muna s'ya.' 'antay antay muna tayo kulang pa kasi pera natin,me inaantay pa kong text.'naupo muna kami sabi ko; asan yun paninda mo? 'hindi na ko bumili kahapon pa ng paninda baka kako kasi makauwi na ko ngayon' napansin ko rin na me dala syang maliit na plastic bag siguro me laman na dalawang pirasong t-shirt .tinanong ko kung nag almusal na siya ngumiti lang , binigyan ko ng pera, sabi ko kumain ka muna. pero binalik n'ya yun iba sabi pang kape lang daw ok na, sabi ko magkanin ka na,'kape't tinapay na lang' tanggi n'ya. marami siyang na kwento sa kin habang nagka-kape si mang Roland, itinuro di n nya yun isang mamang malapit sa min ingat daw ako do'n kasi isnatcher saka holdaper.itinuro din n'ya yun isang vendor na me ma
lungkot din na istorya; marami pa s'yang naikwento...ilang politiko na nangako sa kanya na pauuwin sya sa probinsya,kotong cops,mabait na cops..tapos sabi n'ya, 'magkano ba kulang?gustong gusto ko na kasing umuwi.' tumingin ako sa kanya 'tayo na' sabi ko.'ikaw' sabi n'ya(lalong ngumiti).tumayo ako at inabot ko sa kanya ang ilang pirasong damit na dala ko na naka paper bag.'maaga pa kasi kanina maiinip lang tayo do'n sabi ko.pinadala ko na sa kanya yun paper bag sabi ko isama narin n'ya yun dala n'ya ang bilis lumakad ni mang Roland... sa bandang divisoria kami dumaan me shortcut daw don sabi n'ya . nang mapadaan kami sa nag titinda ng mansanas huminto siya 'bili ko lang dalawang pirasong mansanas anak ko' sabi nya . sa isip-isip ko 'mang Roland wag mo kong paiyakin mababa ang luha ko! 'e itong pera bili mo na rin na ilang pirasong damit ang mga anak mo me nag papabigay nyan sa inyo' 'hindi ko alam kung gaano na kalaki ang mga bata kapapanganak lang ng bunso ko na huli ko s'yang nakita,tatlong taon na" 'ilang pirasong mansanas dalawang mumurahin manyika sa bangketa at isang latang biscuit ang pasalubong ni mang Roland sa pamilya.'at hiniling ni mang Roland na me gusto muna s'yang daanan na tao; magpapaalam lang daw sya...isang matandang babae na me karinderya ang pinuntahan namin.'ano uuwi ka na ba, tuloy ba, nakita mo ba yun kausap mo?' sunod-sunod na tanong ng matanda.'sya po yun kausap ko' tiningnan ako ng matanda at sabi 'mabait na bata yan.'ngumiti na lang ako... tumuloy na kami sa paglakad halos patakbo na sa bilis ang mga habang namin nasa hulihan lang ako; at nang sasakay na kami sa dyip nag ring ang cell phone ko 'hello oo ako nga aaa...talaga thank you very much miss pakisabi sa Boss mo salamat ee-mail ko rin si kabayan para mag pasalamat.'isang kababayan natin na nasa amerika ang nag padala pang pocket money ke mang Roland ng PHP400 ! thru RCIP. una galing Dubai sa isang pinay na ayaw din pabanggit pangalan na sumagot ng pasahe ni mang Roland! pag dating namin pinapila ko agad si mang Roland napansin ko na nanginginig pa ang kamay nya habang nag fill-up ng form.pasado alas onse na yon naupo muna kami ni mang Roland."ikaw na ang bahalang mag pasalamat sa kanila brod sabihin mo maagang pamasko to sa min ng pamilya ko."medyo na mumula ang mata ni mang Roland habang sinasabi nya sa kin'hindi naman sila naghahanap ng kapalit ang sabi lang nung nagbigay ng pambili ng ticket na ipagsabi nyo raw na "ME MABABAIT PANG TAO SA MUNDO NA HANDANG TUMULONG SA KAPWA" sabi pa nya 'hindi raw sya makapaniwalang ganoon kabilis ang pangyayari dahil nagsawa na raw siya sa pangako.'ang totoo daw noung una ko raw sya nakausap hindi naman daw s'ya umasa.pero nun bumalik daw ako at sinabi kong me kababayan gustong tumulong sa kanya hindi na raw sya nag kakatulog.alas dose medya ng tanghali pinasakay na sa barko si mang Roland kasama ang ilang pasahero...nakita ko ang masaya at maaliwalas na mukha ni mang Roland, sabik na sabik sa pamilya.medyo naging emosyonal pa nga siya ng pasakay na, biniro ko lang; "sakay na mang Roland pag naiwan ka n'ya mahaba-habang languyan yan" tumalikod na ko palabas ng pier,'super init'pero masaya ako para ke mang Roland at sa dalawa natin kababayan... na tahimik lang sakanilang pag tulong sa kapwa... pag palain kayo ng DIYOS; sana sa lahi n'yo manggaling ang mga susunod na mamumuno sa atin bansa SALAMAT !
agad s'ya malayo pa napansin ko na masaya si mang Roland...(noong una ko siyang nakaharap kahit isang sigundo hindi ko siya nakitang ngumiti e);sinalubong nya ko na parang nahihiya sya...'ano mang Roland gusto mo na ba umuwi talaga?'tanong ko, kumamot siya sa ulo na nakangiti pa rin 'oo sana' sagot ni mang Roland.'gusto ko kasing subukin muna s'ya.' 'antay antay muna tayo kulang pa kasi pera natin,me inaantay pa kong text.'naupo muna kami sabi ko; asan yun paninda mo? 'hindi na ko bumili kahapon pa ng paninda baka kako kasi makauwi na ko ngayon' napansin ko rin na me dala syang maliit na plastic bag siguro me laman na dalawang pirasong t-shirt .tinanong ko kung nag almusal na siya ngumiti lang , binigyan ko ng pera, sabi ko kumain ka muna. pero binalik n'ya yun iba sabi pang kape lang daw ok na, sabi ko magkanin ka na,'kape't tinapay na lang' tanggi n'ya. marami siyang na kwento sa kin habang nagka-kape si mang Roland, itinuro di n nya yun isang mamang malapit sa min ingat daw ako do'n kasi isnatcher saka holdaper.itinuro din n'ya yun isang vendor na me ma
lungkot din na istorya; marami pa s'yang naikwento...ilang politiko na nangako sa kanya na pauuwin sya sa probinsya,kotong cops,mabait na cops..tapos sabi n'ya, 'magkano ba kulang?gustong gusto ko na kasing umuwi.' tumingin ako sa kanya 'tayo na' sabi ko.'ikaw' sabi n'ya(lalong ngumiti).tumayo ako at inabot ko sa kanya ang ilang pirasong damit na dala ko na naka paper bag.'maaga pa kasi kanina maiinip lang tayo do'n sabi ko.pinadala ko na sa kanya yun paper bag sabi ko isama narin n'ya yun dala n'ya ang bilis lumakad ni mang Roland... sa bandang divisoria kami dumaan me shortcut daw don sabi n'ya . nang mapadaan kami sa nag titinda ng mansanas huminto siya 'bili ko lang dalawang pirasong mansanas anak ko' sabi nya . sa isip-isip ko 'mang Roland wag mo kong paiyakin mababa ang luha ko! 'e itong pera bili mo na rin na ilang pirasong damit ang mga anak mo me nag papabigay nyan sa inyo' 'hindi ko alam kung gaano na kalaki ang mga bata kapapanganak lang ng bunso ko na huli ko s'yang nakita,tatlong taon na" 'ilang pirasong mansanas dalawang mumurahin manyika sa bangketa at isang latang biscuit ang pasalubong ni mang Roland sa pamilya.'at hiniling ni mang Roland na me gusto muna s'yang daanan na tao; magpapaalam lang daw sya...isang matandang babae na me karinderya ang pinuntahan namin.'ano uuwi ka na ba, tuloy ba, nakita mo ba yun kausap mo?' sunod-sunod na tanong ng matanda.'sya po yun kausap ko' tiningnan ako ng matanda at sabi 'mabait na bata yan.'ngumiti na lang ako... tumuloy na kami sa paglakad halos patakbo na sa bilis ang mga habang namin nasa hulihan lang ako; at nang sasakay na kami sa dyip nag ring ang cell phone ko 'hello oo ako nga aaa...talaga thank you very much miss pakisabi sa Boss mo salamat ee-mail ko rin si kabayan para mag pasalamat.'isang kababayan natin na nasa amerika ang nag padala pang pocket money ke mang Roland ng PHP400 ! thru RCIP. una galing Dubai sa isang pinay na ayaw din pabanggit pangalan na sumagot ng pasahe ni mang Roland! pag dating namin pinapila ko agad si mang Roland napansin ko na nanginginig pa ang kamay nya habang nag fill-up ng form.pasado alas onse na yon naupo muna kami ni mang Roland."ikaw na ang bahalang mag pasalamat sa kanila brod sabihin mo maagang pamasko to sa min ng pamilya ko."medyo na mumula ang mata ni mang Roland habang sinasabi nya sa kin'hindi naman sila naghahanap ng kapalit ang sabi lang nung nagbigay ng pambili ng ticket na ipagsabi nyo raw na "ME MABABAIT PANG TAO SA MUNDO NA HANDANG TUMULONG SA KAPWA" sabi pa nya 'hindi raw sya makapaniwalang ganoon kabilis ang pangyayari dahil nagsawa na raw siya sa pangako.'ang totoo daw noung una ko raw sya nakausap hindi naman daw s'ya umasa.pero nun bumalik daw ako at sinabi kong me kababayan gustong tumulong sa kanya hindi na raw sya nag kakatulog.alas dose medya ng tanghali pinasakay na sa barko si mang Roland kasama ang ilang pasahero...nakita ko ang masaya at maaliwalas na mukha ni mang Roland, sabik na sabik sa pamilya.medyo naging emosyonal pa nga siya ng pasakay na, biniro ko lang; "sakay na mang Roland pag naiwan ka n'ya mahaba-habang languyan yan" tumalikod na ko palabas ng pier,'super init'pero masaya ako para ke mang Roland at sa dalawa natin kababayan... na tahimik lang sakanilang pag tulong sa kapwa... pag palain kayo ng DIYOS; sana sa lahi n'yo manggaling ang mga susunod na mamumuno sa atin bansa SALAMAT !Thursday, August 21, 2008
game over
on my way to office - bigla na lang akong nagdecide na magsubmit ng resignation letter. As soon as i reached the reception sinimulan ko na magpaliwanag kay kim na gusto ko na talgang magresign... then i started doin the letters para mabigay ko na kagad.
like what i expected - kinausap nila akong lahat. mula kay Ams, Big boss, admin Manager and of course ng HR Manager.
same questions - why?
bakit nga ba? basta ayoko na! unfortunately para nmang nahimasmasan ako - ba't nga ba ako nagmamadaling umalis sa company na yuneh wala pa nman akong malilipatan. isa pa i need my free round trip ticket on may para sa church wedding namin.
ang ending - napunta lang sa trash can ang resignation letters ko. :) kelangan ko pa talagang magtiis at magtiis.. :(
* mabuti na lang may date kami ni manong after ng isang "question and answer " day ko.
like what i expected - kinausap nila akong lahat. mula kay Ams, Big boss, admin Manager and of course ng HR Manager.
same questions - why?
bakit nga ba? basta ayoko na! unfortunately para nmang nahimasmasan ako - ba't nga ba ako nagmamadaling umalis sa company na yuneh wala pa nman akong malilipatan. isa pa i need my free round trip ticket on may para sa church wedding namin.
ang ending - napunta lang sa trash can ang resignation letters ko. :) kelangan ko pa talagang magtiis at magtiis.. :(
* mabuti na lang may date kami ni manong after ng isang "question and answer " day ko.
what a wonderful world
nakakalungkot makita ang mga inosenteng sibilyan na nabibiktima ng kaguluhan sa mindanao. naiiyak ako pag pinapanood ko yung news.. wala bang superhero na pwedeng sumagip sa kanila at pulbusin ang mga walang pusong MILF? while watching the news on tv, i silently talked to Papa God na sana iligtas nya ang mga inosenteng tao sa mindanao at sana matapos na ang kaguluhan.
sana wala ng baril na puputok...naaawa ako sa mga batang nabibingi sa sunodsunod na pagputok ng baril. sana wala ng tatakbo.. sana wala ng manghahabol...
pero sa kabila ng kaguluhan - naniniwala pa rin ako na in time magiging maayos ang lahat.
nakakatuwa nman habang nilulunod ang utak ko ng lungkot dahil sa mga kaguluhan na 'to tila ata kinakausap ako nung nasa taas at sinasabi sakin na maganda pa rin ang mundo..
I see trees of green........ red roses too
I see em bloom..... for me and for you
And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.
I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.
The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
Are also on the faces.....of people ..going byI
see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do
Theyre really sayin......i love you.
I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
Theyll learn much more.....than Ill never know
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
may masama ba sa pagiging mukhang katulong?
May dinalaw akong isang blog kaninang umaga...on her latest entry i was disturbed by her words describing these "mukhang katulong daw" na mga tao. oh well.. i dunno why some are so mean to describe other people like that.. how would you know if they are cheap? huh?!
nakakalungkot isipin na may mga tao na ayaw mahalo sa mga hindi masyadong kagandahan na mga nilalang. may kasalanan ba sila kung hindi sila kasing porma ng iba dyan? and so what kung day-off nila? funny ba yun? they also have the right to enjoy kung kelan at saan man nila gusto. baka hindi nya alam.. some of those mukhang katulong ay higit pa sa kaniya. tsk..tsk.. kailangan talga marunong tayo tumingin muna sa salamin. napaisip din ako.. hindi nman sya kagandahan.. i dunno kung saan nya nakukuha ang lakas ng loob para makapanlait sa ibang tao. Ayoko na lang din isipin kung ano ang mga adjectives na ginagamit nya everytime nakakakita sya ng mga street children o sa mga nakatira sa squatter's area o sa mga pulubi sa kalye.
oh well, minsan na ko nabiktima ng ganyan - once upon a time someone told me " mukha kang minaltratong chakang DH sa Dubai..na tagalinis ng inidoro sa kubeta. " That person might be so rude to say that but her words did not even hurt me at all. I can't see anything wrong being a DH.. hindi nya siguro alam ang hirap ng isang domestec helper o ng mga tagalinis ng inidoro.
i know blog nya yun.. and she has all the right to write kung ano mang ang gusto nyang isulat. I just can't help to react and feel sad.. na may mga taong katulad nya.
sensya na kayo. mukha kasi akong "minaltratong DH na tagalinis ng inidoro sa dubai..pisawt"
nakakalungkot isipin na may mga tao na ayaw mahalo sa mga hindi masyadong kagandahan na mga nilalang. may kasalanan ba sila kung hindi sila kasing porma ng iba dyan? and so what kung day-off nila? funny ba yun? they also have the right to enjoy kung kelan at saan man nila gusto. baka hindi nya alam.. some of those mukhang katulong ay higit pa sa kaniya. tsk..tsk.. kailangan talga marunong tayo tumingin muna sa salamin. napaisip din ako.. hindi nman sya kagandahan.. i dunno kung saan nya nakukuha ang lakas ng loob para makapanlait sa ibang tao. Ayoko na lang din isipin kung ano ang mga adjectives na ginagamit nya everytime nakakakita sya ng mga street children o sa mga nakatira sa squatter's area o sa mga pulubi sa kalye.
oh well, minsan na ko nabiktima ng ganyan - once upon a time someone told me " mukha kang minaltratong chakang DH sa Dubai..na tagalinis ng inidoro sa kubeta. " That person might be so rude to say that but her words did not even hurt me at all. I can't see anything wrong being a DH.. hindi nya siguro alam ang hirap ng isang domestec helper o ng mga tagalinis ng inidoro.
i know blog nya yun.. and she has all the right to write kung ano mang ang gusto nyang isulat. I just can't help to react and feel sad.. na may mga taong katulad nya.
sensya na kayo. mukha kasi akong "minaltratong DH na tagalinis ng inidoro sa dubai..pisawt"
Sunday, August 17, 2008
10th monthsary
it's our 10th monthsary.. parang kelan lang.. 10 months na rin pala ang nakakaraan.
i woke up with a warm embrace and a kiss.
- and that makes our day special. :)
i'm gonna see him later..
looking forward for a wonderful evening with him.
i woke up with a warm embrace and a kiss.
- and that makes our day special. :)
i'm gonna see him later..
looking forward for a wonderful evening with him.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
interesting
nakakatuwa... nagpapalitan kami ng opinyon ni hubby sa multiply. kung mababasa mu mukha lang kaming nagaaway. funny in a way..
nice as nagkakaron ako ng mga bagong kakilala sa net.. you get to read different stories form different type of people. there is this lady, kutchienta.. na nakakapalitan ko ng messages.. nice kc i've been reading her blog for quite a long time now. i just can't remember when and how it started.. i think she's a friend of those artists in my multiply account. interesting blog..interesting woman. :)
gracey.. nice name too.. :D
nice as nagkakaron ako ng mga bagong kakilala sa net.. you get to read different stories form different type of people. there is this lady, kutchienta.. na nakakapalitan ko ng messages.. nice kc i've been reading her blog for quite a long time now. i just can't remember when and how it started.. i think she's a friend of those artists in my multiply account. interesting blog..interesting woman. :)
gracey.. nice name too.. :D
50 Facts about the Phils- disagree?!
I got this from one forum:
50 Facts about the Philippines Dapat ba akong magalit sa kanya (to the person who sent the poster this list) sa pagsampal sa akin sa katotohanan? That Philippines is...
50. Where the most happening places are not where the party is. Instead it is where the gang wars happen, where women strip and where the people overthrow a president.
49. Where even doctors, lawyers and engineers are unemployed.
48. Where everyone has his personal ghost story and superstition
47. Where mountains like Makiling and Banahaw are considered holy places.
46. Where everything can be forged.
45. Where school is considered the second home and the mall considered the third. 44. Where Starbucks coffee is more expensive than gas.
43. Where every street has a basketball court and every town only has one public school.42. Where all kinds of animals are edible.
41. Where people speak all kinds of languages, and still call it Tagalog and where it is fast becoming unfashionable to speak English/Spanish.
40. Where students pay more money than they will earn afterwards.
39. Where call-center employees earn more money than teachers and nurses, where doctors study to become nurses for employment abroad.
38. Where driving 4 kms can take as much as four hours.
37. Where flyovers bring you from the freeway to the side streets. 36. Where the tourist spots are where Filipinos do not (or cannot) go.
35. Where the personal computer is mainly used for games and Friendster. 34. Where all 13-year-olds are alcoholic.
33. Where colonial mentality is dishonestly denied!
32. Where 4 a.m. is not even considered bedtime yet.
31. Where people can pay to defy the law.
30. Where everything and everyone is spoofed.
29. Where even the poverty-stricken get to wear Ralph Lauren and Tommy Hilfiger (peke)!
28. Where the honking of car horns is a way of life. 27. Where being called a bum is never offensive.
26. Where floodwaters take up more than 90 percent of the streets during the rainy season.
25. Where everyone has a relative abroad who keeps them alive.
24. Where crossing the street involves running for your dear life.
23. Where wearing your national colors makes you baduy.
22. Where billi@rds is a sport, and darts is a bar game.
21. Where even the poverty-stricken have the latest cell phones. (GSM-galing sa magnanakaw)
20. Where insurance does not work.
19. Where water can only be classified as tap and dirty - clean water is for sale (35 pesos per 5-gallon).
18. Where the church governs the people (owwss!!!) and where the government makes the people pray for miracles. (Amen to that!)
17. Where University of the Philippines is where all the weird people go. Ateneo is where all the nerds go. La Salle is where all the Chinese go. Colleger of Saint Benilde is where all the stupid Chinese go, and University of Asia and the Pacific is where all the irrelevantly rich people go.
16. Where fast food is a diet meal.
15. Where traffic signs are merely suggestions, not regulations.
14. Where all the trees in the city are below six feet.
13. Where being held up is normal. It happens to everyone.
12. Where kids dream of becoming pilots, doctors and basketball players.
11. Where rodents are normal house pets.
10. Where the definition of traffic is the "non-movement" of vehicles.
9. Where the fighter planes of the 1940s are used for military engagements, and the new fighter planes are displayed in museums.
8. Where Nora Aunor is an acclaimed actress and Boy Abunda is the best talk show host, where the population knows more their showbiz stars better than their national heroes and past presidents, knows more of showbiz gossips than their national history and current events.
7. Where cigarettes and alcohol are a necessity, and where the lottery is a commodity.
6. Where soap operas tell the realities of life and where the news provides the drama.
5. Where actors make the rules and where politicians provide the entertainment.
4. Where finding a deer on the road will be a phenomenon.
3. Where people can get away with stealing trillions of pesos, but not for a thousand.
2. Where being an hour late is still considered punctual. (Grabe talaga 'to!)
1. Where the squatters have more to complain (even if they do not pay their tax) ---- than those employed and have their tax automatically deducted from their salaries. and finally..... .
0. Where everyone wants to leave the country!
* I'm not sure if Pinoy or Half pinoy half Canadian ang nagsulat nito - and i can't understand kung bakit negative lang isinulat niya bout my native land.
SA KABILA NG LAHAT NG MGA ISINULAT NYA... PROUD PA RIN AKO NA PINOY AKO AT NAKATIRA AKO SA PILIPINAS. kung maglalahad ako ng mga positibo tungkol sa pinas nakakasigurado ako na hindi lang 50 ang maisusulat ko. hindi lang nman yan only in the philippines, diba?
pinoy ako.. may reklamo?!
50 Facts about the Philippines Dapat ba akong magalit sa kanya (to the person who sent the poster this list) sa pagsampal sa akin sa katotohanan? That Philippines is...
50. Where the most happening places are not where the party is. Instead it is where the gang wars happen, where women strip and where the people overthrow a president.
49. Where even doctors, lawyers and engineers are unemployed.
48. Where everyone has his personal ghost story and superstition
47. Where mountains like Makiling and Banahaw are considered holy places.
46. Where everything can be forged.
45. Where school is considered the second home and the mall considered the third. 44. Where Starbucks coffee is more expensive than gas.
43. Where every street has a basketball court and every town only has one public school.42. Where all kinds of animals are edible.
41. Where people speak all kinds of languages, and still call it Tagalog and where it is fast becoming unfashionable to speak English/Spanish.
40. Where students pay more money than they will earn afterwards.
39. Where call-center employees earn more money than teachers and nurses, where doctors study to become nurses for employment abroad.
38. Where driving 4 kms can take as much as four hours.
37. Where flyovers bring you from the freeway to the side streets. 36. Where the tourist spots are where Filipinos do not (or cannot) go.
35. Where the personal computer is mainly used for games and Friendster. 34. Where all 13-year-olds are alcoholic.
33. Where colonial mentality is dishonestly denied!
32. Where 4 a.m. is not even considered bedtime yet.
31. Where people can pay to defy the law.
30. Where everything and everyone is spoofed.
29. Where even the poverty-stricken get to wear Ralph Lauren and Tommy Hilfiger (peke)!
28. Where the honking of car horns is a way of life. 27. Where being called a bum is never offensive.
26. Where floodwaters take up more than 90 percent of the streets during the rainy season.
25. Where everyone has a relative abroad who keeps them alive.
24. Where crossing the street involves running for your dear life.
23. Where wearing your national colors makes you baduy.
22. Where billi@rds is a sport, and darts is a bar game.
21. Where even the poverty-stricken have the latest cell phones. (GSM-galing sa magnanakaw)
20. Where insurance does not work.
19. Where water can only be classified as tap and dirty - clean water is for sale (35 pesos per 5-gallon).
18. Where the church governs the people (owwss!!!) and where the government makes the people pray for miracles. (Amen to that!)
17. Where University of the Philippines is where all the weird people go. Ateneo is where all the nerds go. La Salle is where all the Chinese go. Colleger of Saint Benilde is where all the stupid Chinese go, and University of Asia and the Pacific is where all the irrelevantly rich people go.
16. Where fast food is a diet meal.
15. Where traffic signs are merely suggestions, not regulations.
14. Where all the trees in the city are below six feet.
13. Where being held up is normal. It happens to everyone.
12. Where kids dream of becoming pilots, doctors and basketball players.
11. Where rodents are normal house pets.
10. Where the definition of traffic is the "non-movement" of vehicles.
9. Where the fighter planes of the 1940s are used for military engagements, and the new fighter planes are displayed in museums.
8. Where Nora Aunor is an acclaimed actress and Boy Abunda is the best talk show host, where the population knows more their showbiz stars better than their national heroes and past presidents, knows more of showbiz gossips than their national history and current events.
7. Where cigarettes and alcohol are a necessity, and where the lottery is a commodity.
6. Where soap operas tell the realities of life and where the news provides the drama.
5. Where actors make the rules and where politicians provide the entertainment.
4. Where finding a deer on the road will be a phenomenon.
3. Where people can get away with stealing trillions of pesos, but not for a thousand.
2. Where being an hour late is still considered punctual. (Grabe talaga 'to!)
1. Where the squatters have more to complain (even if they do not pay their tax) ---- than those employed and have their tax automatically deducted from their salaries. and finally..... .
0. Where everyone wants to leave the country!
* I'm not sure if Pinoy or Half pinoy half Canadian ang nagsulat nito - and i can't understand kung bakit negative lang isinulat niya bout my native land.
SA KABILA NG LAHAT NG MGA ISINULAT NYA... PROUD PA RIN AKO NA PINOY AKO AT NAKATIRA AKO SA PILIPINAS. kung maglalahad ako ng mga positibo tungkol sa pinas nakakasigurado ako na hindi lang 50 ang maisusulat ko. hindi lang nman yan only in the philippines, diba?
pinoy ako.. may reklamo?!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
moon river
feelin like i'm not here...
inaanod ako ng isang panaginip patungo sa kung saan..
and this song keeps playin on my mind.
inaanod ako ng isang panaginip patungo sa kung saan..
and this song keeps playin on my mind.
Moon river wider than a mile
Im crossing you in style someday
You dream maker, you heartbreaker
Wherever youre going Im going your way
Two drifters off to see the world
Theres such a lot of world to see
Were after the same rainbows end
Waiting round the band
My huckleberry friend, moon river
And me
Monday, August 11, 2008
_dream night_
Wishin I’m in a place like this with someone so dear to me. Just the two of us.. under the moonlight..facing the beach.. or kahit nasa disyerto lang.. we’ll just enjoy our night together.. walang iniisip na problema…mangangarap sa harap ng bonfire habang nagiihaw ng marshmallows.. plus cold ice beer on the side. Magplaplano para sa future..para sa church wedding, magplaplano ng design ng dream house.... magiisip ng mga pwedeng names sa mga future babies..at kung anu ano pa..kelan kaya?!
so happy for you
wow..
good news.. that you look ok.. and that you are really ok. it's good that you're havin fun with your friends..
and now you got a new inspiration..
it's not my business to know but i just can't help to check about you. i'm so happy to see that smile on your face..
masaya ako para sayo. *_^
good news.. that you look ok.. and that you are really ok. it's good that you're havin fun with your friends..
and now you got a new inspiration..
it's not my business to know but i just can't help to check about you. i'm so happy to see that smile on your face..
masaya ako para sayo. *_^
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
for his X
When I first read your email.. honestly I really don’t know what to feel. When you said you are forgiving us.. napaisip ako – may kasalanan ba ko sayo?
Was it my fault that he left you? may kasalanan ba ko when we fell in luv? Kasalanan ko rin ba when he finally marry me?
i know you’ve been through a lot.. and you hate me so bad. God knows how I want you to be ok.. that soon you’ll get over all the pain that you feel… i have waited for the time na sasabihin mu samin na ok ka na..
and now.. finally you said you’re healed and that you are forgiving us.. hindi ko nman alam kung anong dapat ko’ng maramdaman.. isn't it ironic?
Kung may kasalanan man ako sayo o wala.. I don’t care anymore.. masaya na ko na you're doin good at ok na lahat.
Now, all I want is for us to go on with our separate lives..
You’ll have your life without him..
And we can have our life now without thinking of you. There are times na pinaguusapan ka namin.. at lague nmin sinasabi na hopefully in time you'll be allright... :D
by the way, thank you.. for making our relationship stronger & for making me love him more.
Was it my fault that he left you? may kasalanan ba ko when we fell in luv? Kasalanan ko rin ba when he finally marry me?
i know you’ve been through a lot.. and you hate me so bad. God knows how I want you to be ok.. that soon you’ll get over all the pain that you feel… i have waited for the time na sasabihin mu samin na ok ka na..
and now.. finally you said you’re healed and that you are forgiving us.. hindi ko nman alam kung anong dapat ko’ng maramdaman.. isn't it ironic?
Kung may kasalanan man ako sayo o wala.. I don’t care anymore.. masaya na ko na you're doin good at ok na lahat.
Now, all I want is for us to go on with our separate lives..
You’ll have your life without him..
And we can have our life now without thinking of you. There are times na pinaguusapan ka namin.. at lague nmin sinasabi na hopefully in time you'll be allright... :D
by the way, thank you.. for making our relationship stronger & for making me love him more.
Earthquake sa Dubai
Bagong salta sa Dubai.
Nangangapa. Nagmamasid. Naiinip. Wala naman talagang magawa kundi mag-isip. Magplano.. at magplano.. at pagkatapos matulog.
….nang matulog.
At sobrang himbing ako nang una kong maexperienced ang “earthquake sa Dubai”.
Nakakatakot. Ang akala ko nananaginip lang ako… pero totoong lumilindol.
Ba’t hindi sila nagigising? Naisip ko ang malas ko, 1 week pa lang ako dito naranasan ko na ang lindol..
Nakiramdam ako..gusto kong sumigaw at manggising..
….pero bakit parang ang higaan ko lang ang gumagalaw?
Nang huminto na ang pagduyan ng higaan ko tska ko lang narealized…
- nakahiga ako sa double deck at may couple sa ilalim ko.
- Ibig sabihin walang lindol…ahai..
Hanggang sa nakasanayan ko na rin ang bawat paggalaw ng aking higaan at ang sounds ng paglangitngit ng double deck sa madaling araw..
Ok lang yun… masisisi ko ban man sila eh natural lang nman yun? Pwede ko ban man ba silang sitahin ng :
“Mga ate at kuya.. bukas na lang po kayo mag-ano.. nagigising ako.. “
Haha.. buhay Dubai nga naman..
Nangangapa. Nagmamasid. Naiinip. Wala naman talagang magawa kundi mag-isip. Magplano.. at magplano.. at pagkatapos matulog.
….nang matulog.
At sobrang himbing ako nang una kong maexperienced ang “earthquake sa Dubai”.
Nakakatakot. Ang akala ko nananaginip lang ako… pero totoong lumilindol.
Ba’t hindi sila nagigising? Naisip ko ang malas ko, 1 week pa lang ako dito naranasan ko na ang lindol..
Nakiramdam ako..gusto kong sumigaw at manggising..
….pero bakit parang ang higaan ko lang ang gumagalaw?
Nang huminto na ang pagduyan ng higaan ko tska ko lang narealized…
- nakahiga ako sa double deck at may couple sa ilalim ko.
- Ibig sabihin walang lindol…ahai..
Hanggang sa nakasanayan ko na rin ang bawat paggalaw ng aking higaan at ang sounds ng paglangitngit ng double deck sa madaling araw..
Ok lang yun… masisisi ko ban man sila eh natural lang nman yun? Pwede ko ban man ba silang sitahin ng :
“Mga ate at kuya.. bukas na lang po kayo mag-ano.. nagigising ako.. “
Haha.. buhay Dubai nga naman..
Monday, August 4, 2008
ethereal : CJ Tañedo's masterpiece
isang tuldoksa pagitan ng kahapon at bukas
isang pangarap
sa palad pumipiglas
isang panaginip
ng pusong humihilingisang tingin..
nakikiusap na iyo'y angkinin.. "
- i was captivated by this photo..
painted by CJ Tañedo
pinoy sa likod ng kurtina
Over a thousand Filipinos arrive in Dubai every month. And why not? Literally, the sun shines here all year round; prosperity is in the air; and it's a place where people have reasons to dream of waking up in the morning as millionaires or with kilos of gold on their lap! Yun nga lang, habang hindi pa nangyayari yun, iba ang nakikita ng maraming Pinoy pagdilat nila sa umaga --- kurtina! Betcha by golly wow! Paano ko ie-explain to fascinated Pinoys back home our living condition here! Noong una akala ko isolated cases. But with the skyrocketing apartment rents in this City of Gold , such conditions are becoming the norm. Sideways...sidesteps Hindi yan dance step. That's the latest move ngayon sa mga sharing flats. Sa sobrang liit ng space, patagilid ang galaw. Kaya minsan, mga ka-flatmates, hindi na magkakitaan. "Hoy, where have you been, ba? Hindi ka na umuuwi sa flat!" Kasi nga lagi silang naka-sideview! Warning: Smoking is dangerous to your room. Hindi health reasons ang dahilan bakit bawal magyosi, no! Ang styrofoam kuya! Yes, naunahan ng Pinoy ang IKEA sa innovation na yan --- Yes, styrofoam walls, styrofoam doors, styrofoam room. Di ba nga naman, styrofoam keeps you fresh! Para kang gulay, o kaya ice candy. Pero siguro mas feel mo minsan na 'tuna' ka, o di kaya 'sirena' kung feel mong si Claudine ka. "Ate, di ba fire hazard yan?" "Anong fire ka dyan? Rent ang mas nakakamatay dito!" "Illegal ang partions sa Dubai . At least ang styrofoam, pag nagkahulihan, mabilis sa baklasan. Gets mo?!!!" "Yes, Ate." Therefore, 'no smoking': ang sirena baka maging daing! Burj Al 'Cupboards' Hindi lang Emaar Properties ang may 'K' na magtayo ng skyscrapers? Haven't we heard, the Philippines is a major supplier of architects in Dubai ? In other words, nasa dugo natin yan! Kaya ba ng Arabong gumawa ng rooms out of cupboards, luggages and shoe boxes? Dati sa airport lang bida ang mga luggages, ngayon multi-purpose na: dividers na rin sila --- para ang isang kwarto maging lima ! Pampataas sila sa mga cupboards kasama ng mga shoe boxes na pinaka-antenna. Siyempre, the taller the better --- you keep your neighbor's eyes away. Now Showing Pagpasok ko ng flat, akala ko sinehan, ang daming kurtina. Mga kuarto pala. Pero ang cute, cinematic!!! Parang barangay, complete with eskinitas. Kada bukas ng telon, parang movie --- sari-saring life. May natutulog, may nag-eemote, may nka-curlers, may nakasimangot. Sa panlimang kurtina, may nag-totong-its, sa pang-anim, may naggugupit. Ang gandang movie, di ba? "Ang Pinoy sa Likod ng Kurtina!" Paraisong Kurtina Ayyy! Our Paraisong Kurtina. It can make you laugh, it can make you cry. Be proud of our Paraisong Kurtina. It exists because we'd rather send our money home than spend more for our comfort. Within its walls, lies our desire for a little privacy, our groans, our tears, our dreams, our struggle for some little savings. My curtain says a lot. It says, "I have saved again, inay; I'll be able to send money next month." Dream mo pa bang pumunta ng Dubai ????
Mag isip-isip....
--- got this in my mail this morning...
Mag isip-isip....
--- got this in my mail this morning...
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
our weekend
fridays and saturdays - no work - my fav days of the week!!! :)
natulog hanggang tanghali.
went to MOE
nagtrip sa magic planet
nagbilliards
kumain..
nangarap ng mga gustong bilhin in the near future esp mga gamit sa bahay at tumingin ng macbook na bibilhin daw nya soon..... hhayyzz sarap mangarap!
watched hancock
magskii dubai sana - di natuloy pero marami pang next time..
pumila ng pagkahaba sa Wanted at sa snack bar.. whew!
umuwi ng late
at natulog ng pagkahaba..
saturday - its our labada day
bago matulog we discussed when would be our church wedding..
pinagusapan ang mga detalye - church, reception, surf sa net ng mga catering services, e-mailed ate beth to go to church for the reservation..
hhayyzz.. malapit na ang 2009 - our big big big day! excited na kami!
natulog hanggang tanghali.
went to MOE
nagtrip sa magic planet
nagbilliards
kumain..
nangarap ng mga gustong bilhin in the near future esp mga gamit sa bahay at tumingin ng macbook na bibilhin daw nya soon..... hhayyzz sarap mangarap!
watched hancock
magskii dubai sana - di natuloy pero marami pang next time..
pumila ng pagkahaba sa Wanted at sa snack bar.. whew!
umuwi ng late
at natulog ng pagkahaba..
saturday - its our labada day
bago matulog we discussed when would be our church wedding..
pinagusapan ang mga detalye - church, reception, surf sa net ng mga catering services, e-mailed ate beth to go to church for the reservation..
hhayyzz.. malapit na ang 2009 - our big big big day! excited na kami!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
for you - we wish you well
for you.. u know who u are..
WE WISH U WELL.. We sincerely wish and pray that you’ll find happiness in your life. Aren’t you tired? Nakakapagod na.. We know you are going through a lot.. but if you want peace and happiness you have to let go of everything that’s giving you pain. Accept the reality thou it’s killin you dahil wala ka ng magagawa.
I’m not happy that you’re feelin miserable and we are not rejoicing that you’re so down. Hindi ka rin namin kinakaawaan.. we are not expecting that you’ll be happy for us either..
Let us just go on separate ways..
Go on with your life without holdin on to sumthing that u can no longer have. Go on please without looking back..
Again we wish you well..
WE WISH U WELL.. We sincerely wish and pray that you’ll find happiness in your life. Aren’t you tired? Nakakapagod na.. We know you are going through a lot.. but if you want peace and happiness you have to let go of everything that’s giving you pain. Accept the reality thou it’s killin you dahil wala ka ng magagawa.
I’m not happy that you’re feelin miserable and we are not rejoicing that you’re so down. Hindi ka rin namin kinakaawaan.. we are not expecting that you’ll be happy for us either..
Let us just go on separate ways..
Go on with your life without holdin on to sumthing that u can no longer have. Go on please without looking back..
Again we wish you well..
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
mamimiss nyo rin ang pinoy
repost from brownmonkey
Imagine a world without Filipinos http://www.arabnews.com/?page=13§ion=0&article=110923&d=16&m=6&y=2008
Kwela UAE Version
- wala ng customer ng shawarma sa gabi
- kokonti na rin ang sakay ng bus sa umaga at sa hapon
- wala na ring mag didisco sa chikka grill
- di na mapupuno ang chowking at tagpuan
- magiging ghost town ang karama, satwa, deira lalong lalo na ang al attar building
- mawawalan na rin kami ng gana tumambay sa may al guhrair para subaybayan ang mga kumakain sa mcdo
- mawawala na rin ang mga auto sa daan na may sticker ng "PEACE" at saka yung may mga ala-dyip decorated sticker happy supper lowered mag wheels neon powered na auto.
-ma-mimiss ko rin yung mga filipinang basa ang buhok sa umaga pag pasok plus yung paper bag nilang baunan na ulam namin sa tanghali- di ko na sila uling masisilayan sa beach kung saan sila ng fifishing
- ma mimiss ko rin ang tindahan ng baboy sa Lals at ang pagpunta namin sa beach kung saan namin iihawin ang baboy na yan
- mamimiss ko rin ang aking tatlumpung ka flat sa 503- ang tunog ng masking tape na inuubos sa pag gawa ng balikbayan box.
- ang tsinelas na tumagal na ng taon sa pag wiwindow shopping namin sa sa reef mall- ang naging kaibigan kong "lokal" dahil sa syota nyang kabayan
- pati na rin si andy ang dati kong carlift- sobra ko rin ma miss ang papaitan na pinaluto pa sa karama
- syempre ang mga kabayan nating nagmistulang kalapating low flyer (cute pa naman sila) sa may ratsky na hindi pumapansin ng kabayan dahil ala daw pera
- ang aking kabayan na nagpahamak sa akin at sumipsip sa amo kong pana
- ang aming sekretarya na tinuruan ako mag "pax" ng cv ko - mamimiss ko rin ang st. mary's dahil doon ang aming dating tagpuan,
- ang pagkahaba-habang pila sa exchange centers
- si mike na nasa canada na ngayon na tinatawagan si bobet ng citibank at rakbank dahil tinakbuhan nya ang 80k nyan utang sa credit card
- ang mga idol kong performer sa bar na walang hanggang ala "helicopter" ang ulo pag tinugtog na ang enter sandman ng metallica.
- wala ng bibili ng tabo sa supermarket
- mag lalagay ng mga stuff toys sa likod ng oto
- si ate liza, na hindi na ako pinansin mula ng nagka boypren syang lebanese, pinansin nya na lang ulit ako nung nag break na sila at pinatulan ang bago nyang boypreng pana.
- si anthony na umutang pa kay robert dahil bibili raw sya ng iphone, yung renta di nya daw nabayaran at puro noodles ang ulam nya.
- si ate joyce na pinagalitan ni ashraf dahil nag microwave sya ng pinakbet sa opis, e umalingasaw, after a month tinanggal sa trabaho dahil na badtrip amo nya.
- yung kabayan kong nagtatrabaho sa Media City na may autong "spark". dati kainuman ko noong nagbibike lang sya sa may al muteena, ngayon laki na ng sahod, suplado na.- ma mimiss ko rin si tita regina, alas dos na ng madaling araw nag kakaraoke pa. puros 70 naman score nya.
- ang mga kapitbahay ni carlo na adik sa "Lupin' at "eat bulaga"
- wala ng magkakandarapa sa sale
- si carol na walang humpay ang pag sayaw ng "ocho-ocho" sa president hotel
- ang mga tropa kong adik sa combo, 1 pitcher of beer + crispy pata- ma mimiss ko si pareng ambet, mas gugustuhin nya daw tumambay sa kish kesa mag trabaho sa dubai- sino na ang mag gi greet sa inyo pag bungad nyo sa opisina, wala na ring sasagot ng mga telephone calls nyo
- wala na ring maglalaro sa mga basketball courts
- mawawala na rin ang mga adik sa pagpo-post ng pekchur at blog sa multiply.
- wala na ring magpe-prendster- kokonti na lang ang texter population sa uae
- pag nawala ang pinoy wala ng bibili ng isang katutak na benetton hot cold pamango para pampadala
- ma miss ko rin si Robert na nahuli na ng dalawang beses ng Dubai police dahil sa pagdedeliver nya ng alak sa mga uhaw na lalamunan ng ating mga kabayan. Take note: binili pa yan sa umm al quwain / RAK para ipamudmod sa inyo.
additional:
- mamimiss ko c ache na walang humpay sa pagubos ng redhorse ni ate ni ate..
- ang mga makukulit at mababait na pinoy auditors dito na nagpapabilib sa mga ibang lahi at lague nagrereklamo na barat ang pasweldo ng company.. hehhe
- c ate na nagdedeliver ng food pag lunch na nagtaas na rin ng price from 7 to 8 to 10 uae dirhams.
- wala na mababaladia sa satwa
-wala na magsspray sa office ng air freshener pag may dumaang maantot
-wala na dudumog sa mga sale
- ang carlift na binayaran ko na ng 1 month pero 4 days lang ako sinundo..
- c kuya poldo na carlift ko minsan na inaabot ng 1 hr ang 15 mns.
-ang mga kabayan na driver esp c kuya sa 98E na pinipilit na pasakain ang mga babae kahit puno na
- mawawala na ang mga lalait sa mga amoy ng mga panaers and patan
-wala na rin magiingay sa villa 29
---hehheh at sobra dami pang iba :p
Haaayyyy. Masarap maging pinoy. Pwamis, mamimiss po namin sila!We are different and we are competent. Actually we are more than we think we are. Despite of being funny and odd, we are naturally outstanding in our own respected fields. Pround of being a filipino. Itaguyod na lang natin ang bandila ng Pilipinas. ok. Peace.
Thanks mr. rollan!!!
Imagine a world without Filipinos http://www.arabnews.com/?page=13§ion=0&article=110923&d=16&m=6&y=2008
Kwela UAE Version
- wala ng customer ng shawarma sa gabi
- kokonti na rin ang sakay ng bus sa umaga at sa hapon
- wala na ring mag didisco sa chikka grill
- di na mapupuno ang chowking at tagpuan
- magiging ghost town ang karama, satwa, deira lalong lalo na ang al attar building
- mawawalan na rin kami ng gana tumambay sa may al guhrair para subaybayan ang mga kumakain sa mcdo
- mawawala na rin ang mga auto sa daan na may sticker ng "PEACE" at saka yung may mga ala-dyip decorated sticker happy supper lowered mag wheels neon powered na auto.
-ma-mimiss ko rin yung mga filipinang basa ang buhok sa umaga pag pasok plus yung paper bag nilang baunan na ulam namin sa tanghali- di ko na sila uling masisilayan sa beach kung saan sila ng fifishing
- ma mimiss ko rin ang tindahan ng baboy sa Lals at ang pagpunta namin sa beach kung saan namin iihawin ang baboy na yan
- mamimiss ko rin ang aking tatlumpung ka flat sa 503- ang tunog ng masking tape na inuubos sa pag gawa ng balikbayan box.
- ang tsinelas na tumagal na ng taon sa pag wiwindow shopping namin sa sa reef mall- ang naging kaibigan kong "lokal" dahil sa syota nyang kabayan
- pati na rin si andy ang dati kong carlift- sobra ko rin ma miss ang papaitan na pinaluto pa sa karama
- syempre ang mga kabayan nating nagmistulang kalapating low flyer (cute pa naman sila) sa may ratsky na hindi pumapansin ng kabayan dahil ala daw pera
- ang aking kabayan na nagpahamak sa akin at sumipsip sa amo kong pana
- ang aming sekretarya na tinuruan ako mag "pax" ng cv ko - mamimiss ko rin ang st. mary's dahil doon ang aming dating tagpuan,
- ang pagkahaba-habang pila sa exchange centers
- si mike na nasa canada na ngayon na tinatawagan si bobet ng citibank at rakbank dahil tinakbuhan nya ang 80k nyan utang sa credit card
- ang mga idol kong performer sa bar na walang hanggang ala "helicopter" ang ulo pag tinugtog na ang enter sandman ng metallica.
- wala ng bibili ng tabo sa supermarket
- mag lalagay ng mga stuff toys sa likod ng oto
- si ate liza, na hindi na ako pinansin mula ng nagka boypren syang lebanese, pinansin nya na lang ulit ako nung nag break na sila at pinatulan ang bago nyang boypreng pana.
- si anthony na umutang pa kay robert dahil bibili raw sya ng iphone, yung renta di nya daw nabayaran at puro noodles ang ulam nya.
- si ate joyce na pinagalitan ni ashraf dahil nag microwave sya ng pinakbet sa opis, e umalingasaw, after a month tinanggal sa trabaho dahil na badtrip amo nya.
- yung kabayan kong nagtatrabaho sa Media City na may autong "spark". dati kainuman ko noong nagbibike lang sya sa may al muteena, ngayon laki na ng sahod, suplado na.- ma mimiss ko rin si tita regina, alas dos na ng madaling araw nag kakaraoke pa. puros 70 naman score nya.
- ang mga kapitbahay ni carlo na adik sa "Lupin' at "eat bulaga"
- wala ng magkakandarapa sa sale
- si carol na walang humpay ang pag sayaw ng "ocho-ocho" sa president hotel
- ang mga tropa kong adik sa combo, 1 pitcher of beer + crispy pata- ma mimiss ko si pareng ambet, mas gugustuhin nya daw tumambay sa kish kesa mag trabaho sa dubai- sino na ang mag gi greet sa inyo pag bungad nyo sa opisina, wala na ring sasagot ng mga telephone calls nyo
- wala na ring maglalaro sa mga basketball courts
- mawawala na rin ang mga adik sa pagpo-post ng pekchur at blog sa multiply.
- wala na ring magpe-prendster- kokonti na lang ang texter population sa uae
- pag nawala ang pinoy wala ng bibili ng isang katutak na benetton hot cold pamango para pampadala
- ma miss ko rin si Robert na nahuli na ng dalawang beses ng Dubai police dahil sa pagdedeliver nya ng alak sa mga uhaw na lalamunan ng ating mga kabayan. Take note: binili pa yan sa umm al quwain / RAK para ipamudmod sa inyo.
additional:
- mamimiss ko c ache na walang humpay sa pagubos ng redhorse ni ate ni ate..
- ang mga makukulit at mababait na pinoy auditors dito na nagpapabilib sa mga ibang lahi at lague nagrereklamo na barat ang pasweldo ng company.. hehhe
- c ate na nagdedeliver ng food pag lunch na nagtaas na rin ng price from 7 to 8 to 10 uae dirhams.
- wala na mababaladia sa satwa
-wala na magsspray sa office ng air freshener pag may dumaang maantot
-wala na dudumog sa mga sale
- ang carlift na binayaran ko na ng 1 month pero 4 days lang ako sinundo..
- c kuya poldo na carlift ko minsan na inaabot ng 1 hr ang 15 mns.
-ang mga kabayan na driver esp c kuya sa 98E na pinipilit na pasakain ang mga babae kahit puno na
- mawawala na ang mga lalait sa mga amoy ng mga panaers and patan
-wala na rin magiingay sa villa 29
---hehheh at sobra dami pang iba :p
Haaayyyy. Masarap maging pinoy. Pwamis, mamimiss po namin sila!We are different and we are competent. Actually we are more than we think we are. Despite of being funny and odd, we are naturally outstanding in our own respected fields. Pround of being a filipino. Itaguyod na lang natin ang bandila ng Pilipinas. ok. Peace.
Thanks mr. rollan!!!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Futuristic Rotating Tower Skyscraper in Dubai
in few years time. Dubai, the new booming emerging country already seeing ambitious real-estate construction activities which built Burj Al Arab, world’s tallest freestanding hotel in the world, and going to see world’s tallest building and the world’s tallest freestanding structure on land in Burj Dubai and Al Burj, are preparing itself to build more innovative skyscrapers which has futuristic and ahead-of-times building designs and architecture.
Dubbed ‘Rotating Tower in Motion’ building based on ‘Dynamic Architect
ure‘ concept by Florentine architect David Fisher is first of its kind and trend-setting. Not only be the pioneer, the Dynamic Architecture building which will constantly in motion changing its shape with each floor capable of spin, move and rotate 360 degress independent of one another, will also be able to generate electric energy enough for itself as well as for other surrounding buildings from at least 48 wind turbines that fitted between each rotating floors as well as the solar panels positioned on the roof of the building that will produce pollution-free energy from wind and the sunlight. Any acoustics issues are solved by modern design of the building and the carbon fiber special shape of the wings. And the floor only rotates at the slow speed of about 6 meters a minutes, so that guests inside probably won’t feel it.
Dubbed ‘Rotating Tower in Motion’ building based on ‘Dynamic Architect
ure‘ concept by Florentine architect David Fisher is first of its kind and trend-setting. Not only be the pioneer, the Dynamic Architecture building which will constantly in motion changing its shape with each floor capable of spin, move and rotate 360 degress independent of one another, will also be able to generate electric energy enough for itself as well as for other surrounding buildings from at least 48 wind turbines that fitted between each rotating floors as well as the solar panels positioned on the roof of the building that will produce pollution-free energy from wind and the sunlight. Any acoustics issues are solved by modern design of the building and the carbon fiber special shape of the wings. And the floor only rotates at the slow speed of about 6 meters a minutes, so that guests inside probably won’t feel it. 
Not futuristic and advanced enough? How about “Rotating City” urban concept, which will be built anytime soon on an island in Abu Dhabi. The Rotating City, also by High Rise RE, is a city project where every building rotates and faces different environments according to the owner’s wishes. At 10 million square feet, this city definitely has the closer look to Spaceport in Star Wars. The city will consists of 20 rotating building 300 revolving, floating and flying villas on the water, also able to rotate at wish. Inside the city there are also 5-star hotel tower with 300 rooms, 4-star hotel tower with 350 rooms and Attraction Park with an animation box, magic carpet, river adventure, conference room and wedding room.
* astig diba?
pero wala ng aastig pa sa kagandahan ng nature na meron tayu.. :)
Monday, June 23, 2008
my "ketchup" man
He’s my ketchup man
Ketchup sa kahit anong type ng food
Love nya ang pritong talong, daing nab angus,tocino, tilapia, chicken sa taza and again ketchup
Trip nya din ang dried mangoes at nata de coco
Sobrang miss n nya nag tsamporado
Malakas sa kanin, mahina sa ulam
Nakataas ang paa pag kumakain
Good boy – pray muna bago eat
Yatot minsan ang tawag ko sa knya
Aside sa manong, mahal, at mister
hindi n daw xa yatot.. mataba na daw sya.
Matapang na tao
Walang inuurungan
Pero takot sa gagamba
At no. 1 magugulatin..
Talentado
Magaling magdrawing
Kumanta, sumayaw, magsulat, maggitara at magdrums.
Idol si portnoy – kung sino man yun
Mahilig magkwento
Walang katapusang kwento
And u have to listen attentively kung hindi magtatampo sya sayu
Malakas ang boses
Pero ayaw ng sigawan
mahilig magmall at magtyangge
super galing tumawad
musiclover
Idol c rico blanco
at c rico blanco
at c rico blanco
sobrang adik sa movies
nagwork sa GMA pero kapamilya
uber sa pagkafriendly
pero di mahilig sa inuman (kunwari)
hindi nagtatagal sa tagay
tumatawag ng help pag di na kaya
chickboy – pwede sa chick pwede sa boy
sniper – nappalingon sa mga big b0_bs
crush na crush c scarlet johansson
c luningning at c jenny
mahilig magcriticize ng fashion statement ng ibang tao
trip nyang japorms ang tshirt / polo, jeans, chuck
pangarap nya magkaron ng parlor balang araw
o kaya maging pulitiko
or pwede na rin artista (mukhang Malabo na talaga yun)
family man
love na love c mama nya
mga ate
c kuya
mga pamangkins
at syempre c Vanessa (pet nyang pagong)
Iyakin
Maemote minsan
masungit
Majinarts
Gusto minamasahe paguwi sa bahay
At niyayakap ng uber sa higpit bago matulog
Nagigising sa madaling araw pag nafeel na di ka nakayakap sa kanya
Matampururot
sensitive
pero sobrang sweet
grabe magalaga
nagdadala ng pasalubong pagkagaling sa office
minsan parang bata
nagmahal
nasaktan
nagmahal ng ilang ulit
nakasakit
at nasaktan
nagmahal ulit
at minahal
nagpakasal
seloso
pero luv n luv ko
ako ang no. 1 fan nya ( pero di ko pinahahlata)
sya c manong
ang malakas mangasar
d man behind my smile
he’s my “pangarap”
sya c mahal
ang lalakeng unang nakikita ko pagkagising ko sa umaga
pinagtitimpla ko ng kape bago pumasok sa work
inaaantay na umuwi ng hatinggabi pag-OT
at pinapauwi pag nasa gimikan
at walang sawa kong tatabihan sa pagtulog
sya c mister
ang aking ketchup man..
..ang buhay ko.
Ketchup sa kahit anong type ng food
Love nya ang pritong talong, daing nab angus,tocino, tilapia, chicken sa taza and again ketchup
Trip nya din ang dried mangoes at nata de coco
Sobrang miss n nya nag tsamporado
Malakas sa kanin, mahina sa ulam
Nakataas ang paa pag kumakain
Good boy – pray muna bago eat
Yatot minsan ang tawag ko sa knya
Aside sa manong, mahal, at mister
hindi n daw xa yatot.. mataba na daw sya.
Matapang na tao
Walang inuurungan
Pero takot sa gagamba
At no. 1 magugulatin..
Talentado
Magaling magdrawing
Kumanta, sumayaw, magsulat, maggitara at magdrums.
Idol si portnoy – kung sino man yun
Mahilig magkwento
Walang katapusang kwento
And u have to listen attentively kung hindi magtatampo sya sayu
Malakas ang boses
Pero ayaw ng sigawan
mahilig magmall at magtyangge
super galing tumawad
musiclover
Idol c rico blanco
at c rico blanco
at c rico blanco
sobrang adik sa movies
nagwork sa GMA pero kapamilya
uber sa pagkafriendly
pero di mahilig sa inuman (kunwari)
hindi nagtatagal sa tagay
tumatawag ng help pag di na kaya
chickboy – pwede sa chick pwede sa boy
sniper – nappalingon sa mga big b0_bs
crush na crush c scarlet johansson
c luningning at c jenny
mahilig magcriticize ng fashion statement ng ibang tao
trip nyang japorms ang tshirt / polo, jeans, chuck
pangarap nya magkaron ng parlor balang araw
o kaya maging pulitiko
or pwede na rin artista (mukhang Malabo na talaga yun)
family man
love na love c mama nya
mga ate
c kuya
mga pamangkins
at syempre c Vanessa (pet nyang pagong)
Iyakin
Maemote minsan
masungit
Majinarts
Gusto minamasahe paguwi sa bahay
At niyayakap ng uber sa higpit bago matulog
Nagigising sa madaling araw pag nafeel na di ka nakayakap sa kanya
Matampururot
sensitive
pero sobrang sweet
grabe magalaga
nagdadala ng pasalubong pagkagaling sa office
minsan parang bata
nagmahal
nasaktan
nagmahal ng ilang ulit
nakasakit
at nasaktan
nagmahal ulit
at minahal
nagpakasal
seloso
pero luv n luv ko
ako ang no. 1 fan nya ( pero di ko pinahahlata)
sya c manong
ang malakas mangasar
d man behind my smile
he’s my “pangarap”
sya c mahal
ang lalakeng unang nakikita ko pagkagising ko sa umaga
pinagtitimpla ko ng kape bago pumasok sa work
inaaantay na umuwi ng hatinggabi pag-OT
at pinapauwi pag nasa gimikan
at walang sawa kong tatabihan sa pagtulog
sya c mister
ang aking ketchup man..
..ang buhay ko.
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