random thoughts: DYENA Construction Company

Random Thoughts
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coincidence really happens!

workin at the same time talking to hubby over the phone when one of the senior managers gave me two envelopes to be send to clients..

one is Dubai Contracting Company and the other one is..

Dyena Construction Company in AUH.

hahha napasyet ako bigla!

Sir ziggie and mister were askin me.. "bakit? anong meron?! "

and i replied.. sir meron ba talgang ganitong company?! hahha

then i received a call again from one of Indian sect in our FAS office..

"hello.. gena my dear.."

then i said.. "Vivian... it's jenny.."i can't help but to smile thinkin about how our names are really sounds like.. =)

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wonder why she's claiming nagsesend ako ng letters sa knya everyday.. heheh. dami pala ng 2 letters? yup.. i sent her two e-mails on her outlook, yahoo mail, and same letter in multiply..wala din naman akong sinabing masama... oh well.. nagalit ata sya sa emails ko.

may sinulat kaya akong masama?

hhhhmm i wrote a letter to inform her that i already knew everything.,, that someone confessed everything that happened between them... na nabasa ko lahat ng palitan nila ng emails.. na sinasabi nya na preggy sya, na alam ko na rin ang kanilang sleepless nights, that she even gave him access to her email..at kung anu ano pa.. yun lang... rude ba ko?

i asked her asan na ang values nya. how it feels to be a mistress? ginawa ba nya yun because of love? na sana pwede nman sya umiwas knowing he is a married man..

in the end of the letter i even said i dont want to judge you.. dahil i know nagawa mu lang yun dahil sa luv..and i know u are not a bad person. na naiintindihan pa rin kita..na nabulag ka lang sa sobrang pag-ibig.. thai i still wish u well.. that i can always give u a warm smile pag nagkita tayo sa pinas.. na sana mawala na satin ang hapdi at kirot..

those are words coming from a wife.. now tell me bad ba ko? =(

u deserve to be happy and sorry.. hindi ka nmin ginugulo.

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i've been thinking about how i almost died last week..

and now im on my highest energy of planning about church wedding..

para lang akong sumasakay ng roller coaster at katabi ko lang sa ride si Papa God.

He's holding my hand..and will never leave me.

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everything happens for a reason.

sa unang letter ko sa kanya i told her.. "cguro pinaglalaruan tayo ng pag-ibig at ng buhay..kelangan cguro mangyari ang lahat ng to para mabuo ang kwento ng mga buhay natin.."

ngayon ko naisip ang bait kong asawa to write such kind words para sa isang taong nakasakit sakin. =)

LET US ALL BE HAPPY - my last words sa letter.. and i mean it..

pisawt!

tryin to be ok is like killin myself

im ok. yes im tryin to feel better everyday. bad trip lang dahil ang utak ko minsan ayaw tumigil.. ang dibdib ko minsan ayaw huminto.. naninikip n lang bigla everytime nagrerewind sa utak ko lahat. minsan sinasadya ko talagang patayin ang sarili ko sa pagbabasa ng mga bagay na unti unting pumapatay sakin.



i feel like dying with every word na binabasa ko. . .

minsan napapaisip ko.. pag sobrang luv ang ibinigay mu sa isang tao.. bakit ka nya susuklian ng sakit?

ba't hindi na lang pagmamahal din?

syet minsan ang luv.. :(